Music from the heart

I think I'm "Ugly"!

2011-08-19T09:27:00.000-07:00

Salaams to my Muslim friends and a very big HOLA to others! :D

Hee~ I haven't updated this blog for a looooonnnng time. Well, it's not that I don't WANT to update this blog - I just DON'T KNOW what to write is all.. Since I'm always never have any ideas what to write, I'll just let the music describe how I'm feeling right now :3. Of course songs will not describe 100% of what I am feeling, but I'm just gonna leave it at that coz I'm really not into exposing my feelings to everyone right now. Enjoy the music y'all~

I think I've mentioned this before, but 2NE1 is my FAVOURITE!!! <3 This is definitely something new from them! Since I was once a rock fan (or to be precise, J-Rock fan), I really love this concept. At least it's something different from the typical clubbing/electro songs. Plus, the lyrics hold a lot of meaning. Sure we sometimes feel ugly or we're just not good enough. Even Teddy (ze producer) said he might've felt very down when he wrote this song. Why? You have to read the english subs to really understand what I'm saying, ya get me??

Anyways, like I said as of today I am not gonna reveal how I really feel like at the current moment, like before (unless I suddenly feel like it and wanting to get out from the shell for once. *gasp* 'get out from the shell'?? ain't that laruku's song??? XD). I'll just let the music do the talking. Peace out y'all! Assalamualaikum..

PS: Omo, almost forgot.. To my Muslim friends, happy fasting and celebrate Ramadhan! (and by 'celebrating' I mean connecting more with Allah and do more sunnahs) Let this Ramadhan be one of your best ones yet :D

TAG~~

2011-03-14T10:30:00.000-07:00

..Ok, i'm such a loser. Dah lama gile i x update!! ==.==|| Honestly I don't know what to update anymore. Not that I don't have anything to write, I just don't know what to write. A lot of things are happening, externally and internally, but I feel like I'm restraining myself from expressing it in writing form.. But, I'm sure everyone is facing their own problems everyday, so I wouldn't want to worry them with I'm writing here right? :)

Anyways, it seems like I haven't updated myself with my friends' blogs either (I just finished reading 3 blogs. What a bad friend I am..). Apparently I've been tagged by my chocoholic friend, Tira aka Kak Long~ aww, thank you for tagging me dear. Otherwise I probably wouldn't write anything in this blog by now lol.

THREE NAMES I GO BY

1. Eza (nickname since childhood)

2. Ezanin

3. Kenit (lol this is what my siblings usually call me. Man I really miss the time when we would gather at the dinner table with the whole family and laughed away after any meal..)

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED

1. Johor (the place I was born)

2. Kedah

3. KL & Selangor (Bangi is the longest time I've stayed in one location, next to Johor..but I was a baby at that time so I didn't remember much about Johor memories..)

THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH

1. Any Kpop-related

2. K-Drama XD

3. E News! (at home la..kalau sini harapan)

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO

1. HOME!! :'(

2. anywhere with my family!

3. anywhere with my friends!

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS

1. Japanese...currently I'm craving for sushi n tempura @.@

2. Indian~ always forever will be! XD

3. Mama's cooking!!! Omo...now I miss her Nasi Dagang, Nasi Lemak, Nasi Ayam, ayam masak pedas, CURRY, [the list gonna goes on forever LOL]

THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO

1. going back to Malaysia!!

2. easter (coz Abang's coming!)~ n of course finishing the exams ==__==||

3. meeting my soulmate..whoever would that be

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED

1. hamsters (dead)

2. small fishes (dead as well)

3. cats...though I don't know if there are still any at my house now (coz they're actually my maid's, not mine XD)

THREE FRIENDS WHO WILL REPLY

Honestly I can't think of anyone who WOULDN'T reply lol

THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS

1. Big Bang & 2NE1

2. Alicia Keys & Sarah McLachlan

2. Wonderland (new girl band co-managed by Kian Westlife :D)

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH

uhh..none. well maybe a bit of basketball, but that's a LONG time ago --__--||

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS

1. Fresh juices (solo or mixed)

2. Sky juice aka plain water

3. Actually, any drink will do as long as it's halal.

I TAGGED

1. Ezliani Johanna

2. Nur Afiqah bt. Amirullah

3. Sharifah al-Idrus

4. Ili Liyana

5. Aiman Toreq

6. Anyone who's reading my blog!! XD

The Artist

2011-02-06T07:21:00.000-08:00

As an ISFP (Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving), your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your value system. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in via your five sense in a literal, concrete fashion.

ISFPs live in the world of sensation possibilities. They are keenly in tune with the way things look, taste, sound, feel and smell. They have a strong aesthetic appreciation for art, and are likely to be artists in some form, because they are unusually gifted at creating and composing things which will strongly affect the senses. They have a strong set of values, which they strive to consistently meet in their lives. They need to feel as if they're living their lives in accordance with what they feel is right, and will rebel against anything which conflicts with that goal. They're likely to choose jobs and careers which allow them the freedom of working towards the realization of their value-oriented personal goals.

ISFPs tend to be quiet and reserved, and difficult to get to know well. They hold back their ideas and opinions except from those who they are closest to. They are likely to be kind, gentle and sensitive in their dealings with others. They are interested in contributing to people's sense of well-being and happiness, and will put a great deal of effort and energy into tasks which they believe in.

ISFPs have a strong affinity for aesthetics and beauty. They're likely to be animal lovers, and to have a true appreciation for the beauties of nature. They're original and independent, and need to have personal space. They value people who take the time to understand the ISFP, and who support the ISFP in pursuing their goals in their own, unique way. People who don't know them well may see their unique way of life as a sign of carefree light-heartedness, but the ISFP actually takes life very seriously, constantly gathering specific information and shifting it through their value systems, in search for clarification and underlying meaning.

ISFPs are action-oriented individuals. They are "doers", and are usually uncomfortable with theorizing concepts and ideas, unless they see a practical application. They learn best in a "hands-on" environment, and consequently may become easily bored with the traditional teaching methods, which emphasize abstract thinking. They do not like impersonal analysis, and are uncomfortable with the idea of making decisions based strictly on logic. Their strong value systems demand that decisions are evaluated against their subjective beliefs, rather than against some objective rules or laws.

ISFPs are extremely perceptive and aware of others. They constantly gather specific information about people, and seek to discover what it means. They are usually penetratingly accurate in their perceptions of others.

ISFPs are warm and sympathetic. They genuinely care about people, and are strongly service-oriented in their desire to please. They have an unusually deep well of caring for those who are close to them, and are likely to show their love through actions, rather than words.

ISFPs have no desire to lead or control others, just as they have no desire to be led or controlled by others. They need space and time alone to evaluate the circumstances of their life against their value system, and are likely to respect other people's needs for the same.

The ISFP is likely to not give themself enough credit for the things which they do extremely well. Their strong value systems can lead them to be intensely perfectionist, and cause them to judge themselves with unneccesary harshness.

The ISFP has many special gifts for the world, especially in the areas of creating artistic sensation, and selflessly serving others. Life is not likely to be extremely easy for the ISFP, because they take life so seriously, but they have the tools to make their lives and the lives of those close to them richly rewarding experiences.

...Well, some of them might be true, whereas others are not. I don't know how to describe myself, so you'll be the judge :)

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BOYBAND FEVER!! XD

2011-01-15T13:19:00.000-08:00

WHOOO~~ The boy band fever is back in k-pop! ;D *ehem* Now let's start with one of my fav groups~

MBLAQ

This is just..wow O_O. Didn't really expect they're gonna promote a ballad/R&B song. Still this sounds really good. G.O's vocals + Lee Joon's ballet dance + Seung Ho's n Thunder's charm + Mir's rap = LOVE!!! XD The emotion they've shown here is also impressive. I think all of them can be actors one day (well, Lee Joon already is an actor XD).

Oh SALSA! (as TK would say XD) It's so great the boys just keep improving from one single to another..heck I've fallen in love with them even more! One thing about this vid though...it's hurting my eyes with so many bright lights *_*||.

Teen Top

You probably have or never heard of them, since they're still new to the industry. They may not be as good looking as MBLAQ, but their talents are sick! I like Niel the most since his vocals are really unique~ (and I don't know why but I think he dances better than the others) Not to diss the others though, they're talented too but yet to show them. I'll be watching these guys from now on! :D

That's it for now. There are more boy bands coming back soon (including Big Bang! KYAA~~) :D

Everything is messed up straight from the heart

2011-01-15T11:39:00.000-08:00

FYI: The title above is a clean version of "Everything is F'ed up" (if u get it lol).

LYRICS:

I'm having the day from hell,
it was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby

[chorus:]
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby

[chorus]

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
'cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

[chorus x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up

Ok, enough with the moody background (which I've changed) and those crappy sad songs. "Gotta pick myself up, where do I start"...it's time for a change. I've removed that person from my friends list, so let's start a new chapter..

TAG (no. 2)

2011-01-09T23:38:00.000-08:00

Tagged by ILLEYH! XD

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
- *blur* muka bru bgn tido ==.==

2. How much cash do you have on you?
- secret lor..

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
- floor

4. Favorite planet?
- Saturn coz it gots pretty rings around~

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
- Papa TT.TT

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
- any k-pop. now it's GD&TOP :D

7. What shirt are you wearing?
- i'm wearing my sleeping attire lol

8. Do you "label" yourself?
- not really. but I have to it'll be "quiet, naive and weird"

9. Have you ever pictured your crush naked?
- does topless count? LOL (ya Allah, eza! bertaubat skit!! >_<||)

10. Bright or Dark Room?
- Bright...otherwise I'd fall asleep easily

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
- she's a freak LOL. jk~ she's cute and such a darlin~ but can be quite stubborn.. BABE! I MISS U!! TT.TT

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- sleeping. my gastric was acting up again..

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
- Mama, "OK".... ==_==||

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
- there ain't no 24-hour shops here kiddo (unless u count the pakistani shop..)

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
- ngek

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
- mama~~ <3>

18. Last furry thing you touched?
- Fatin Amira's hippo

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
- if ur talkin abt medicine..probably 4

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
- dude. it's the 21st century already..

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
- back when i was 13 (coz everything was new and my creativeness in writing was sky-rocketing) and 19 (new great friends and great housemates!) :D

22. Your worst enemy?
- the demons inside me..

23. What is your current desktop picture?
- an art by Nanami Yuki (deviantArt). A girl in an old japanese town street on a rainy day, with an umbrella in her hand and a dog/cat beside her.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
- "OK" to Fatin Amira

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
- FLY!! so I can travel easily as well as go home when i feel like it (in other words, it saves my money ;D)

26. Do you like someone?
- ben barnes~ <3>

27.The last song you listened to?
- Bennie K - Okay

2011-01-09T11:01:00.000-08:00

Muahaha...suddenly I feel gothic after hearing this song 8D. Speaking of which...

Went to Camden Town yesterday (still in Great London), and boy oh boy. Finally some fresh styles and clothings compared to the same old BORING ones in most shops here ==.==||. It's like Petaling Street (according to my friend..i've never been there myself lol), with lots of stalls like night markets along the streets and alleys. Most of the sellers are Asians, which is not surprising coz I think it's always the Asians who are quite creative when it comes to fashion sense~ XD Oh, n we saw a lot of cosplayers as well (cosplayers = people who dress up like their fav anime characters. If you don't even know what anime is then you're in the wrong blog, mate). Lots of gothic, punk and lolita clothes as well~ *I wonder how I'd look like in a gothic victorian dress XD*

Anyways, although there were lots of stuffs there, we didn't buy a single item except lunch. Honestly my wardrobe is too small to fit in any more clothes! Mama already bought one huge black bag of my clothes (ALONE) over the holidays and it's already filling up my wardrobe @_@. She even told me yesterday over the phone that I should change outfit everyday...aiyoo, it's not like anyone will notice what i'm wearing under the coat.. (FYI, I rarely remove my coat in lecture rooms coz i'm too lazy to do so :P)

That's all from me now. Oh, and by the way....

I MISS L'ARC~EN~CIEL!!!! TT.TT

A message to myself..a reminder..

2011-01-03T16:06:00.000-08:00

Girls' Day - Nothing Lasts Forever (Eng/Rom/Hangul) + performance

2011-01-01T16:34:00.000-08:00

..This says everything. Nothing lasts forever..

PS: This is WAAYYY better than their debut song! I love how vocally talented they are :D

...If I were the girl who sings the most at the end I probably would have faint ==.==||

Maybe you do not like something, and that's good for you...

2010-12-06T13:20:00.000-08:00

"If u love someone, let it go.. If it comes back to u, it's yours forever.. If it doesn't, then it was never yours!"... Credits to Tira for the sweet post :).

Honestly...I don't know what to feel right now. Should I feel free for not being committed anymore? Or should I feel weak..like a stray cat which was once under good care, but had to be let go? I know...everything happens for a reason. It's just like one of the sentences in Al-Qur'an (credits to Kak Fifi for showing me this~)

"..Tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu, padahal itu baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal itu tidak baik bagimu. Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui" (2:216)

".. But maybe you do not like something, and that's good for you, and may be you like something, but it is not good for you. Allah knows, and ye know not" (2:216)

The english one, I got it from Google Translate XD. Masha'Allah...for once I want to cry for this beautiful piece of 'poetry' of His 'love letter'... Yet, perhaps I am as heartless as I can be right now. So heartless that I couldn't even shed a tear for Him...? Ya Allah...please help me. Please guide me through this test you have given me. Please protect me from anymore future events like this... I don't want this anymore, not while I'm still studying, not while I'm still naive and innocent, and not while I am still under my parents' guidance and protection...

Although it's only been one week, it was a very nice - brief, but decent week so far... Truly I have never met a guy like him. One who loves to socialize, praise himself (aka egoistic), but at the same time has both his feet on the ground and still remembers Allah.... Yet, if it's true he still remembers Allah, why did he ask me...? Ya Allah...if I really do love You, the One and Only, why did I accept his offer?? Why couldn't I reject someone for once?!

Oh my Lord...help me realize what is truly best for me. For now I could not differentiate what is good and what is bad... I need to wake up and realize my parents' dreams - MY dreams as well...... Still....

TAG

2010-11-29T01:27:00.001-08:00

This one's from Tira aka Kak Long yg tersayang~~ thank u my sweet chocolate! ;D

1. Apa benda paling penting dalam hidup korang?

for sure my family...after them, my frenz. n after them ...... :D

2. Benda terakhir korang beli guna duit sendiri?

Body Shop....PERGH! first time splurge abis XD (eh tp ada diskaun! so kire saving gak :P)

3. Dimana tempat korang nak melangsungkan perkahwinan korang dan tema perkahwinan korang nanti?

ooh la la~~...hm, x terpikir lg. kalau blh nak buat kat masjid je, tp org tu nak buat kat hotel soooooo kene buat la grand skit on our side XD. i've seen my bro's wedding pics n absolutely love the dewan kat UPM tu!! yg tema tu i just leave it to my sis (the usual wedding/party planner), tp kalau blh nak keep it simple but sweet :)

4. Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

ahaha...bru permulaan kot :P

5. Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

insyaAllah sampai mati atau eternity sampai ke syurga :)

6. Dimana korang selalu jumpa kekasih korang?

hm..byk terserempak ada la XD. dlm uni atau kat town

7. Novel/buku/majalah terakhir korang beli?

three to be exact: one is about mathematics (forgot the title), Shadowmagic (very brief but interesting fantasy story), n Mr. Good Enough (I love this book!! It's about telling single women especially the, er, old ones, to stop looking for Mr. Perfect n instead stick with the Mr. Good Enough :D)

8. Apakah nama penuh korang?

Ezanin Johanna Binti Elias

9. Antara mak dengan ayah korang, yang mana korang lagi mesra?

Mama~~ she's basically like our best friend. The first person to tell our good news, the first person to go to when we're in trouble - she's just everything to us, our supermom :)

10. Namakan orang yang betul2 nak jumpa dalam hidup?

my family...huaaaaaa :(

11. Adakah korang basuh baju sendiri?

ya. masuk laundry sudeyh (xde baldi kot jual kat sini...kalau ada pon jauh n malu nak bwk dlm bas --.--||)

12. Di mana tempat yang korang betul2 nak pergi?

anywhere with family~ i've been to Makkah, alhamdulillah..so when the right time comes i want to go to Hajj :)

13. Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?

Hug usually. But with the right people i'll kiss (on their cheeks la)

14. Beritahu 3 perkara tentang orang yang tag korang?

Atira,

i. so so kind

ii. so so ayu n pretty~

iii. and so so byk mulut!! lol I love u darling~ ;)

15. 5 benda yang korang sayang dalam hidup korang?

banyak! 5 je eh?

i. family family FAMILY!! they're always gonna be the first~

ii. my frenz frm high school n uitm...i srsly miss my sem 1 roommates :(

iii. my laptop

iv. handphone..it's a must!

v. somewhere~ over the rainbow~~ lol ada laa~~~

16. 5 lagu korang suka dan selalu dengar?

banyaaaak sgt weih...tp yg latest ones:

i. Bbiribbom Bberibbom by Co-Ed

ii. Details in the Fabric by Jason Mraz feat. James Morrison (i love this duo!)

iii. 2NE1~ SEMUA lagu dorg! :D

iv. I'll Be Back by 2PM

v. Brandon Hines - hasn't officially debut yet, so he's considered an indie R&B singer for now

17. Bila Tarikh lahir korang dan korang sambut birthday kat mana tahun lepas?

27th August 1991.. omg, i remember my housemates surprised me with the birthday song and a cake...i almost cried but i didn't lol Still it was really touching...I miss those days :( (oh, and I remember sha n kira putting cake cream on my face lol Thanx A LOT guys)

18. 7 orang blogger korang nak tag?

i. Sha al-Idrus

ii. Ili Liyana

iii. Ezliani Johanna

iv. Afiqah Amirullah

v. Mohd. ar-Rauf

vi. Ulfah Nafis

vii. Aiman Toreq

19. Cerita sikit pasal blogger pertama korang tag?

sharifah..be strong ok. I know ur stronger than u think, and I know ur more worth it to get a great guy. Allah Maha Mengetahui...kalau Sha buat baik, dpt jaga diri elok2, insyaAllah Sha akan jumpa jodoh yg dpt jaga Sha sebaik2 mungkin (kalau x aku sepak teranjang jantan tu!! :P) I love u so so much my baby sister~~

PS: sorry la ek kalau ada nama sesape yg spelling n tatabahasa yg agak fail :P. TAG TAG!!

D-day!!

2010-09-13T21:35:00.000-07:00

The day has finally come... I'll departing to UK tonight at 9.30. Time flies so fast... Somehow I still couldn't believe that I'm gonna go overseas... I'm really nervous, yet excited at the same time. So nervous + excitement = ....blur?? lol Idk whether I should cry or jump in excitement...

I'm looking forward to the orientation and induction week! The orientation for international students starts after we arrive there, which is on the 16th, only for a few days.. It's mainly about meeting up and getting to know each other. Welcome disco, BBQ, campus tour, shopping @ sports, day trip (Oxford or Stratford-upon-Avon [Shakespeare's birthplace!]), just to name a few lol. And on induction week, it's called the Fresher's Fayre week... to me though, it's more like an Entertainment Fayre week!! There'll be lots of parties (even on midnight!), art classes like pottery and dancing (hip-hop and oh salsa!) and free movie nights! lol I think I'm really gonna enjoy myself there. keke~

I'll publish my next post over there when I have free time. Huh...I still can't believe I'm going XD. Well, over and out!

events~

2010-08-25T22:46:00.000-07:00

I wanted to publish a new post last week, but i kept delaying it because i have weird illnesses... Gastric, low blood, n there's one little lump at the back of my neck (which probably explains y i keep getting headaches..). Anyways, let's just continue with wat i'm gonna write last week!!

25th August...It's not my birthday, but it's definitely the date that I'll make sure to remember for the rest of my life! :D

I went to Kolej Alamanda to break fast with my college friends at one of the warungs (which is just outside of the college). I didn't think many would turn up - but there were. Shockingly O_o. But even with the long table outside, it was still packed. Even some of them had to be separated from us and eat inside.. I'm really sorry guys TT_TT.

The original plan was to break fast in Mid Valley this week, but none of them are free on other days except Friday. But on that day, I'm gonna have dinner with my family..which is for my birthday. They originally planned to make a farewell party on that day... TT.TT

Well, ok, at first I asked my mom about it whether we can change the dinner to an earlier date, and she said it was ok for her. But then my bro won't be free on Thursday. And I thought that it won't be fun if we leave him out of it, so I told them let's just continue with the plan.. After that, my friends and I were almost in a dilemma on how to decide the date. Then Emma told me that we should just break fast at one of the warungs..so we went with that instead. But I really wanted to go to Mid Valley with them...

Anyways, here are the presents that they gave me~

Blanket given by my 'sisters'~ thank u so so much girls! I'll definitely use this on cold days :D

Syimir gave me this~ hehe. He thinks this one's cute (but i think it's ugly XD). Still, it's sweet of him to give me this. Thanks~ (it's even sweeter with his perfume on it lol)

Farisha gave me some chocolates for me to eat on the plane. Hehe, very considerate of her~ Plus, Mu'i, Ja'ar and Azraii gave me duit raya. So cute~ X3 I love u people!! I almost cried..no, really. I did. Especially after I saw Atira's tears welling up in her eyes. I'm like, "Oh, s**t. Please don't cry!!" Then when I was about to get ready, Shiqin shouted to me, "Don't cry! Otherwise I'll cry too!!" Um...ok, nice advice? XD jk~

Seriously though, I mean... there will be at times when you feel like you don't belong here. But then at times like this, you'll wonder - what did I do to deserve all of this love?? I mean, I don't think I contributed much to them. I pulled out of JPK, I don't talk much, and I'm not smart n skilled enough to teach them the subjects that they don't know... So, yeah...it really makes u wonder... But I'm really, really glad to have great friends like them. Again, I love you guys very much!! <3 <3

And yes...I finally let go of my grudge. If I hadn't even glance at him I wouldn't even realize he had wave at me. Like, seriously dude. You have a voice...at least shout "Bye" or "Good luck" or something.. ==___==|| Well, I waved back anyways... When I think about it, it's somewhat stupid of me to get myself in this mess in the first place...

Hehe. But then something weird (but expected) happened on my birthday... Gastric AND low blood pressure ==__==||. Way to start my day... I guess that explains why I keep feeling light-headed + headache this whole time... Anyways, yeah. So the doctor said I couldn't fast n when we got home, my mom straight away toasted some bread n made milo for me (even though it was afternoon. but there was nothing for me to eat except the stuffs you would eat for breakfast..) She already suspected that I got low blood like a loooonnngg time ago - I just didn't want to accept that fact XD. NOW I can say I have low blood... *sigh* why is this happening to me..?

Well, illnesses aside.. We went to Tony Roma's for my birthday dinner~ And yes, my mom forced me to eat a lot on that night (which I did but...it turned out it's actually not good for low-blood people), so I was freaking full.. Thank God we went walking after that. Ezhan and Kakak gave me a trench coat as a present (which I always wanted since..I played a fashion game lol)...actually, more like Kakak recommended Ezhan to buy that one. But he didn't know what a trench coat was - thank God his fiancee was with him XD. He told me to wear it just in case it fits or not. When we got to the store - luckily my parents were experienced with winter clothing.. turns out the size he bought was a size smaller. So we exchanged with a bigger size n walla!

Hee~ thank u guys! :D

So ya, I guess that's about it... omo, last Saturday there was a breaking fast with the whole family at my house. It's not as hyped or loud as it used to be, but it was still fun - especially when we get to see the babies' stunts and all. Aww...cute little munchkins!! X3 But, to my horror...Mama called everyone to sing me n Eli happy birthday. Thank God most of the men and some women went for Terawih at that time... So yeah, move along! XD Oh, and I finally got on my piano for God knows why... Still, it was a great feeling again. Some of my cousins were impressed I could play some of the Playhouse Disney's songs, ie Dibo dibo ding, Little Einsteins n so on~ (yes. I watch Playhouse Disney with my niece n nephew. Got problem with that?!) But...meh. They're just simple melodies. If you're asking me to play a Chopin piece or Alicia Keys song, then I'll definitely flunk out XD.

For toda-ay~ I just got back from Kedah, just to see Mak Tok one last time before departing.. Hm...I wonder why my mind's still not registered that I'm gonna go to UK. lol For God's sake, woman! You're going to UK in another 2 weeks!!!

Over and out...

GP Basic - Game

2010-08-15T09:01:00.000-07:00

Introducing new Korean girl group~ XD This youngest girl group just debuted on 13th August with their MV (music video), Game.

Below in their MV teaser contains the members' names:

Notice how young these girls look? Well get this - all the members are 14 years old except for the youngest, Janey (in case you don't know which one IS the youngest) who's only 12 years old... Dang, that's a strange age distribution O_O. Anyways, I'm sure many of you are shocked by how young they are, since the song sounds *ehem* too mature for their age. For me though - well, I'd rather judge their live performance than their age. Here's their debut performance today at SBS Inkigayo:

Yup. They're good as I expected d(^_^)b. Personally I feel that the theme of the song (from the sound to the dance moves) is inappropriate for them. Still, they're very talented, and you have to admit that Janey looks really cute when she raps XD. Plus, these girls are quite pretty, especially when they didn't wear much make-up for their performance.

Many netizens said these girls should "go back to school", well I say this - keep rockin' it girls! You're already at par with your seniors (if not more talented), just need a little more training and you'll be there ;)

PS: Seriously, these people should give them a break. It's just a debut, and we're not sure yet if they're gonna do another promotion. They might take a break for a while. Who knows? :S

Oh to the Em to the Gee...

2010-08-13T08:53:00.000-07:00

http://elijojo8989.blogspot.com/2010/08/dont-talk-with-strangerseven-through.html

Again, I'm referring to a blog post from my sister, who published just a few minutes ago.. If haven't read her post, then DO IT! Otherwise you probably won't understand what I'm talking about here.

Okay, seriously, these girls (especially the young ones) are so easily manipulated and very.. VERY dense. How can they trust these guys when they have only met online?? Sure they're very smooth with sweet words, but it's just that - they're just WORDS. And these guys buy them drinks and stuffs that these girls want?? Then let me ask them this - why don't you ask your boyfriends to buy you a BUNGALOW HOUSE??? Or even better - a FERRARI sports car?!

Some people defend these girls, saying, "Oh, they're still young. They don't know which is right and which is wrong. They're going through the phase of puberty." Then they start blaming the parents for not giving good education.. For me though, let's be straightforward...

THESE GIRLS ARE IDIOTS!!! They can't think for themselves???? What are they - PRE-SCHOOL STUDENTS??!! For God's sake people, they're old enough to think! They have BRAINS!! It's because they have gone through puberty they can use their brains PROPERLY!! If you're saying that these girls are too young to understand, then what about the other girls at their age, who are not following the same footsteps?? Are you saying that these girls have NO BRAINS too?!

What the hell - I've been going through that phase too. It didn't took me long to realize that I shouldn't talk to strangers. It didn't took me long to realize that just because I befriended many chatters online, that doesn't mean I want to meet them in person. It didn't took me long to realize that I shouldn't give my phone number to a stranger I don't even know or recognize. And what age did I realize all of those? At the age of 13-15...and these girls are like, what - 16 year olds?! Even a 19-year-old can't even THINK for herself?!

Excuse me, but maybe the main reason for this is probably because she has a dysfunctional family etc. etc. Like HELLO! There's no such thing as perfect family! "Oh, she has family problems. That explains why. It's the parents that should be blamed." PLEASE LA! It's because she has a dysfunctional family that she should be able to THINK, that she should be able to MATURE.

Just so you know, most of these idiot, good-for-nothing girls are Malays. MALAYS for God's sake! You think I'm proud of that?! Have you ever heard any other races like the Chinese or Indian doing the same thing?? NO! It's the Malays that do these! And they are Muslims... MUSLIM!! For God's sake, girls... If you have no one else to go to, go to GOD! And what I really mean here is, PRAY! Pray to God to lead you to a righteous path. Pray to God to shield you from harm. Pray to God to give you a strong heart... Is it so freakin' hard to pray and ask God for a way?? And that is our job as a human being - pray and ask God for help!

And another thing...some people also blame that these girls have been on the computer for way too long or too frequently. Well guess what - ME TOO! I'm also on the computer 24/7, but am I meeting someone I shouldn't meet? NO! Definitely not! What's the use of getting an education in school, let alone an Islamic education[in which the ustaz(ah) would always say, "Don't do this, don't do that. Don't follow ur desires. Don't go against ur parents."], if we're not gonna use it well in our daily lives?? Heck, even my mom was worried that my sis and I would turn out like them - but are we? NO! Why? Because we can THINK for ourselves!

It's the Ramadhan night, and I know I shouldn't be b****ing about here. But I really can't stand it. Maybe we're near to the end of the world. Or maybe these girls really have no brains. Right. I'm gonna stop now. Over and out..

Of baby-sitting, induction, and visa

2010-08-10T06:22:00.000-07:00

Saturday

At the house we were left with Ashaz. Even though I didn't have to help my mom cooking/making Malay desserts n such, I was still left damn tired just by carrying this little rascal ==_==||. His mouth is still not talking, but his hands and his feet just won't stop moving... Even while we carry him he'll try to climb up more! Haiya... But a baby is a baby, and is cute. So I is love him XD.

That evening we finally went to my sister's new house in Shah Alam, where we helped her with the preparations for the doa selamat at that night (a house-warming as well). After the whole thing finished, our maid, Kak Tum and I went to Aunt Mas' house to stay overnight there. Kak Tum wanted to go out with their maid, Kak Su on Sunday, whereas I wanted to attend the induction on that day as well. You know, just to spend time with my friends...probably for the last time.

Sunday

I woke up at 7.30, realizing that my friends involved with the induction were already at INTEC. So I arrived late and missed the opening speech. I had a bit of a wardrobe malfunction because none of my friends brought the yellow jersey for me (which is supposed to be worn by the sophomores)...well, it was my fault that I didn't tell them earlier. So I wore a black t-shirt...turned out that the juniors also wore the same thing. So I looked like a junior myself lol. I thought I'd be really embarassed with all the others asking, "Why aren't you wearing the jersey?" But I guess I didn't care at that time, because all I thought about was trying to have a good time with my friends.

Although I was really looking forward to spend time with them, it turns out that most of my housemates are busy with their own jobs ie some became facilitators, some were taking care of the checkpoints, and a few others didn't come. Thank God Nazirah, Amoy, Yani and Hathira were with me...otherwise I'd be bored to hell! Actually, I spent a lot of time with Nazirah for God knows why. Maybe because we were in separate classes this sem and couldn't talk much, so it's like our revenge for that time.

So yeah. Again, I disappeared in the middle of their post-mortem, because Aunt Mas and the family were already waiting for me in their car. So I just told one of my roommates to send my regards to the others. Though, I wish I could've at least took a photo with them...

After that, I followed Aunt Mas and the others to Shah Alam Mall. Alif (aka ADAM) and Nanith wanted to change their mp3s...or whatever they wanna do over there. We went to Giant to get something for Alif before he went back to Segamat and ate at Pizza Hut. I have to admit...I'm a really slow eater, especially among my family >_<||. But if I eat too fast, my chest would hurt and I'd feel like I'm suffocating. *sigh* I guess I am a black sheep in my family.. (dah la anak accident. anak paling pelik plak tu --_--||). When we got back, Aunt Mas was thinking of letting me and Kak Tum stay there for another night. But it turned out I really can't -- Papa already made an appointment with Fiona to collect our documents and go make our visas straight away.
Monday

Woke up quite early, if I do say so myself XD. We reached the InterStudy's office first to check, sign and collect our necessary documents. Honestly, I'm really grateful we applied through this agency, because when we reached the UK visa application counters, many of the hopeful students weren't really prepared with the necessary documents and such. So my sis and I were relaxed compared to the others....yet so bored. Because we had to wait for like less than 10 people until it was our turn. And for every person's turn, it felt like it lasted for eternity! (Like I said, most of them weren't prepared) but by the time it was our turn, it was only a few minutes and all that was left was taking a picture.

Picture...dang. I'd understand if they ask me to put my thumbs on the scanner, or maybe one hand but...four fingers (right hand first, then the second), then both of the thumbs?? and before the officer told me to do that, she told me to look up at the cctv-like camera for 5 seconds... This is waayyy freaky... But my mom said those who are doing the US visa must have a more hard time than us because, well, you know why. With all the prejudice and racism, plus with their intolerance to muslims. Dang. After that...weird...visa application, we went to Sogo, had lunch, and bought some clothes.

Tuesday

Today, we went to my sister's house again. Apparently she had to go to the office in the afternoon and she asked us to look after her kids. We did but, I think we just slept most of the times with them XD. We were freaking tired with all the travelling on the road from morning 'till evening. So yeah, that's just about it from us.

PS: Oh, I forgot to mention... I am officially in love with...

SE7EN!!! XD

Below is a live performance from him, featuring T.O.P from Big Bang:

That's all from me for today. Salam Ramadhan and happy fasting~

Surprised, Shocked, Unexpected, etc (Puan K, 2010)

2010-08-04T02:39:00.000-07:00

I guess many of friends already know this but - I've been accepted to Brunel University in UK! It's west of London and near to a town called Uxbridge (no, not the one in US). Plus, it's just less than 15 minutes away from Heathrow-London airport :). (Okay, I'm not that good in geography, so if you're confused on where the heck these places are, look in the map aka GOOGLE it). Strangely though, I don't feel the anticipation like I did with Belfast. Why? Because I'm tired of putting my hopes up too high - in other words, Belfast has taken it all away... :'(. Actually I did got an acceptance letter from the Queen's University, but due to the riot that happened in Northern Ireland (which is where Belfast is), it really blew up my chances to go there... No wonder why my brother and his wife gave me hints that they're against me going there... Of course, that's not the only reason why, but that is the main one... So yeah, I just let my parents choose a university for me.

I just realized that Actuarial Science is not for me... I just don't get insurance stuffs --_--||. Thus, the agency that I applied through suggested to my dad to apply for Brunel and recommended Mathematics and Statistics with Management Bsc as my course. I guess Management makes more sense to me...although Ili did point out, "You'll have to read a lot for Management, even more than Insurance." *sigh* I seriously hate reading and memorizing subjects...But, oh well. I've learned bits of the business world back in school, so I'll try taking up the challenge.

feeling low....

2010-07-28T02:37:00.000-07:00

i've been down lately...why? don't know...it feels like something is missing...

Last saturday there was a bbq at Ain's house. usually if she does a function, there would be tents and she would invite almost anyone she knows including our former teachers. But this time, I was quite shocked to see how many guests there were. The majority were actually her friends who's studying in Egypt with her. Some took dentistry and others took medicine. Still, I'm a bit shocked as I REALLY don't know them. Thank God Madiha, Adawiyah n Inarah were there. I didn't eat much at first because i had dinner, but...now that i think about it, i think i did eat quite a lot lol. Just slow2 la..

Still, it was really great. I can finally see my school friends after not seeing them for almost a year. It's cute seeing Ain with braces XD. And Nazurah seriously has lost weight! Adawiyah, Inarah and Madiha didn't change (except that Madiha has gone crazier lol). *sigh* I miss the old times. The gossiping, the jokes, the laughing, the crazy stuffs we did back then, and the support we get from each other...i mean, we have been friends since Form 1 or 2. So it's only natural that we're still close... WAHHH!!!! Now i miss school! :'( (of course, I don't miss the homeworks :P)

This Saturday there's supposed to be a reunion (which is actually an alumni meeting) at school, so TK n Fatin will be going. Unfortunately, I won't, because I have to attend a module on that day. So much for timing...and TK is definitely disappointed that I won't come because..well, we tried meeting up together by going to Sunway, but every one of us were always busy. I guess it just wasn't meant to be...

So yeah, like i mentioned earlier, I'm feeling down lately... Part of it might be because I miss them...I just love how simple, laid-back n chilled we were back then. Now everyone is in different paths...The only time that we might even be together again would be after we graduated with a degree.. It's such a looonggg wayy....

Despite that, recently I read a book called 'Mr Good Enough' by Lori Gottlieb. It's about searching for a man who's not a perfect 10, or even a Prince Charming - because there's no such thing as perfect in this world. An 8 would be more than enough. So, in other words, this book is all about how to find a right guy without being too judgemental because - hey, no one's perfect. If you want a guy who looks a Brad Pitt, then don't expect him to have a decent personality. He's probably arrogant and/or selfish, because he might be in love with himself more. I find it very useful but, again, it got me down. Why? Get this....

I

don't

have

a

freaking

BOYFRIEND

yet...

...plus, I've never gone on a date. I would love to try the Western style of dating. You know, get to know each other first, go on a few dates (probably for months), and you won't even need to declare he's your boyfriend, because it will happen naturally. Plus, it's practically normal for a girl to ask a guy out first. In my generation in this country, however, they see things in other way. Okay, not all, but I can still see the stereotype here.. Okay, probably they would start off by getting to know each other first. But after a few weeks or probably just a few days, the guy would declare, or ask her to "couple". In other words, to be his girlfriend.

Just so you know, this kind of trend that I have to live in is really sad. Really, REALLY sad... Because not only the teens these days just ask out whether they want to 'couple' or not, without even going on a single date and not even knowing them well, it's also quite - how do you say this - ASHAMED for girls to ask the guys out, instead of the other way around. Why?? I don't know... It's just too cliched. I mean I thought of a few times whether I want to confess to my crush that I like him, but if this trend is really true then...bummer. Think about how he will think if I confessed my feelings and asked him out. He'd probably feel inferior as his manlihood is being 'challenged' by another gender. Like, honestly, I even heard of my friends said, "It's the guys who should ask/make the first move first."

*sigh* I guess that explains why I'm still single. I want to at least try to make the first move, but this kind of obstacle is really blocking the way. Okay, sure, I don't to ruin my friendship with him and make it seems awkward after i confess, but STILL! I don't wanna be like those single women who either married late or never get married at all even at their 40s. Heck, even my mom kept asking me, "Don't you have a boyfriend at college?" Again, bummer.....

So yeah, that's just my post. Sorry if it seems too messy and disoriented... I mean, I only write just for the sake of vending out my feelings. The modern life is so hard...seriously....

Another blog i'm STALKING! XD

2010-07-01T06:03:00.000-07:00

Well, not really. It's just my sister's blog. And she seemed to post the same thing that I wanna post and she already wrote what I'm gonna write. Hehe, so I hope you enjoy this post:

http://elijojo8989.blogspot.com/2010/07/i-need-girlbad-girl-or-good-girl.html

It's about a new girl band called "Miss A" under JYP's sub-label AQ Entertainment. Before they debut in Korea they were called the Chinese Wonder Girls. But after the members changed (1 of them was Lim who recently joined the Wonder Girls; and 2 left the group), the group doesn't look like their former title after all. Their song is really different than any other girl groups out there. It's not techno and it's not too upbeat. Plus we can hear their vocals very well without the autotune. I highly recommend this group to those who don't like typical girl groups :D

Next is Tae Yang from Big Bang! AAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! His new song is just CUTE!! Watch the MV with the eng subs and u'll know wat i mean XD <3

The Tings Tings - We Walk

2010-06-18T08:05:00.000-07:00

If you don't know them, they're the ones who sang 'That's Not My Name'. Still don't know? Well...go search them on YouTube ;P. Anyways, this song is unique, as expected from an European group. A getaway for me from all the mainstream songs XD.

Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye [Translation]

2010-06-17T23:55:00.000-07:00

Letting you go...(please somebody)
Letting you go...(please somebody)

No, I got this, yeah
Still I´m thinking about this thing called love
You got me shaken up (please tell me there´s a way)
And it got my head spinnin´ round round round (please tell me there´s a way)
Don´t wanne take a fall, it´s best to rake it all
It´s gonna be better for you, move on, move on (please tell me there´s a way)
Uh uh, we break it, break it or thought we make it, make it
And now we cover it all

Girl, I swear I won´ t even for a second
Cause you any pain
in order to protect you
Because there's no other way

Baby our love itself brings us pain
And I got nothing, nothing to say

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seem to be letting go
If forgetting me will give you freedom baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye

Girl, you know when you lose your smile
I will place the blame on myself
I wake　up crying these words, and even the light
I will lose sight of everything else

Baby the moment our lips part this time
I´ll never find better, better than you

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seem to be letting go
Merely being by my side is not kindness baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye

Yo and it´s so, so
Said it just ain´t happening
Wish you could be better
Sorry to be scrapping
But I just can´t let go
To be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn´t live with myself seeing you like
The thing you deserve
Baby you are superb
Always believe that it hurts
That bleeds, that´s word
I think that I can do
My body is just takes a bigger part of me to be letting you go
I wish that weren´t so

Your voice, pained and fading away, away-ay-ay-ay
Erased completly by the wind, stay, stay-ay-ay-ay
All these things, I can´t take it, those tears, don´t cry for me
Or our sake I´ll never look back again. Eh-eh-eh-ain

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seem to be letting go
Merely being be my side is not kindness baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye

PS: Finally, their first R&B song after a long time... I love this song~ It's different than any other break-up songs. Instead of asking the girl to come back to him, he told her to go further away from him, because he doesn't want to see her being hurt even more.. TT.TT Now that's what I call real love...

Credits: http://makikawaii-jklyrics.blogspot.com/2010/06/big-bang-tell-me-goodbye-lyrics.html

Gummy - As a Man [translation]

2010-06-17T23:24:00.000-07:00

A new start is always frightening
But at least this time I truly believe it’s love
Trying to be more happy than my painful separation
You and we should promise eternity and swear on it

But frequent interest may give minor pressures
Might get annoyed of the long calls I don’t want to end
You might call the expanding love, obsession
As time goes by I’m getting smaller

Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died
Since I’m lacking, Since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change, because you’re a man

You’re next to me but why does my heart feel empty
Why is it that your words “I love you” don’t sound the same as before
the long waits are getting harder and harder
I think of giving up hundreds of times

I feel uneasy and can’t sleep until you fall asleep
I go crazy when I can’t contact you throughout the night
I’m not a woman who expects many things
But I collapse from one of your inattentive words

Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died
Since I’m lacking, Since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change, because you’re a man

I still feel like when we first met
I flutter in front of your smile
But even these small expressions are nowhere to be found between us
But since you’re a man, since you’re my man I still love you

Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died
Since I’m lacking, Since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change, because you’re a man

PS: This is a reaaallllyyyyy nice song. Do listen to it! :D

PSS: I love Gummy! X3

Credits: http://moonlightunes.wordpress.com/2010/04/30/hangeul-romanized-lyrics-to-gummys-as-a-man/

Yours and I (Park Bom vs. Jason Mraz)

2010-06-14T09:12:00.000-07:00

This is so cute!! I love the songs: Jason Mraz's I'm Yours and Park Bom's You and I, but it never occurred to me that both would go together very well! It's mixed by the previous DJ I mentioned (see the previous post). Enjoy~

Miyavizm~

2010-06-13T06:49:00.000-07:00

...oh...em...GEE!!!

It's been so LONG since I'm updated with the J-music world, especially J-Rock. Vamps released 2 singles this year (which are both VERY contrast to each other..), Gackt is involved in another movie project, and Miyavi...MIYAVI!! IS!! MARRIED!!! LAST YEAR!!!!! and guess what? He has a daughter! A FREAKING BABY GIRL!! Only 4 months after his marriage..well, that's expected, but STILL!!!

*ehem* Just so you know, the reason I'm writing in capital letters (aka shouting) is because I'm really surprised, not because of jealousy, hatred bla bla bla. No, not at all. It's because I never expected him to marry so...early? I don't know..it's rare for rockers to marry in their 20s (well, for me la), especially Japanese men when they're all about concentrating on their careers at that particular age..

Anyways, all in all I'm really happy for him. Heck, his wife, Melody, is really pretty! She was a well-known J-pop artist, but retired in 2008 as she wants to focus on becoming a fashion designer. I think she's about the same age as Miyavi, which is yet another surprise, since a married couple usually has a few years of age gap (if not more..). From what I heard from their mutual fans, both seems to have many similarities despite their looks and image. And they seemed to be really happy, especially after they got their first child, Lovelie Miyavi Ishihara. Strange name..I know..but there's a reason behind the name Lovelie, which meant 'The reason of love', or something like that.

I want to post some pics of the happy family but the connection or blogger is messing up --.--+. Really pissed off..

Anyways, Miyavi has released two new songs as well (one in 2009 and another 2010). Here are the two vids respectively. Enjoy~

lol I bet u didn't think I'd listen to these kind of songs. You should have seen or heard my mp3 playlist back when I was 13 or 14! XD Ah, memories~ I think I was much happier back then with my imaginations running wild. Even Kelly Clarkson's "Behind These Hazel Eyes" kept me motivated to write my lotr fanfic. Hehe. Over and out~

PS: Oh, and just to make ur head hurt or spin even more, here's a world tour version of 'Survive' PV. 8D

Mashup and new fav groups!

2010-06-11T07:46:00.000-07:00

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This is one hot mashup I've ever heard :D. If u wanna know more about the DJ, go here:
http://www.masamixes.com/

And this one is my current fav.

Code-V, originally known as Bless back in 2007, made a comeback recently. Back then they failed to gain much attention (heck, I don't even know if they have a single MV back then). Yes, I admit they're not as good-looking as other boy bands. But their vocals really stands out. I've seen many groups debuted recently, but this group managed to stand out (for me at least).

Members:
0:20 - Sang Woo, vocalist
0:36 - Nallo, main vocalist I think.. (both of 'em have worked with SG Wannabe member Lee Seok Hoon and Blue Wind Soul)
0:50 - Taemin, leader (no, not Taemin from SHINee!! lol He used to work as a vocal trainer)
1:04 - Jaewon, rapper (the maknae)
1:06 - Sol, vocalist (was a singer/songwriter for an indie rock band)

I don't have a fav member in this group (hey, it's a compliment. I like every one of 'em!), but I like Nallo's smooth vocals~

Note: If you have listened to Insomnia by Craig David or Wheesung (whichever version you like), you might hear similarities with this song. I think it's just a coincidence that they have the same style...ah well. At least their vocals are great :D.

Next, is one of the latest girl groups that debuted:

...Well, no need to write their names here lol. There's nothing outstanding about this group actually..though I'm amazed with Hyo Lyn's talent. Even onstage she seems to stand out from the rest since she contributed most of the vocals.

So yeah, that's it from me for today. Over and out~ XD

HIKMAH BERTUDUNG...BAGI YANG TIDAK MENGERTI - Blog - MuslimSocial.com

2010-06-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

Juz nak share ngan korg... :)

HIKMAH BERTUDUNG...BAGI YANG TIDAK MENGERTI - Blog - MuslimSocial.com

Templates~ Templates~

2010-05-31T22:25:00.000-07:00

2 nights ago I suddenly went crazy and downloaded a few templates, but a lot of them doesn't suit me.. meh, i'm sticking to this one for now :P

Y

2010-05-30T10:15:00.000-07:00

..Um, yeah. I got nothing to do X3. This vid is from the Dream Concert 2010, so cheers~

PS: When the heck am I gonna start on that statement.. *sigh* And my lecturer's not replying my message *SIGH* ==.==||

If....

2010-05-16T06:12:00.000-07:00

My friends kept talking about the 'Fast Trek' method, ie studying in diploma for 1 and a half years, and another 2 years in degree..and there are some that wants to finish diploma first, then go degree - but study overseas... I was in the latter group, and I kept saying "It's either you want to finish your studies faster, or you study overseas."

There was a UK Education Fair held in Grand Dorsett's Hotel in Subang Jaya today, but it was only like pre-registration. We went there to find more info about UK universities for my sister, who just finished her diploma. Mama told me to just prepare my own documents as well, since she's so psyched up about having a scholarship for me in the future... But a greater light shone down on me in that fair.

So...if ever I choose this road, then I won't be a UiTM student anymore.. And I won't be studying Malaysia anymore, starting from around September. Hm...

PS: Don't jump to conclusions yet!! It's not been confirmed if I have approval or not. Once I got one or not, I'll tell you guys the full details ;)

oh my masik~ masik masik~

2010-05-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

lalala~~ u know, ur not the only one who's reading my blog darling. there are other people here as well. Heck, I'm not even asking you to listen to those songs. Who told you to concentrate on that? Hmmm????

So, back to my original business here.. You guys probably never heard of a girl group named Secret (or maybe you do but they don't really stick in your mind). Though I'm really impressed with their 2nd song, Magic. It's really catchy~

At first I thought they mispronounced 'Magic', probably bcoz of Korean slang.. Turns out that they purposedly make it sound like that lol. Magic + Music = Masic, get it?

Anyways, I've been watching almost all of their Magic performances that I can stumble upon, probably for the past few months :P. I just love watching the leader~ (the blonde one), she seems very energetic. She's probably the main dancer in the group as well.

So yup, I guess this'll be my..oh, it's midnight already XD. Ok, then let it my 1st post for today. Over and out~

everything happens for a reason...

2010-04-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

If you haven't noticed, i've been posting the same quote up there in YM and FB. XD

But it makes sense.. Everything does happen for a reason. And somewhat the song "Without U" by 2PM has really something to do with my life right now..... No, I'm not talking about what happened last year, I'm talking about NOW!

I ain't gonna write it here though. ANYWAYS! Let's move on to something more serious... why am I not studying INVESTMENT?!?! @_@ The freaking paper is on Wednesday and yet I'm not studying anything!! If I stay at college I'd be taking too many naps..so I thought going home is better. Turns out I just sit at my bed the WHOLE DAY, surfing the net on my laptop.... *sigh* I guess we really can't escape the cyberworld huh? --__--||

Hm..since this blog is supposed to be about music, I'm gonna give a few suggestions for you guys to hear (hell, I don't even know if my readers are gonna care or about this or not, but WHO CARES?!)

* 2AM - 1st Mini Album (Repackaged)
>> I Did Wrong
>> Can't Let You Go Even if I Die

* 2PM - Don't Stop Can't Stop (Mini Album)
>> Without U (original & remix ver.)
>> Maja [As soon as can be(?)] (original & space ver.)

* Alicia Keys - Element of Freedom (Album)
>> Love is Blind
>> Doesn't Mean Anything
>> Try Sleeping with a Broken Heart
>> Wait Til You See My Smile
>> Un-Thinkable (I'm Ready)
>> Put It in a Love Song [feat. Beyonce]

...Hm, this seems pretty cool. Meheh~ 8D
Over and out!

Letters (2nd time i'm doing this :P)

2010-04-18T03:08:00.000-07:00

I. Put your iTunes/Ruckus/Napster/etc on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IV. Tag 11 friends who might enjoy doing this.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
La-La-La

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Shiawase ni Narou (Let's Be Happy)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Telephone... o_o??

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
2 Dome no Kanojo

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Perfect Girl (haha, don't we all girls want dat?)

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Moonchild (riighht...)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Kiro

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Melody~

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Ophelia (wha??)

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Fare Well (lol)

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Yume no Tsubasa (night wings???)

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sakura Drops

13. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Over-Rated (HAHAHA!!)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
The Christmas (x kene mengena lgsg --__--||)

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
L.O.V.E (lol nice one~)

16. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
TTL 2 (Time to Love 2)

17. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Got a Little Something for You

18. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Let the Flames Begin (that is so wrong... ==__==||)

19. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I remember you

20. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
DRACULEA ~CICO's Castle~

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Boo~ (bukan yg ngutuk2 eh, boo as in "You are my Boo~")

22. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
G.O.O.D Luv (..dats the worst thing?? O_o)

23. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Stupid (nice...)

24.DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Chocolate Love

25. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Intro (Big Bang's japanese self-titled album)

26. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
CASINO

27. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Letters

updates, updates~

2010-04-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

mehehe~ I know, it's been so long since I post the last entry. So here I am~~ :D

Let's start with the latest event.. Yesterday my classmates and I went ice-skating in Sunway Pyramid. As usual it was fun (and damn freaking tired!). But something was missing...maybe because the majority of our class couldn't make it. Surprisingly though, many of the Class A guys (as in those who were not my classmates last sem) turned up. And most of them are already pros in ice-skating themselves.

But I'm ashamed of myself...it was my third trip to the ice rim, and yet I was still shaky as I move. Even Ja'ar said it's like it was my first time playing @_@. Meh, whatever... Mozak was really kind though and likes to say encouraging words, ie I've become better bla bla bla, even though I know it was only partly true.. ==__==|| Jen as usual likes to layan Azi and Tira. That gatal guy, haha. Mui, as usual, was really quiet with us. But he and Ja'ar seemed to enjoy themselves, even though it was their first time. It was also the first for Azraii and Syimir. The first learned fast in the ice-skating rim, but I really feel bad for Syimir - he always fell and even got himself bruises and scratches (ouch...). Syahirah (the only Class A girl to join) was really enjoying the ice-skating. She learned a lot faster than all of us combined on our first time!! Probably because she's petite. FYI, small people and athletics are able to learn how to skate faster compared to tall people and the lazy bums (like me). Others that joined were Husin, his girlfriend Izzati, Ulfah, Faezah and Amoy (the last two joined at the last minute). Farhan didn't play and only watched from our resting place, Su and Nazi (both Class A girls) went around and shopping, and Yani and Hathira did the same, only that they didn't shop.

It was great hanging out with the Class A peeps, but somehow it couldn't compare with last sem, when the whole Class D mates turned up to skate. We played for quite a long time and even had our little picnic in between (sian Adam, kene sapu roti utk semua org lol). Su, Afiq and Quchai were with us. Now they're in their own paths...We met Quchai recently and he seemed to be doing okay and Adam got a call from Afiq for the first time. We don't know what happen to Su though.. All in all, we still pray for their successes in life and hope they are and always will do well :).

Now I am at home, forgot to go shower while I write this and just received news from my dear Hong Kong tycoon bro that my toilet is broken... I don't even know which part is broken but I definitely don't wanna check right now.. Anyways, just so you guys know, my sister-in-law is pregnant and it's confirmed it's a boy! *squeaks* They're gonna have a baby shower tomorrow at our Bangi house. What's a baby shower? Basically it's an event where friends come and give gifts to the expected parents, like a stroller, clothes, anything that's in the must-list baby stuffs. There will also be a few games (but I definitely don't wanna be involved..I think I'm gonna be too groggy tomorrow, and I'll be the only teenager in this house). What I'm really waiting for are the cupcakes!! Yum yum~ It's kinda like favours to those who attend the baby shower. We did that for Zahira's akikah as well. But these cupcakes are a lot nicer~ It's from Wondermilk if I'm not wrong. Oh, and just so you know, my sis-in-law is due on June or July~ Hee, I'm so excited to have another nephew! But she'll deliver the baby in Hong Kong, so I doubt I get to see him in his first year :(.

Ooh, ooh! Talking about nephew~ Ashaz Zaman is CHO CUTE!!! X3 I tried to talk to him and he kept smiling (like a ladies' man. haha)! And he's getting chubbier and chubbier... which makes him more CUTE!! But he's a one funny babeh.. he farts and burps a lot (which is good actually), and likes to poop a lot.. hehe, typical Idris baby. His sister is, as usual, VERY talkative. Here are few lists of her funny words~ (btw, we now officially call Zahira, YAYA)

Scene 1:
Mama: "Yaya, kenapa hidung yaya kembang sangat?"
Yaya: "Kene air!"

Scene 2:
Yaya: "Nak kung!" Note: kung = dukung
Wan Chou: "Yaya jalan la."
Yaya: "Kaki Yaya rosak!"

Scene 3
Papa: "Eh, kenapa xleh nampak ni?"
Yaya: "Mata rosak lah tok."

LOL
with that, I end my latest post~

PS: My bro bought a lot of chocolates for us due to Easter Day. Hehehehehehee~~~can't wait to eat 'em ;)

Leona Lewis - I See You

2010-01-24T01:18:00.000-08:00

Walking through a dream

I see you

My light in darkness breathing of new life

Now I live through you and you through me

Enchanted

I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

I live through your love

You teach me how to see

All that's beautiful

My senses touch your world I never picture

Now I give my hope to you

I surrender

I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life

I offer my love, for you

When my heart was never open

(and my spirit never free)

To the world that you have shown me

But my eyes could not division

All the colours of love and in life ever more

Evermore

(I see me through your eyes)

I see me through your eyes

(Living through life flying high)

Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

I live through your love

I live through your life

I see you...

[credits: metrolyrics.com]

I guess I don't need to mention the movie of this song lol. The lyrics are so captivating that I just have to put it here. (well, it IS my blog, so I can do whatever I want with it 8D). Sequel~ Sequel~ Sequel~~~~ X3

*sigh* I wanna try playing this song...

AVATAR!! (and other stuffs) 8D

2010-01-21T06:58:00.000-08:00

AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!! It's been such a LONG TIME since I FEEL LIKE THIS!! BEST GILER MOVIE AVATAR TU SIOT! Ok, maybe I'm a bit overreactive, but STILL!! The last time I feel like this was when Lord of the Rings was all the rage (still a loyal fan, tq X3). At first I didn't know the director was the same guy who directed Titanic. Great storyline, great effects, great...everything!! Although there are a few questions about the movie n all, but all in all, it satisfies this fantasy-fanatic mind *HUGE GRIN* (I'm sensing some 'idea-bunnies' in my head for my story. mehehehe~~)

PS: I still can't face him in person... I don't know, there's practically no reason anymore not to even greet him, but I just can't look him in the eye anymore. Oh well, like Abang said, "No matter how nice you are to everyone, they're still gonna talk behind your back." So, MY advice to myself, "Love Allah, family, TRUE frenz, and last but not least...YOURSELF!!" 8D So love yourselves, PEOPLE!! Coz ya ain't goin nowhere if ya don't love yourself.

Over and out...

2010-01-17T02:47:00.000-08:00

Someone just searched my name on Google... creepy o_o

PS: I haven't touch my statistics homework, and there'll be a calculus quiz tomorrow...nice ^_^

New housemates, new classmates, new life..

2010-01-16T06:33:00.000-08:00

..but that doesn't mean I stopped hanging out with my old housemates ;). So I like said in one of my previous posts, I was sheet-y scared of how my college life's going to be with all the change of roommates, change of class and all that. Turns out though, it ain't so bad as I thought (yes, i know. I should've think positive instead at that time ==__==).

Ehem, anyways...my housemates turn out to be crazy as well (it's a compliment dearies, plz don't take it too hard), but their craziness is different than my old housemates were, how should I say it...more girly? lol coz my old housemates were more brutal and tomboy-ish. Nonetheless, they still make me laugh - DAMN hard! LOL I especially enjoy being in the same house with my classmates - Azi, Ulfah, Hathira, Faezah and Juliana. Crazy things happened to us in the past 2 weeks (flooded bathroom, unattached toilet seat, etc etc), but it was also filled with laughter, especially when we talk about ourselves and the pasts. Hehe, I'm glad I'm in the same house as you guys. 8D

Like I said though, I never forget my old housemates. Although there was a bit conflict and misunderstanding between us, it was already solved yesterday. At first I thought Sha had change into a different person, and I was Goddamn scared for her - but it looks like she's still the same old sweet Sha I recognize. So glad to have you back gurl!! TT^TT Syakira and Syaza r still the same, though I could sense that their house was quieter than last sem...probably cuz every room has one emptied bed, literally. One moved to UiTM Puncak Alam, another plans to enter politeknik, and the last one is moi, but I sometimes fill up that bed from time to time, usually to accompany Syakira when the other two are out. And I guess the saying "The further apart you are, the closer your hearts are" (or something like that) really implies here. I think I've grown closer with my housemates compared to last sem..

Next, my classmates. At first, it was first class, totally, highly, uber AWKWARD!! SERIOUSLY!! We were in our own pack doing our own thing while waiting for the lecturer, and there was barely any communication at all among us!! But thankfully, the gap between us became smaller - slowly but surely - and we started talking to each other like pals. And..hm, I'm not even sure if I should call it 'admire' or 'crush', but someone did caught my attention. Ah well...only time will tell. I'm tired of keeping my hopes up, and I definitely don't want history to repeat itself.

Ahh, and another interesting topic... Last Thursday, most of the former CSD12D-ians went to rock climbing in Shah Alam, along with a few friends from other class. We already planned to go there since last week, so we were excited. However, I might wanna remind those who plan to rock climb - don't wear shoes aka go barefoot. I noticed my friends who did that have climbed up faster than those who wore shoes (and I'm among them, unfortunately --__--), and succeeded in reaching the top. Probably coz we'd have better gripping with our feet and we can even climb our way up even if our feet aren't on the rocks.

After that we had an early dinner in Burger King (which is just a few walks away from the rock climbing place) and celebrated my classmate, Nazmi's birthday. Each of us offered to buy him at least one item of food/beverage, but somehow one of us bought a set instead, so he had TWO sets of meals. To our shock, he succeeded on finishing them, but we chipped in a bit for his sake. lol

Lastly, this morning I went to my first co-curriculum class for this sem, and it was Public Speaking. No, not that Malay one.. The ENGLISH one!! Like FINALLY!! I've longed to enter that course ever since I entered college! I had to start over from scratch though - like, if I have continued the Malay one, I would've been a level higher, whereas for this one I have to start over in level one - but it was worth it. The lecturer is cool too. He graduated last year with a degree in law (I seriously salute him...) and he was in the Malaysian debate team, whom won third place in an international debate competition. (Again, I salute him..)

But, as usual, something happened that made the lecturer disappointed. There was supposed to be around twenty people in that class, but only six of us turned up (and only one guy turned up. you know who you are...). All of us were shocked by the attendance, and the lecturer couldn't continue his lesson because of that (even though it was supposed to be just introduction, but eh...I was hoping we could get on with the lesson).

So yeah..I guess that's about it. Only two weeks and a lot has happened already. Can't wait what the future might bring us ;). To those who took Matriculations, happy holidays! Enjoy it while it lasts!! XD

PS: Mama Papa xde...blk Kedah :(. Thank God my older siblings are here...over and out... Oh, did I mention my 3-weeks old nephew is 5 kg now? 8D

Yes, I was burned, but I call it a lesson learned...

2010-01-13T05:31:00.000-08:00

"Forgivenesss and tolerance increase the honour and respect of their owners. Be forgiving so that Allah will cherish you"

Prophet Muhammad SAW

...I think I've learned my lesson from that particular saying, especially from the honourable Prophet SAW himself... True, Allah loves those who are forgiving...so I decided to just leave the past behind. I told my brother, Ezhan, my new year's resolution is to forget and ignore that person totally... But I think I'm gonna change that.

I'm gonna forget and forgive his mistakes...but that doesn't mean i forgive him 8D

PS: ni pun sbb i terbaca kat laptop ex-housemate punye wallpaper. kalau x jgn harap la i nak maafkan dia. wakakaka! oh, and the title is an excerpt frm Alicia Keys - Lesson Learned (feat John Mayer). Do listen to that song, it's rly nice and an eye-opening :D

Start of Part 2!

2009-12-23T00:37:00.001-08:00

Next week msk blk kolej... Cam cepat sgt je masa berlalu. Huu... Idk, I think i'm sheety scared of this sem coz:

1. I won't be the same house as my previous housemates anymore..juz when I'm starting to get to know them TT_TT. And just when I'm starting to get used to Blok A, the girls have to be moved to Blok B...and I heard it's a damn old building compared to the first..

2. I'll be in the same house with most of my classmates...but I don't know if we're gonna be in the same wavelength. Other girls from different classes will be our housemates as well, and I don't know much...

3. Our beloved class CSD12D (or in short, class D) is no more...we're gonna go to separate classes from now on. Though as far as I know, most of my classmates (including myself) have registered into class A. Then again, we don't know how the original residents of Class A are like...

4. I don't know how our subjects are going to be... It usually gets tougher from one semester to another. Let's do our best *fingers cross*

5. Lecturers... I seriously gonna miss our previous lecturers, especially Pn. Huzaimah TT_TT

6. Scholarship...GAH!!! I haven't even finish half of the essay!!! >__<

Over and out....

college break (Bandung)

2009-12-09T01:12:00.000-08:00

I haven't been here for a while, probably coz I didn't know wat I should write here... Hmmmm.. well, since the break starts, I haven't been doing much except going to FB. Yup, I'm practically doing nothing rite now...

Oh, but on 29th November, my family (me, Eli, Ezhan and my parents) went to Bandung for four days...or should I say 3 and a half days. Ezhan already booked the flight a few months ago, but somewhere in between, the airlines suddenly rescheduled our departure. We were supposed to reach Bandung around day, but after the reschedule thing, we reached there at night ---__---|| so much for low-cost flight..

But, going to Bandung was quite worth it. According to mama, Bandung the Asian's 'Paris'...or something like that (wait, or was it my classmate who said that? :S). On our 1st day (the day after we reach Bandung), the factory outlets that we went to were kinda...lame. Idk, probably coz most of them were made in China and all, and none of them really caught our eyes. So after looking around the first batch of factory outlets, we went to Pasar Baru (which is equivalent to Warta in Bangi). There, my mom bought kain like crazy coz, well, there'll be a special occasion next year~~ Hihi. Anyways, the workers of the fabric shop were nice and even gave us one of those Teh Botol. I guess they already expected that we're gonna be there for hours. For the first time in my life, I actually slept on their couch! Heck, I didn't really like going to those shops in the first place, but it was taking my mom SO long!! And my dad and bro just HAD to buy fabrics for their working pants and leisure shirts!! ==__==||

After that, (thank heavens!) our supir (or driver/tourist guide :P) suggested us to go to this Levi's store, so we went...and DANG!!! They were cheap!! Ok, I'm not used to go to Levi's stores here, but Ezhan said that usually Levi's T-shirts in Malaysia cost like RM80 the cheapest. There though, it costs about RM30+... so it was our first splurge. (I bought 2 shirts! yay~)

On the 2nd day, we went to one of the volcanoes, Gunung Tangkuban Perahu (in Malay, it means 'perahu terbalik'. If u look carefully, it does looks like an upside down boat). We went to the office there where the guide told us about the history of the volcano (such as when it exploded, the difference between the cold water and hot water of the volcano and lots more...). After that, the guide recommended us to go down to see one of the volcano's craters, called Kawah Domas (or Domas Crater). It costs about 250,000 rupiah per guide to go see the crater, and 1 guide can only lead 5 people max. My dad suggested that we, the siblings go down to the kawah.

At first I didn't wanna go, coz I knew it'd be a long journey. But wat da heck, I probably won't come back to Bandung after this. Though, Eli and I only wore sandals, coz we didn't think we were gonna go jungle-trekking and all, but we went anyways. Along the way, Eli slipped a bit and almost twisted her ankle (I'm telling you, the road was quite steep and slippery. Thank God they did stair-like roads..), but the guide was kind enough to massage her feet so she won't feel much pain after that. The guide seemed really experienced and has worked there for 20 years. His nephew, a peddler came along to help him (I think) and was kind with us too. Even when we reached the crater, they gave us a somewhat brief reflexology together with the clay mud. Yes, clay, the one that we girls use to wear clay masks.

So after relaxing with our feets in the hot water from the geyser. Eli bought the filtered clay in a bottle and we set off to leave the crater. The guide told us the story behind the name of the volcano...but it was too long so I didn't remember much. What I do remember is that a boy, who lost his memory about his mother, wanted to marry this beautiful woman. The woman however, turned out to be the boy's mother. The boy refused to believe that she was his mother because she looked so young and beautiful, and forced her to marry him. The ending was somewhat weird though.. after the woman disappeared into a mountain, the boy threw the boat that he made furiously into the air, and landed on top of his head. Well, I guess u know what happened to the boy after that... Hence, the name 'Tangkuban Perahu'.

At the end of the journey, the nephew took out the stuffs that he wants to sell to us ie. keychains, bracelets, tasbihs etc. I didn't buy anything at all from him, but my siblings bought the keychains and bracelet. It was the price of the keychains that surprised my brother. He thought it was just 400 rupiah because the peddler told him "4 ratus". But it turns out to be 400,000 rupiah, which is almost equivalent to RM100+.. So on the journey back to the city mama gave us a lecture (or to be precise, "sound" us) about buying those stuffs and all... So yeah, we learn our lesson.

After that, we continued our shopping journey and finally came to some decent factory outlets. Eli and my parents bought some shoes, but Ezhan and I still couldn't found the shoes we want (and with the limited sizes they could offer, it was especially hard for me to find decent ones...). Only at that night I bought a pair at Matahari (it's like their own Parkson). I admit that it wasn't all fancy-wansy, but at least I could wear that to my lecture. Ooh, and I bought a nice top that only costs me 30,000 rupiah, equivalent to RM10 X3 (it was 70% offer btw).

Then on the third day, we didn't really have time to look around more, so we just went to one Busana factory outlet and The Secret, which is by far the most decent and fancy factory outlet I've seen. At the Busana, we bought Zahira a tudung~~ XDD And Mama bought a few more tudung for other people back at home (probably her sisters). Then at around 2.30 pm, we went to the airport for our check-ins and stuffs.

So yeah, that's about it about Bandung. Oh, by the way, if you guys ever go to Bandung, don't forget to try their Baso (aka meatballs). It's sooo good (especially with noodles and soup)!! X3 There was one time though, I ate this one called Baso Granit. When I saw the dish, I thought it was ok. But when I cut the Baso, there were freaking sambal in there, which was still ok though. But after a while of eating it....dang, my tummy's probably gonna explode. IT WAS GOD-DAMN SPICY AND HOT!!!!! Another lesson learned: Granit = BOMB!! @_@||

Tae Yang - Wedding Dress (translation)

2009-11-16T00:38:00.000-08:00

Some say it's not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There's something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
It's not me (next to you)
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
It's not me (next to you)
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

*source:
http://minsarang.wordpress.com/2009/11/13/lyrics-tae-yang-wedding-dress-kor-rom-eng/
http://community.livejournal.com/yg_bigbang/1381823.html

PS: Honestly, i really don't know which translation is the right one, so I kinda mixed it up... But you get the big picture.

PSS: WAAAHH!!!! This is song is even SADDER!!! TTT_TTT

...I think I'm in the R&B touchy-feely mode. Maybe it's coz I miss my housemates and classmates so much.. Love you guys. Thank u for the great memories...

Park Bom - You and I (translation)

2009-11-16T00:29:00.000-08:00

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go
Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze
And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’ll be right here baby

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

PS:...the music video is sweet at first, but the ending was totally sad TT_TT

gotta move on already...

2009-10-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

Well...as you all can see, I've deleted my previous post. When I read it again, I feel like my heart is breaking again, and somewhat stupid. So deleting it is the only way to ease my mind... And it did. I need to move on and get myself back into shape. (gambatte, michiyo!! er, or should it be sayuri? :S )

Meh, anyways, it seems that I'm really outdated with the k-pop world. So when I look into allkpop.com...I was shocked to see that there are more boy bands and girl bands debuting ==__==||. I knew Rain was gonna release his first boy band, MBLAQ (perhaps the hottest boyband I've ever seen *drool*), but I never thought that there'll be THAT many groups debuting, ie BEAST, SECRET, f(x), etc.

Jeez, people, enough is enough. I already have problems in keeping up with my current fav artists and I definitely don't need additional ones..

...I should be concentrating on my assignment and studies ---_____---||. Well, over and out!

Something all of us can relate to...

2009-10-16T09:36:00.000-07:00

This is dedicated to all teenagers, be it secondary, college or university students.. Let's all go through it together..

huu~ new inspiration! X3

2009-10-05T05:52:00.000-07:00

Previously, my inspiration was 2NE1. Now, it's Karina Pasian. I only started recognize her when Park Bom mentioned about her in YG TV, and dang she's talented...and she's my age! O_o

Eh..anyways, one of her songs has really something to do with me.."Baby, Baby". You might think it's some kind of a love song, but it's not. It's about dissing some pathetic guy who doesn't realize a girl's worth. Check the lyrics... (all my FB friends should have read this on my wall :P)

[Chorus]
I ain't her and she ain't me
Why give my love if you can't see that
I ain't giving you whatever you want boy
I ain't another toy in your toy box
(My momma said)
This my love and love ain't free
It's your momma's fault that you can't receive that
It's all good just pick up your face boy
It's all good pick up your face boy

So, as I mentioned in FB, I'll just try to ignore (~~) No matter how much my heart screams, my brain will always dominate what I'm doing. And music like this helps me to keep my feet on earth. So, cheers to the totally single people! ;)

the most stressful week ever...

2009-10-01T08:30:00.000-07:00

So, as I mentioned in one of my entries, I had no choice but to take Public Speaking (Malay) as my co-curriculum. I don't hate my instructor. In fact, I respect her... But I'd rather go marching in the middle of the field with the sun right above my head than doing all these assignments she has given us --___--||

Why? Because I'm lazy - 'nuff said. And it's freaking hard to find sources/info about the topic we're supposed to present, which is about Dr. Fazley as a public speaker. Every time we Google his name, gossips about him pops up instead of useful info like his products or his speeches. This is a group work...and I have yet to finish my individual work, which is about commenting a film. Okay, I'll ciao first. Ja ne~~

Biggest bummer of the day...

2009-09-18T10:24:00.000-07:00

Note to self..and everyone else.... As a customer/consumer, when you're not satisfied with the services/products, complain straightaway. Why? Coz, for example, u'd end up having a bad haircut...*explodes* AGH!!! MENYAMPAH NYE!!! XO

Ugh..that REALLY adds up to my lists of bende2-yang-sakit-hati-sampai-pening-kepala-gile!!! >_<|| So, I did one of the craziest things I've ever done in my life: cutting my own hair lol But i only cut a bit, whereas Eli did the rest (like doing the layers n stuff). It's still senget, but at least it's better than before...oh well, I'm wearing veil anyways XD. But I seriously need repair after raya..

I lurve 2NE1~~ X3 They're my counsellors...

2009-09-18T05:54:00.000-07:00

Love the fanmade remix~

Here's the original version (live) with 'Pretty Boy' at the beginning...

Last week before Raya...

2009-09-15T05:23:00.000-07:00

The end of Ramadhan is near. I'm happy, yet a bit sad too. Sad because...I don't know, a lot of things happened this past month that really took a toll on me. Backstabbing, anyone? But it has made me stronger and realized what my true goals are.

Happy, because my family will be whole again (my hong kong tycoon bro is coming home with his wife!! yayy~~). We're finally gonna take family pictures after our last one, which was 6 years ago. I hear it won't be as formal as the usual family pics, so can't wait how it'll turn out ;). We'll also celebrate Eli's birthday (which was on the 8th) this Thursday at Tony Roma's. Haven't tried that restaurant yet, so kinda curious if it's good or not.

PS: I suspect that I have a couple new visitors of this blog. Hehehe...welcome to my sanctuary my dearrsss. Enjoy to your hearts' contents while reading my blog~~ (coz it ain't gonna be nice *devilish grin*) Selamat Hari Raya~~~

What's your name's hidden meaning?? (random :P)

2009-09-04T09:59:00.000-07:00

This is so true... XD

You Are Gracious and Amicable

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

activities for this weekend..

2009-09-04T07:04:00.000-07:00

Yay~ Another holiday this monday X3. Let's see..on Saturday night we're breaking fast at Auntie Mas' house with the whole family tree, and we're gonna make kuih raya this Sunday~ I'm guessing Quaker oats and Famous Amos' chocolate chips are gonna be in the list (nak makan kuih raya, datang umah time cuti raya nnti :P). Not sure about Almond London and pineapple tart..muahaha, i'm so evil talking about kuih raya while everyone else is fasting (fyi, I'm given a vacation by Lord himself XP). Ugh, but i forgot my accounting text book at my college, and i can't find my two cards: Kad Keluar Masuk Pelajar & Kad Aktiviti Kolej --_--|| I'm guessing I have to pay to replace these cards..

2009-08-31T00:23:00.000-07:00

...i...feel.....blur...meheh! 8D ok, i'm going psycho now... accounting's really not for me, coz i'd go psycho... Am I the only one who thinks that Calculus is much easier than accounting?? Yes? Then I am officially a weirdo...

wat da hell...?

2009-08-28T20:42:00.001-07:00

Oh dear Lord, how long have I not update this blog XDD.

First of all, I would like to thank my friends in college for giving me one of the most memorable birthdays in my life... At midnight, one of my housemates asked me to go out with her to get some water from the dispenser, but I asked, "Ada apa-apa ke??" Coz I was shit scared that they'd throw flour and/or eggs at me. She said no, so I poked my head out of my room first to see what the others are doing, and they were eating some laksa or something. The coast was clear, so I followed her. Then, when we went back into the house, it was dark inside and I saw a few lit candles on a cake, with my housemates singing Happy Birthday song... I seriously wanted to cry, but I like I said, air mata I jual mahal... At that time as well, my class rep wished me as well through sms. Such a sweet guy X3. And not forgetting my classmate Faezah as well.

Then, the next day, my classmates and I were doing our thing before class as usual. All of the sudden, the whole class started to sing Happy Birthday. It was...quite embarrassing, but I was really happy.

Although I didn't get any presents from them, at least they remember my birthday, and they wished me with sincerity...unlike someone --__--||

Talking about him... my feelings for him have decrease. Why? Don't know...maybe it's because of his insensitiveness towards a lady friend that ticks me off.. What I do know is that I still care for him as friend, and sometimes i see him as brother... But lately, we don't send sms-es to each other like we used to. Probably because both of us are always packed with schedules. I'm cool with that of course.

Haha..I feel so stupid back then when I started to get to know him. I thought, "Oh wow, we're already so close in one day. We might become best friends or something." Ya rite... Reality check, I'm not good in talking with guys, and he's always busy yada yada yada. Plus, I never have a best friend..so what makes me think that I can be best friends with an opposite gender, when I never have a best friend with the same gender??? So to hell of daydreaming about our friendships...I got better friends, I got family that rocks my world, and nothing can change that.

What made me decide on the title of this post...is that I have a really weird dream, but I'll only write the conclusion of that dream... His gf told me to stay away from him. Hm...is that a sign? Probably. Heck, I'm not that close with him anymore. So why the bloody hell would I want to stay away from him when I'm already away from him in the first place?

All of this somehow made me realize why I meet this guy who likes me (LIES), but already has a gf, and why I never have a bf in my entire life... I kept asking Him to give me protection after most of my prayers. That made me question - is this the protection that He has given me? If it is, then I'm grateful that He is protecting me from this unknown world called 'couple'. No matter how much my heart screams to have a partner, I just hope He would protect me from this until I've finish my studies, or when the time comes for me to get a husband. This is for my own good. I repeat, THIS IS FOR MY OWN GOOD!!

Oh, I almost forgot. Thanx again to my family who celebrates my birthday last night. We went to Jake's near...Bangsar or Damansara? Haha, I'm bad at geography :P Ooh! And I got a journal from my sis. And it's neat~~ XD Thanx again to my old friends. I miss you guys TT_TT

heavy...heavy...headache!!! @_@

2009-07-29T21:08:00.000-07:00

Gah!! This is the last thing I need for a 1 week vacation.. A heavy headache with a bit of cold (i can't say it's a flu, coz i don't see any phlegm..) If this still continues until tomorrow, I seriously need to see the doctor again...

Oh, more info - our UiTM MPP blog stated that we'd still have the 1 week Raya break, but there'll be no 'study week'...well gud luck to us TT_TT

First week of my college life (after MMS)

2009-07-11T20:49:00.000-07:00

Jeez...now I know how it feels like how frustrating it is on the first week. There were barely any lecturers present! The only classes that are present with the assigned lecturers are Calculus I, Economics and Computer Programming... We don't know our BEL (English) lecturer, ustaz(ah), etc. etc. The first week, especially the FIRST DAY, was practically a waste of time. Hell, I think the whole class are screaming "GIVE US FREAKING ASSIGNMENTS!!!"

At least the lecturers that we've known so far are cool. I was quite surprised though that there are also non-Malay lecturers in UiTM. Our Economics lecturer is Mr. Gan (you can guess which race he's from). What's more surprising is that he's worked in UiTM for 34 years!! Guess that shows that UiTM ain't racist after all. But he's really nice and always make great examples out of the topics we learned (like if a roti canai costs RM0.50, how much would you eat in a month?).

So far our only assignment is Calculus, but it was so little that I finished it right away when I got into the bus, right after class! So yeah, I'm hell bored here. GIVE ME FREAKING ASSIGNMENTS!!!

Oh, and we had Co-Curriculum speech last Saturday and... May I say it again? How SAD our campus life is? They have like 108 co-curriculur activities, but they can only provide us, Kolej Alamanda students, only ONE activity: Perbahasan Awam...aka Public Speaking in MALAY. @_@ I was going to enter English Debate or something since Ezhan advised me so, but they only have that MALAY PUBLIC SPEAKING!!! Ugh...well, it's just Co-Curriculum, so might as well stick to it if I want to get my diploma...

That's the story of my first week people.

clap clap Alamanda clap clap Alamanda clap clap AlaMANda~~~ XD

2009-07-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

This might sounds crazy from a girl who has never - i repeat - NEVER lived in a hostel before....

I LOVE COLLEGE LIFE!! 8D I don't know why, but...but...i just enjoy it! I have great roommates, the place is nice (it's an apartment converted to college actually) and - well - good exercising (especially when the freaking lift is almost overloaded by those oh-so-smart asses!! Nanti kene stuck padan muka...). And - yeah, well, the guys are kinda good-looking ^_^|| (hey, I'm a girl. 'Nuff said) And ZOH MY FREAKING DARLING GOD, one of the seniors is - is - *sigh* (started to daydream)

...Er..anyway, when I checked online at uitm website on the day before the registration day, they changed the venue of registration from the main campus to Kolej Alamanda in KL...yes, KL, at Jalan Klang Lama. Imagine a campus life with no field to play soccer, no court to play badminton etc. etc...only to see traffic jams on the road and clothes hung by students being flown away...yes, a sad campus life indeed. So here's a brief pic of the college (courtesy of vandyke from panoramio.com).

If you notice, the college has two blocks. Block B is entirely dominated by girls, whereas Block A has girls on the upper floors and boys on the lower floors (yes, I'm in Block A, and I'm SHIT scared, damnit!!)

BUT, many staffs, even the PM (aka Penolong Mahasiswa, the seniors) said that the colleges is the most luxurious one out of all other colleges in Malaysia, and I can't agree more. I bet u guys will start cursing me or something but...JENG JENG JENG~~~ Each room has its own bathroom!! XD Oh, oh, and instead of having a dorm or wing, we have a house...u know, the normal apartment house and all. And each house has three rooms - Room A is for 6 people, Room B for 4, and Room C for 2. And in the 'living room', we have our study tables! That's also where we would iron our clothes, plus a 'powder room'. So yeah, it's quite luxurious for a government college if you ask me..

In this college students are from three faculties - Faculty of Health Science, Faculty of Business of Management (Business Studies & Banking), and Faculty of Computer Sciences and Mathematics (Actuarial Science). I'll let you guess which faculty has the most students....

For BM students (Business), their classes are in the same building (both Blocks are connected from the basements to Level 3), so they're stuck in that building for the rest of their campus life (just kidding). For HS (Health Science), they go to the Jalan Othman campus, where the labs are. And for us, CS (u guess it), we got Beringin campus or something...

The HS students were supposed to be the only students staying in Kolej Alamanda, but since there were so many people wanting the BM and CS courses, the management had no choice but to stuff us into the college as well. We're the first batch of our faculties to be there, so yeah...we don't really have guidance. Even our seniors who'd be staying with us were also blank about the surroundings. Anyways, us HS and CS students have to take our respective buses to our respective buildings, and the bus will wait for us about 6+ in the morning....even though our lecture starts 8.30am the earliest ==__==||.

PHOTOS TIME!! These are my roommates~~

Sha
(She usually doesn't wear tudung, but she just looks cute in this pic! X3 Oh, and she's also the craziest one, which just lifts up the atmosphere in the room XD)

Syakira
(She's a really great friend and...probably the most alim one in the room(?). 2nd craziest XD)

I don't have the picture of my other roommate, so I'll upload it here some other time ^_^ All of my roommates are really cool (and crazy, which just makes it even better since I'm quiet :P), and we're surprisingly quite co-operative.

And NEXT is our most loveable and sporting PMs:

...Meh, not so clear, but everyone was gathering at the front to take pics of them. So I had no choice but to depend on my height....

Abg Shafie
(The cute PM!! Even though he didn't win the Cutest PM Award :P)

Izzah (our new friend) with
Abg Thoha (he's not a PM actually, but he's the Vice YDP of the Student Council, so it's really an honor to have him with us ^_^)

I actually took a picture with Abg Thoha, but I looked really ugly --_--|| Oh, and I only have a solo pic of Abg Shafie. I'll bluetooth more pics from my friend's handphone.

Dang, both him and Abg Shafie were like celebrities that night! Most of the girls want to take pictures with them - even asking their numbers! (ok well, I'm one of them, but I only asked for his email!) Thank God there were only few of us remaining (the majorities went back home).

There'll be about 2 of them staying with us as well, but the majority are all from the main campus :( I'm gonna miss them. Hopefully we could meet again (but I don't know what to say to them other than 'Assalamualaikum, Kak/Abg'). Thank you for the sweet memories you guys have given me. I really appreciate all of your hard work...

So, that concludes my 51st entry... DANG, I've gone over 50 already?!?! O_O Woohoo!! Uh, ya, anyway, hopefully I can update my blog often so that I won't forget what I'm going through. Peace out!!

2009-06-20T21:31:00.000-07:00

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.

2) Italicize those you intend to read.

3) Underline the books you LOVE (or just make the font bigger)

1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2. The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4. Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5. To Kill A Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6. The Bible
7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women - Louisa M. Alcott
12. Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19. The Time Traveler's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33. The Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen

36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell
42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stoker
73. The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75. Ulysses - James Joyce
76. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78. Germinal - Emile Zola
79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80. Possession - AS Byatt
81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87. Charlotte's Web - EB White
88. The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94. Watership Down - Richard Adams
95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98. Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

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Got it from my friend's blog. Apparently none of the books that I haven't read here are the ones that I intend to read :P

yes, yes, i forgive you and...

2009-06-20T21:27:00.000-07:00

hm...so yeah, I do forgive you. It's not like I hate you for criticizing me and all, because it's a fact XD. Yeah~~ I guess both of us were shallow and dense back then...oh well :P

Btw...i guess I forgot to mention that I'm already back from Chiang Mai last Monday. XDD Meh...but too lazy to talk about it in the blog, coz too lazy to upload ze photos :P.

To answer your question..

2009-06-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

..Okay, so I read one of my friend's blogs about the tudung question she asked me last year... Even though it's SO last year, I'm still gonna write a reply to that entry.

When I read back the answers I gave you, I guess I realized how immature I was at that time. Truthfully, when I meant by 'It depends' at that time, means that I would wear tudung when I hang out with friends (aka you guys), but I won't when I'm with my family (yes, I know, it's STILL doesn't makes sense). But we haven't hang out since, so you really don't know what changes I have made since after SPM.

I've worn tudung since the beginning of the year..I don't know how, but I've become more serious and worn tudung everytime I go out (...ok, maybe only twice, but i've learned my mistakes --_--||). But as I grew accustomed to wearing tudung, I then realized what made me not wearing tudung before - my family. Okay, my dad is an exception, since he's been growing up in a religiously strict environment, and Ezhan supported me as well, even asking me, "You x nak try pakai selendang ke??" But my other siblings...GUH! I don't know what the heck their problems are...especially my eldest bro. He kept saying "Buka je la tudung. Don't be like kakak la." Even my other family members were like, "OMG, are you trying to be like your sister?" (FYI, she was like an 'ustazah' when she was in MRSM, but when she graduated from 'U', she's a total different person). And Eli and Mama were like, "Ala...buka je la! Siapa nak ngorat ko??"

...U have no idea how hurtful I've been receiving those kinds of responses/comments, just because I've started wearing tudung, a Hijjab, that's a part of the Holy Islamic rule. It's true that I'm not 100% nice, innocent and oh-so-religious like other people, but is it wrong for me to decide what I wanna wear?? Do you have any idea that I've been trying to wear tudung since a long time ago, but then these - THESE obstacles were in my way.

You probably won't understand why it takes me a long time to finally wear tudung, when you just have to put it over your head; or why I'm so hurtful by listening to those comments when I should just be ignorant and do my own thing...because your family's not like that at all. I was easily influenced by my siblings, taking up the latest styles, buying expensive facial washes, going to Coffee Bean, and the list goes on... No, you probably won't understand, since you don't have a sibling who's only had 5 or 6 years of education in Malaysia; or a sibling who thought that some of them veiled women are just covering up the devil side of them, so might as well just expose yourself just to be 'true' to yourself.

Just to be precise with the answer to your question again about whether I'm gonna wear tudung at U - YES, I'm going to wear it, and NO, I'm NOT going back to those days. Even though I'm going to UiTM's Shah Alam campus, the so-called 'world social class' campus - I won't change my ways. And just to be precise with you again, I still love my siblings and family, even though they threw negative comments at me - with or without realizing it. I hope that answers your questions and such. Hopefully we can chat again soon - or maybe later, since I'll be entering college life this 27th --_--||

Yet another unfortunate event...

2009-06-11T08:37:00.000-07:00

OMG...it hasn't even been one week! My cousin was robbed yesterday! O_O And it was on 9am....9 A. M!!! ON FREAKIN DAYLIGHT!!

She lived in an apartment (yes, apartment people!!) in kota damansara all alone, and she works through laptop (she hasn't got an office yet). She said that usually she would let the sliding door in her room opened, just to let in more vantilation (is that how you spell it??).

But when she turned away from her laptop, there was a knife pointing at her arm. There were two of them. One of them asked her where her jewellery, money, etc. were, and she just showed them where they were. Then, they led her to an empty room and told her to face the wall. They covered her with a quilt from the bed and took everything outside. In the middle of it, she was praying and just stood there without moving.

One of the thieves came back and, strangely, asked her if she wants the keys. She said, "Up to you la." (Her mind was blank at that time. Wat do you expect?). But the thief just threw the keys at her and said, "Sorry."....SORRY?!?!?! WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?!?! "Sorry that I broke into your house?" or "Sorry that I'm stealing your stuffs?" or "Sorry that I put a quilt on top of you and threaten you with a knife?!?!" ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?! You people should just DIE and ROT IN HELL!! Or, even better, let BOTH of your hands CUT OFF so that you can live in MISERY!!!

...Okay, I'm done talking shit about those sons of bitches. ^_^ FYI, those two robbers are actually Malay. Screw you...

PS: Tomorrow, I'll be going to Chiang Mai with my family...I know, weird time to go, but we already booked the flight before the robbery at our house happened, so we had no choice but to go (Otherwise, those stupid AA staffs will burn the money). Even my dad wasn't in the mood to go and thought of cancelling it...eh, wat da heck. We'll try and relax ourselves there...

Friendship...I wonder

2009-06-07T23:25:00.000-07:00

Yay! I have my own laptop! :D Um, okay, this is SO off topic, but just wanna inform you. Heck, it was my bro's old laptop anyways, and he bought it second-hand XP. Anyways, back to the topic.

IDIOT'S GUIDE TO Friendship for Teens is right next to me. Why the heck was it next to me in the first place? Because I've been reading since yesterday - especially when I read a blog that's been waging a war with another. I even remember there was a fight between two of my closest friends (but they're back together, which makes me wonder even more --_--||), hence the book itself was lying on my desk...maybe my sis was reading it before, but meh...

So all these about having best friends really bugs me. I'll tell you my own experience - I never have a best friend. No, seriously, I don't. Even in the book, there can only be ONE best friend for each of us, but who the heck is my best friend?? I mean, if I'm talking about one of my friends, each of them already has their own best friend, which makes me go back to square one. Yet among the best friends that I know of, they always have conflict with each other. It can be from the smallest things to the biggest. I guess the reason why I never have a best friend in the first place was I'm scared of being back-stabbed. Never in my life will I see some backstabbing among my friends, but it happened slowly. One of them is because of misunderstanding, where this person thinks she's helping her friend, whereas the other thinks her friend is too much. (Yes, you know who you are. I'm just glad you guys are over it. If you're not, I swear I'll slap both of you in the faces).

Another, is because I moved houses/schools too much, especially when I was in primary. The maximum number of years I'd be in a primary school is just two - TWO years!! What do you expect of me trying to understand the word 'BEST FRIEND'?! Okay, fine, people said that you'll find your best friend when you've become a teen - but I see none. I mean, I thought I've found one in Form One, but then we moved classes. Then I thought I've found one in Form Two, but then in recess time we secluded ourselves a bit to our respective groups. And when that person moved out of school in Form Four, I found myself quiet, silent, and lonely. I realized that I need a chatterbox friend to help me gear up for my day. But even now, I haven't contact her yet, because I don't know what I should say to her. It's really frustrating...

Okay, the reason why I started this entry in the first place was - how the heck am I gonna make friends in college?! Sure, there are some guides in that book, but I don't even know if I can seriously follow or understand what I'm supposed to do when I'm there, especially when none of my friends are in the same university/campus with me @_@. (Ugh, Eli's so lucky to have her BFF with her) Another thing, I heard that the people there are like...how do you describe it...'world socialites'?? I mean, I'm used to people that are like very soleh/solehah type of people, or just some average people who know their limits. But these people who bleached their hair and pierced their ear more than one?? I don't know ==__==|| I guess I'm just gonna get used to it...

SO, the moral of the story is...ah, wat da hell. I'll just close this up. END OF STORY.

I hope you people are DEAD and rot in HELL

2009-06-06T08:32:00.001-07:00

On 5th June, around 6.15 am, I suddenly woke up at the sound of noise...which later I found out that it was my mom knocking on my brother's door. She told him to call the police - coz we were robbed by 4 masked men.

Our maid, Kak Tum, was frying bananas in the wet kitchen, which is outside. She heard an alarm coming from one of our neighbours' house. She thought, "Eh, jangan2 la rumah kitorg kene masuk pencuri." And guess what - she suddenly saw 4 heads - 2 of them with long knives/daggers that's about more than 1 metre, 1 with a knife, and 1 with a huge scissor-like thing that can cut off a fence. She screamed, but it was brief, because one of them pointed a knife at her, saying, "Diam! Nanti saya bunuh kamu." They told her to lead them to my parents' room, so she did. But before they went up, they cut off the wire of lamp in Kak Tum's room, and went to the guest room. They cut off the wire of tv in that room as well.

They went up with the tong gas (sorry, don't know in english), and I think one of them went into Eli's room. Thank God Eli was sleeping in my room. Otherwise, God knows what they'll do to her. And thankfully that man only found her pencil case, which he left it outside. They went into my parents' room and told my mom to wake up. She thought it was a dream so she sat up. Then, she realized Kak Tum was at her side, and their arms were tied - Kak Tum with my dad's belt, and my mom with one of the wires.

One of them said, "Mana duit, mana duit!" My mom pointed at her dressing table. She told them to just take anything they want, just don't hurt them and her kids (which is us), but the biggest guy (probably the boss) threw one of my mom's tudung at her, telling her to shut up. They asked where the children and her husband were. She answered that my father went for solat, but she didn't say anything about us. Kak Tum was already shaking with fear and trauma. They stole money (including the Rial currency, which my mom didn't change yet after we got back from Umrah), gold jewellery (they can differentiate between original and fake ones. wtf?!), handphones (including my maid's), watches (again, they only took the originals) and my dad's camera. It lasted about 10 minutes until they left. Kak Tum freed herself (their hands were tied at the front, not at the back) and freed my mom. My mom went straight away to my brother's room.

She woke us up as well and told me to call my dad - only to realize that he didn't bring his phone and was taken by the robbers as well. My dad came back about 5 minutes after the incident. The police from Bangi were already in the area, so they came to check on the house. Other neighbours who went to surau also came when they heard the news, right after they visited the other house that were almost robbed. The robbers at that other house didn't manage to steal anything because Uncle Madnan was screaming his lungs out at the balcony of his son's room until he lost his voice. So they were safe.

Then, the police from Kajang (bigger station) came and interviewed my mom and Kak Tum. Honestly, I can't tell you how scared my mom was, but Kak Tum was more traumatized and was really pale throughout the day. The neighbours, especially the women, came to check on us. One of them even bought some kuih for us. I'm really glad we have thoughtful neighbours like them. Even my mom's whole family came, with some of them stayed until around 10 or 11 pm.

All of us were just glad that my mom and Kak Tum were safe and unhurt. Some of my family joked about me and my siblings in the house not waking up even in the middle of the commotion, but we seriously didn't notice at all. Though our cousin just now said it might've been worse if they caught us as well, because me and Eli - well, you get the picture, since both of us are young women and God knows what they'll do to us, and another is because Ezhan's a guy. Yes, it's even worse if they knew there's a guy present in the house as they'll be more aggressive - heck, I don't even wanna think what'll they do to him if they knew he was here.

Now, all of us are more alert. My dad finally decided to put an alarm system with cctv. Every time I pray, I pray that all of us are safe from harm, and that the robbers should be given heavy punishment, like having their hands cut off. I don't get why the government doesn't allow that kind of rule. Look at Saudi Arabia, they don't have robbers or thieves! It's all thanks to that rule that the country's peaceful and has no crime rates. I seriously hope the special crime team just kill them off by shooting at their head. They're better off dead at the side of the road.

Alhamdulillah~~

2009-06-02T06:54:00.000-07:00

I finally got Actuarial Science in Shah Alam and will start this 27th June. Most of my friends have gone to their respective universities/matriks and already gone through the orientations...and this quite scares me a bit O_O||. According to one of my classmates, who've gone to UiTM in Kuantan (if I'm not wrong), only slept for like...what, 3-4 hours?!?! >_<|| She didn't even have time to even take a shower or even eat! I really wonder how I can survive there...especially since I'm such a heavy sleeper @_@

Apart from that, I find it funny that my mom and sis were more excited than me when they heard I got actuarial science... Of course I'm excited, but at the same time I'm nervous about college life there.

I'm BACK!!! XD

2009-05-22T04:22:00.000-07:00

Dear Lord...I'm so happy to be back in Malaysia. Syukur Alhamdulillah....

The Umrah journey was..quite unexpecting. I mean...well, let's just say that I have mixed feelings for it. Don't get me wrong. I love visiting Masjidil Haram, the Kaabah, makam2 Rasulullah and his fellow friends etc. But staying in Makkah for 5 days and Madinah for 3 days...it just made me realized how grateful I should be that my country's weather is not as dry as Saudi Arab...IT WAS FREAKING DRY!!!!!

On the first day, we reached Jeddah at about 1 or 2 am (Arab local time..it's 5 hours earlier than Malaysia time) and went off to Makkah. There, we ate supper/breakfast and went straight to do umrah. It was really tiring and was certainly unexpected, especially with so many people doing the umrah as well. The next day (or should I say later that day), we went to Tana'im to start our next umrah, but on the way back, I started to have bleeding nose --_--|| Just my luck... So my parents told me to stay in the hotel.

On the third day, we went for the third umrah (or for me, it was the second). My dad was curious about me skipping the second umrah, even though I did the niat and all, so he asked the ustaz that was in charge of our group at dinner. Little did we know, I'm still in debt to do another umrah. Otherwise, we have to pay the dam RM350+ to slay a lamb....yes, imagine how HUGE it is if I didn't do another umrah. Thank goodness the next day we quickly did the umrah, which means it was the fourth for my family, but the third for me. But ustaz said it's already enough because we only have five days in Makkah.

My dad, who never thought of doing it in his previous visits here, was somewhat encouraged to touch Hajarul Aswad while doing tawaf sunat after knowing that one in our group had done it, so he tried about three times. Luckily, when it was Isyak time, he solat right in front of it. It was thanks to a couple of Arab men who called him to sit next to them. When he came back, the smell of Hajarul Aswad on his sleeve and right hand spread throughout the room. And boy, it smelled really nice. I couldn't remember the last time he was that excited on achieving something.

So the next day we went off to Madinah. It was about 480km from Makkah to Madinah, equivalent to 5 hours of journey on bus. It was damn long, so we stopped at this one small masjid. I was expecting more from Saudi Arab but...it seems that even our country, a third world country, is even better than that first or second world country (May Allah bless you, Tun Dr. Mahathir). The public toilets were even worse than ours!! I don't mean to exaggerate here, but keep that in mind if you are about to go Umrah or Haji.

Even in Madinah, we thought we were going to sleep in 5-star hotel. But according to ustaz, their 5-star hotels are like our 3 or 4-star hotels. And yes, he was right. And our room was considered a suite, but to us, it's just like a normal room. But at least it was better than the hotel in Makkah where we stayed. According to ustaz, it was said that the dusts in Madinah can heal any sickness. In fact, when we arrived there, the air smelled better (though I can't blame Makkah because it was under construction at that time). But when I got into the hotel, I was suddenly attacked by flu. Jeez....first the bleeding nose, now the flu... Thank God my mom brought many tissue pockets.

The food that was served in Makkah was better than in Madinah. But my mom said, "Would you rather have better food or better bed?", because we can always buy kebabs. Talking about kebabs, be it in Makkah or Madinah, they're not bad at all. They're not as oily as ours - in fact, there was a lot of herbs and veggies put into them (that explains why so many Arabians don't have blood pressure or cholesterol problems, no matter how fat they are). And the ice-creams....DANG!!! It's the kind where I would really call them ice-cream, because it's made out of fresh cream. In Makkah, we had mixed flavour, one cup for 2 Rial (RM2...and it's quite a lot for a RM2 ice-cream!) In Madinah I the vanilla/chocolate ice-cream once, hence the stupid flu.

Strangely though, there were a lot of import food in Arab, with most of them from Europe. I guess they're quite quality-control when it comes to food, hence since they're living in the desert.

But one thing that ticks me off there, are the people. Not the Arabians (they're quite nice if you ask me), but the foreigners, especially the Pakistan people. I thought our people are a bit rude, but boy, they're one of the most uncivilised people I'd ever seen! Okay, I know that not all Pakistanis are like that, but seriously - who would take their wudu' from the zam zam drinking water place?? Who would sleep in a masjid for so long like a sleeping buddha?? Who would shoo you away from them when there's a lot of space next to them?! And who the HELL would push you every time they walked past you or when we're supposed to queue to get the air zamzam?!?! I'm talking about those Pakistani old ladies, people!!! Grr...I'll stop here, even though there's more to it than you could ever imagine.

So there you have it, for now. I'm still having the stupid flu, and it really ticks me off since I haven't been sick for a long time. I enjoyed the ibadat, even though it was tiring, but I definitely didn't enjoy the weather and some of the foreign people there. Thank you God for giving our country the peace that we need, and thank you God for giving us the perfect weather. Amin...

PS: I forgot to mention that all of my sickness were mostly based on the pill I took. I was supposed to have, er, that time of month, so I took the 'family perancang' pill. I think the girls will understand what I'm saying ;)

One of my wishes finally came true..

2009-05-12T09:20:00.000-07:00

In another two days - ok, scratch that - one day PLUS, my family and I will be departing for Umrah, so that means no computer/handphone/music/PSP for 9 days for me. SO... I would like to apologize to those whose feelings I have hurt (but never realized it) as well as for my mistakes and wrong doings, or just any stuffs that I do that just ticks you off. Hopefully I will become a better person when I come back...of course, I don't think I can give up on the electronic stuffs XDD. And that my family and I will arrive there, do the ibadat, and return home...safely.

Insya-Allah, I will pray for everyone's success in whatever everyone's doing or will be doing. Assalamualaikum...

PS: I heard the temperature there is 40 degree celcius PLUS...hopefully we can survive there ==__==||

You got the FIRE!

2009-05-07T05:56:00.000-07:00

Okay, it's a little late for me to announce them, but here I go:

2NE1's Fire MV!!!

Street ver. (aka Dance ver.)

Can you spot the 'special' guest??

Space ver. (aka Individual ver.)

I don't know which one I like the best...'cause both MVs are just great!! The song is definitely different - Teddy (the composer) did well in experimenting with reggae beats. And I admit that they're not one of the best-looking girl groups..but at least they have one thing other groups don't have - plastic-free faces, attitude and PURE talent!! Minzy is not ur typical cute Maknae (which I like), Sandara definitely slapped her antis on the faces, Bom is attractive, and CL just ROCKS!

But, like any other MVs/groups, there are still some imperfections. I wish that they didn't digitalized Sandara's voice in her parts - it just makes me wonder how her voice sounds like :( And I wish Bom's face would just relax and not be too tensed in her parts. I think they concentrate a lot on CL, but I don't blame them since it is their first single. I hope the YG composers would concentrate on them as a group in the future.

Whatever it is, I wish them the best, and hopefully they would win #1 in every K-charts as well as winning the best rookie/new group. ;)

"We're Just Friends"

2009-05-06T09:52:00.000-07:00

This should remind ourselves that we shouldn't play around and just be 'friends', because human temptations can come anytime, especially when we're alone..well, not really, since there'll be a third party.

Another bun!! Another bun!!!

2009-05-05T02:44:00.000-07:00

Ehem ehem!! Attention to all people who have been reading this blog loyally...my sis is preggers again!! XD

Um..ya, kinda unexpected, because we thought the next one would be from my bro first. But then again, we can't blame them - it just happens, even though they were on birth control. Ah well, that just shows that we can't go against the nature of life. But all of us are excited and happy for her n hubby nonetheless.

I chatted with her just now, and she once asked zahira, "Zahira nak adik?" and she was like "Nanak!" (it's "tak nak", for those who don't understand). But she asked again, n the toddler said, "Nak". Even till now that's her reply...I guess it's high-time for her to have a friend.

Boy or girl, I don't mind...at least I'm not like SOMEONE who wants a boy (and it's not even his) so that he can pollute the baby's mind with Liverpool. But judging from Tuk E's reaction (my dad btw) he was like "Wah, lagi satu cucu!" but Wan (Mama) was like "Mampus la aku..." XDD I can't wait!! And this one's also a december baby!! X3

Decided!!...yet still in dilemma

2009-05-03T03:57:00.000-07:00

..For other stuffs XDD Um..yeah, so I decided to just go with actuarial science. They (my bro n sis) might have a point that I'd get bored with quantitative science...Why? Because I freaking love maths and calculating, so I love challenging calculations (weird, I know, but somehow I never get angered with Add Maths, so that proves it..) Plus, it's a field where not many people are in, so it's quite unique~~ X3

Anyways, apart from that....I'm having problems with my fiction for God's sake! =__=|| I'm having problem on...what should I write next??? Even though I've reached chapter 10, I somehow felt like chapter 7's a bit weird and wanted to repair it...but I just got stuck!! So anyone (you know who you are), ideas are welcomed...especially when the protagonist was about to meet the F4 for the first time...

PS: Not the F4 that has Oguri Shun or HyunJoon or watever their names are. I just like to nickname my 4 OCs like that XP

Yet...another dilemma...

2009-05-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

Okay...so I got offered diploma in quantitative science course in uitm...though I'm not sure which campus yet. But...everyone kept saying that I should go for actuarial science instead TT_TT I'm so confused!! I mean, both courses have mathematics, and I love maths but... Okay, let me make a comparison between the two.

Quantitative Science:
1. It's more towards computer subjects
2. According to the course outline, there's only basic maths in semester 1, and will only start learning calculus in semester 2.
3. There's no practical, thus there are elective subjects available.
4. The programmes are more spread out, so this course is more relaxing.

Actuarial Science:
1. It's more towards insurance/bank/business subjects (it even has basic entrepreneurship)
2. Right from semester 1 there's already calculus
3. There's a practical in semester 6, so no elective subjects available (except, maybe, in semester 4).
4. The programmes are mostly stuffed into semester 3 and semester 5, so that means not much relaxing to do in this course.

...I'm seriously confused. I mean, sure Diploma in Actuarial Science is a good training for me, but I'm afraid that it's too challenging for me. My sis and mom said I can do it, but...I don't know...Ugh!! This is so not me! >_<|| I seriously need some help... TT_TT

Kehehe

2009-04-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

I sometimes wonder how some people, including people from the West got into my blog (XDD Oooh, I'm so popular!).

I don't mind if you're one of my friends, one of my followers, or just one of those who's just interested in reading or just for fun.

But if you're stalking me for other/sinister/evil reasons, then please note that you're just wasting your time. I will only write about MY life and my fav artists. You know who you are, so don't bother to find more information about that particular someone. X3

PS: Should I post my stories here? :S Sorry, I'm just rambling to myself XD

Balik kampung~~

2009-04-27T04:42:00.000-07:00

The last time we went back to Kedah was like...what, last raya?? =__=|| So we decided to visit Mak Tuk before we go to Umrah (which is on 14th May) last Friday. As usual, Papa speed up throughout the journey, but not so much anymore, since Mama warned him that if he's gonna speed up like F1 racer then he'll go back alone.

Then, the worst thing happened to us. We stopped in Ipoh as Papa wanted to do Jumaat prayers, so Mama just left him there and she drove around to find the flower pots shop she saw, but we couldn't find the shop. So we went back - only to get lost in the city. We searched for like an hour or so for the mosque, but we didn't realize there were actually two mosques in the city. So after all the cursings and misdirections (I was, of course, not much of a help, since I have no sense of direction), Mama finally stopped at Balai Polis and asked them the directions. They kinda laughed and one of them showed her the directions. Ugh... so many 'One-way's. But Melaka was worse... Now I love the cities Selangor, Johor and Kedah more (though Alor Setar is changing to more one-ways as well --__--||)

There was nothing much happened in Kedah...except that the next day we went back to our old home in UUM, Sintok. Nothing much changed there, but there were some constructions of new faculty buildings. But Mama and Papa kept recalling about my incident... I don't think any of my friends know about this. lol

Back when I was 9, which was when we were still living in UUM, there was a Mental Arithmetic class for kids, so I entered it. One day, I went to the class as usual, but I didn't realize the class was cancelled because I was absent at the previous class. But Abang Zahid (our driver at that time) had left already, and I was stuck there alone (except that there was a cleaning lady). Then, I decided to walk back home... I didn't realize I took the wrong turn... So I just continued walking 3.1 km, without even thinking that I should ask someone for help. Then, as I reached to a gate, two guys on a motorbike were coming my way and stopped as they saw me. Luckily they were one of the campus guards, judging by the walky-talky. One of them sent me home...that was my first time riding on a motorbike....

*sigh* I have such a weird childhood ===____===||| Since then my family would still talk about it and either wonder "Why didn't you ask someone for help??" or "How da heck did you go that far?!?!".. since I'm kinda like the weakest in the family, so they didn't quite believe that I actually walked 3.1 km.

I actually kinda miss my old homes, but I think I'm just gonna stick to Bangi for now ^__^||.

PS: Oh, and I just realize that I've gotten FATTER than before. There was a tailor in Sg. Petani, where my uncle and his family lived, and Mama have sent some kain to tempah for raya (which is like so lama lagi), and I think the tailor used the same measurement of me as before for my kain...but when I tried it on, it was ketat siot. But oh well. I actually wanted to put on weight, so I was quite happy. XDD

Tengok wayang....

2009-04-19T21:46:00.000-07:00

God. Mama and Kak Tum are still in the dining room - watching a maid from next 2 houses giving food to one or two workers. Kak Tum and Kak Min (next door neighbour's maid) once saw the maid hugging and kissing one of them as they said their goodbyes. At first Mama didn't believe her - but now that she's seeing it with her own eyes, she can't stop watching while eating. -_-|| To me it's kinda like a waste of time. Might as well report it to the owner.

If you think I'm that, so be it. I don't give a damn

2009-04-18T22:43:00.000-07:00

For people that hate stereotypes: If you think people should just shut up and stop, put this on your profile. (BOLD the ones you are.)

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, So I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I MUST have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I MUST be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.
Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
Im a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I MUST be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I MUST do weed and steal stuff.
I'm a PUNK so I MUST only wear black and date only other punks.
I'm ASIAN so I MUST be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I MUST be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA.
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect.
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black.
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE so I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse.
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I MUST be homosexual.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.
I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep.
I'm SCOTTISH so I MUST have ginger hair and wear a skirts (It's actually called a kilt).
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm an ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I MUST be a HOMOPHOBE.
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser.
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy.
I CHAT, I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan.
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion.
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love SLASH, so I MUST be GAY.
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast.
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish.
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s.
I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times.
I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.
I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian.
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too.
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp.
I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist.
I'm a PERFECTIONIST so I MUST check everything ten times, then burst into tears at one mistake.
I DON’T LIKE to talk about my personal life so I MUST be having problems.
I like FIRE so I MUST be an arsonist.
I'm a CUTTER so I MUST want to commit SUICIDE.
I have been to THERAPY so I MUST be crazy.
I have been ABUSED, so I MUST be an abuser

ugh...turn off the Baby Volume already!!

2009-04-18T06:44:00.000-07:00

So for today's main event, Auntie Mas arranged for the whole family to gather at Uncle Jali's house for high tea to see his granddaughter. Papa, though, went to play golf, and God knows what Ezhan's doing today (probably dating).

We went to pick up Kakak from 1 Utama - she went there to have Zahira play with Ryan (Son of Kak Shara - she's Kakak's close friend) in the baby playground there. Abang Bad was having an exam (jeez, even workers have paper exams just to naik pangkat). We reached her house and waited for her to finish her lunch (which Mama brought from home). At the same time, Mama picked up Kak Ema (Auntie Bedah's maid) to help Kak Tum clean up Kakak's house. After that, we left the maids there and went to Auntie Mas' house, where Auntie Nana, Wan and Mak Su were already there.

Auntie Mas lent us some of her Jubahs and telekung (i think). We were only there for a while and went straight to Uncle Jali's house. Auntie Bedah's family was already there with Auntie Ani and Uncle Jali, together with their granddaughter, Shania (apparently, she was doing her 'work', or making 'cake' as Auntie Ani said XD).

Then, Uncle Rem and his family came - apparently Nina was with them and Arin just got out of the hospital yesterday (Nina had 4 days of holiday due to Pesta Sukan ape ntah.. And Arin had dengue fever) Apparently Nina revealed that there were 2 guys in her school that were fighting over her XDD Uncle Rem and Auntie Liza seemed like they wanna throw up...she's quite open with her parents though. But all of us were happy to hear that she didn't want to change to another school, coz the MRSM in Langkawi is one of the elite schools - if she does though, I'm gonna slap her face.

The baby...was so small! Okay, maybe I'm being a bit biased since I'm used to big babies like Zahira, but seriously! She looks so...fragile. Okay, I'm gonna shut up ==__==||

Another strange thing about this baby, is that she doesn't cry much. She cries only for a while, then there'll be a pause..then cry...then pause. So it's kinda like a play/pause button XD. The TOTAL opposite to Zahira...who was - as usual - clingy to her mom. Everytime her mom just wants to go get more food or go into the toilet, she'll suddenly start to cry unless we distract her with something (like fishies in aquarium). Man...she's so jakun. But I don't blame her, since she doesn't see her parents much at day, so she really wants their attention...at least that's what Mama said.

Happy birthday dear Okasan~~ X3

2009-04-17T00:40:00.000-07:00

16th April. It was my mother's birthday. We celebrated at Victoria Station for dinner.. well, not much actually happened, but she did get a diamond ring from my sis (she looked at Papa and said, "Ha, Pa, tengok!" Meaning: "You have to buy me one also" XD)

Hm.. well the food was ok, but just dat.

On Tuesday, Mama, Eli and I went to Alamanda to watch Talentime. The story was simple, but very interesting. In this movie, Yasmin Ahmad focused more onto the racial problems between Indians and Malay, but it was really funny watching the Indians making jokes. But dang~~ The Indian protagonist was damn good-looking! Even Eli agrees!! Though, the female protagonist (the one from Amazing Race Asia, as well as younger sister of Vincent AF1) doesn't seem fit here, coz she seems...old. But what's funny was when Adibah Noor's character saw her, she said, "Betul ke dia ni Form 5? Nampak cam mak orang je..." XDD

Well, it was a good movie nonetheless. But my mom wasn't quite fond of it because the ending was hanging - it didn't even mention who won the Talentime, or what happened to Mahesh (it's actually his real name! lol) and Melur. Nonetheless, it was really another masterpiece of Yasmin Ahmad. And compared to the previous movies, it involves many musical backgrounds. The song 'O Re Piya (My love)' really caught my attention, that I even looked at the translation lyrics intentively.

Crazy days!!

2009-04-13T06:56:00.000-07:00

A lot has been happening for the past few days. On Saturday, we went to Auntie Mas' house since she invited the whole family there. She stayed at Abang's house at Hong Kong and was really grateful for Kak Dian's hospitality there.

After all the hoo-haa there, Mama, Auntie Mas and watashi went to the An-Nuur shop to get Mama's customized 'tudung Ekin', whereas the other family members (Abang, Kak Dian, Papa, Eli, Ezhan, Kakak's family) went to Kakak's new house to plan further about the renovation there.

After we went to An-Nuur, Nanith called Auntie Mas to pick her up at school. She went to this TV9/ntv7 studio with the other kids to meet Nabil (the 2nd Raja Lawak). After that, Auntie Mas showed us the new link house she bought, probably for her children in the near future. It was quite huge; not only the height, but also the wideness of the house. Though, it costed RM500grand+
--_--|| Kakak only bought hers RM400grand, and it's 5,000 sq.ft. semi-D...

So we went back to Auntie Mas' house and saw that the others were already back. We chit-chat more and Abang invited Auntie Mas and her family to dinner with us at Tarbush, a Middle-east restaurant, at Starhill. Yes, people, Starhill, where all the perasan rich people go to (but the area around it were like hawau XD). And I'm tellin' ya...the food there were TASTY!! With the beef, chicken, kebab, dipped with garlic sauce plus with the Lemon Na' na (..ok, that's actually my drink, which is lemon with freshmint). Even when I woke up in the morning, I could still feel the food in my tummy..

The next day, Wan invited us to have lunch at her house, and Auntie Mas was invited as well. So, again, the hoo-haas. And Zahira as usual wanted to stick with her mom like a baby koala bear. After a while though, she started to play with Nanith.. I always thought Zahira is really tall for her age (which she is, actually) but looking at her next to Nanith, she looks so CUTE! (in terms of size as well)

But Kakak had a total bummer. She had to be at the office in the evening and she's really pissed off.

Anyway, this evening we sent Abang and Kak Dian to the airport. Strangely, Kak Dian ate three, THREE huge parts of roast chicken, together with the ulam + rice. Then, she ate the papaya and had the time to eat ais krim potong before we depart. And they even told us that they'd buy KFC after they checked in...it's weird to think that she eats a lot, coz she's so skinny and has low blood pressure!

Meh...so, that's all I'll have to say for now. Over and OUT! ^_^V

PS: Utada's Come Back To Me actually came out in Mix FM this morning!! ToT I'M SO HAPPY FOR HER!!!

Randomness

2009-04-12T02:00:00.000-07:00

Put your ipod, zune, mp3 player, or miscellaneous on shuffle. Whatever the first line of the chorus is in the song - that is your response to the question, no matter what it says. If you don’t know the first line of the chorus, just guess. Post it, no matter how embarrassing it is.

(Example: Your friend tells you there’s something in your teeth.
You say: “Come on baby, don’t fear the reaper” - Blue Oyster Cult)

1.Your boss tells you you’re fired.
You say: I can feel the light, now I see a drawing picture(?) - Zwei, Hikari

2.You realize you have no money in the middle of buying something important.
You say: If I fall and all is lost - Evanescence, Cloud Nine

3.Your boyfriend/girlfriend tells you they love you.
You say: Sorry sorry sorry sorry (XDD) - Super Junior, Sorry Sorry

4. Someone angrily flips you off.
You say: I close my eyes and fly away - Epik High, Track 13 (feat. TBNY) [Map the Human Soul]

5. Someone says you’re a sinner.
You say: It seems as if I'm more into you(???) - Bi (Rain), More Into You (feat. Taewan aka C-Luv)

6.You trip over a curb on the sidewalk and people snicker.
You say: None

7.The cashier throws your money back at you (now that you have it).
You say: You are always gonna be my love, always - Utada Hikaru, First Love

8.Your friend tells you they lost your brand new pet.
You say: When I like it, I don't hide it - Utada Hikaru, Automatic Part II

9.Someone accidentally eats your entire lunch, the only food you had today.
You say: setsunaihodo ni kimi o omotte (instant walkway, you think..??) - L'Arc~en~Ciel, fate

10. You take a nap and wake up in a gas station.
You say: You're like oxygen - SHINee, Love Like Oxygen

11.You get caught shoplifting - whether you meant to steal or not.
You say: FREAKS!! Victims of today praying for death - girugamesh, FREAKS

12.You receive a threatening email from a famous serial killer.
You say: Even though I stray from you, don't you ever stray from me - Tae Yang, Only Look at Me

13.Someone asks you how your day has gone so far.
You say: Now..i cant take it anymore - Bi (Rain), Lack of Space

14.Someone tells you there’s toilet paper trailing on your shoe.
You say: Kowareta tte (It's broken??), Baby it's all right - Bennie K, MY WAY

15.You accidentally spill a scalding hot drink all over a scary old man.
You say: Cheong nun hashida (i don't know if that's the actual lyrics, and i don't know the meaning) - Epik High, Heesaengyang

16.Suddenly you lose a tooth!
You say: None

17.You come home to find robbers in your living room.
You say: Come back to me, baby - Big Bang, You Turn/Wrong Number aka So Beautiful

18.Next, the cops come to your house and say you’re wanted in 5 different states.
You say: Don't let go of that hand - L'Arc~en~Ciel, Neo Universe

19.After the identity theft is cleared up and the cops leave, you drop your cell phone in the toilet.
You say: How about tonight? One night magic - Utada Hikaru, One Night Magic

20.Finally someone you can’t stop thinking about rescues the day by asking you out.
You say: All of my life, I've been in hiding, wishing there was someone just like you - Sarah Brightman, Deliver Me

21.The person who asked you out wants to know how your day went over all.
You say: Everyone let's try, well I don't mind - Monoral, I Don't Mind

-INST.-

2009-04-12T01:44:00.000-07:00

I. Put your iTunes/Ruckus/Napster/etc on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IV. Tag 11 friends who might enjoy doing this.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
2003.10.16 (a date?? XDD)

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Scream

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Heaven~~ XDD

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Rainism (i always am)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Swing of lie....?!?! O_o

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
24/7 (ok, not DAT much)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Love & Truth..?

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Sad Tango LOL

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Sunday "after"noon

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Nagwon...? (I don't even know wat dat means)

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
forbidden lover XDDD

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Believe in LOVE

13. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Negai (a request) [Instrumental]

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Flow~~

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Shout at the Devil XD

16. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Kiss the Baby Sky

17. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Riyuu 1 (reason 1) [interlude]....wha? there's no music.. :(

18. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Matador love XDD

19. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Pocketful of Joy

20. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
I love you (to who?? XD)

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Crazy Day lol

22. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Negai (again..but with vocals)

23. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
MILK (??)

24.DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Map The Soul

25. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Kuroi Namida (Black tear in eye)

26. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Chisa Star...?

27. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
-INST.-

REUNION!! 8D

2009-04-10T08:26:00.000-07:00

Yay!! The whole family is under one roof (for now)!

So yeah, my Hong Kong tycoon bro is back with Kak Dian (his ever-so-crazy wife XD), and Eli's back for her Study Week (study la konon...). Ezhan and Kakak (with her own family) are pretty obvious why they're here, since they live in Selangor area.

Let's start from yesterday... I told Mama, "Nak bawa juga ke si kenik ni (Zahira)?" I was afraid that she would cry when she see Abang and Kak Dian as we were about to pick them up from the airport, just like last time, but Mama said bawa je la. Alas, history repeats itself, as she was clinging on to me for life. Mama was driving, but she kept looking at the back saying, "Eza, pujuk la die!" Abang was like, "Ma, you're driving. Look at the road!"

So Abang practically had a migraine throughout the journey from KLIA to Bangi, and Kak Dian tried her best to calm her down like showing her the chick chocolate (yes, chick as in little chicken). But she still cries. Though I had a feeling that she cried crocodile tears...she barely had tears in her eyes!! *grunt grunt* Habis basah baju aku kene air liur/tear/hingus die...

As we finally, finally reached home, I passed her to Kak Tum and felt so RELIEVED! I took a breather for a while and changed my clothes. We had evening tea and ate all the cakes that Mama had frozen (the ones that she made herself).

Before dinner, as everyone else were praying (it's that time of month for me), Kak Tum asked me to check on the Power Juicer (new one X3) since she was afraid that she might assembled it wrongly. And may I say, how easy it was to use that juicer. You don't need to slice the fruits (well we were making orange juice, so of course the oranges had to be peeled) so you just put the whole thing into it. And may I say how practical yet very quiet it was? It's not your usual juice blender that makes a lot of noise that you can't even hear yourself talking. So anyways, even though you add air gula into it, you can actually taste the difference.

So juices aside, we had a blast at dinner as usual. Though I didn't eat much, because of the chocolates that Kak Dian bought (it's near Easter holiday, so she bought chocolates over there like crazy --__--||), and I ate a lot of it for the evening tea.

For today...nothing much happened, except that Zahirah still freaked out when Abang and Kak Dian got back from their medical check-ups. She's really slow with strangers. So those who have met her should know better. But after a while she seemed to get along with especially Kak Dian, but she's still scared when she was carried by her.

So yeah, that's about it for now. Sorry that I didn't update much about my life, since I had nothing much to say before ^_^||

The highest epik of all time..

2009-04-07T20:28:00.000-07:00

May I say how much I love this dorky trio? Epik High, people!! XD *cheers*

I guess I don't need to tell you who they are since you can just go to wikipedia or google. But let me introduce each member. From L to R: DJ Tukutz, Tablo (leader & rapper), Mithra Jin (rapper).

There are many reasons why I like this trio. Firstly, they're not your typical mainstream artist. Secondly, they voiced their thoughts freely through their music without filtering their words and didn't bother if theirs songs were banned on tv and/or radio (there's always YouTube). Thirdly, they're just plain dorks. Fourthly, they're not afraid to experiment with music. And finally, they're 100% authentic and talented.

They just released a new album called, "Map The Soul". I guess it's kinda like a continuation from their "Map The Human Soul" and "Remapping the Human Soul" albums. And the songs - well, the title says it all. But for the project of this album, they went all the way by distributing the book+album themselves just to cut off the price for their fans...aww, they're so sweet!! X3 And even better, the album is bilingual to cater all of their fans worldwide. But the thing is, you can't find it in any music stores. The album is sold exclusively on their website @ www.mapthesoul.com and payment can only be made via credit card (VISA, MasterCard)... Hm, it sounds like as if I'm promoting them XDD. Oh well~~

Oh, and they're having an online showcase at the website as well. They'll perform all songs on the album (except for instrumentals, skit, and bonus track) right in their recording studio.

I fell in love with the boys when I listened to their "Pieces, Part One" album. It was "Usan (Umbrella)" that caught my ears, where they're featuring Younha. And notice that they have done a lot of collaborations with underground artists, which I think is very interesting and uncommon in Korean music industry. So, for those who'd prefer quality of music over looks, this is the group for you!

...uuhhhh...

2009-04-05T06:12:00.000-07:00

@_@ I can't believe I actually slept around 3 am and woke up near 9am...I actually slept for 5 or 6 hours!!! That's like...a record man! XD Well, I HAD to wake up at 8+ because we had plans.

First, we went to enstek, a new housing area near KLIA and Sepang F1 Circuit which Pak Lah has launched last year I think. It was my first time going through the show houses, despite that my family have gone to a LOT of show houses before. The place was really nice, and the designs of the houses were equivalent to normal Australian houses. The architect for the area is actually Papa's ex-student, and his son apparently studied architecture in Australia so he probably designed most of the houses as well. But the show houses were really nice. Quite practical and not too gawdy/over-worked. Mama couldn't help but think that some of the houses looked like small factories. Well, I don't blame her, since there were some designs that were too simple, and Mama and I weren't too fond of the roofs.

The way that my parents talked to the dealer there though, it sounded like as if they were serious on buying one of the bungalows (that was either haven't built yet or wasn't completed yet). Ezhan and I were like, "Eh? Are you serious?" We don't mind if they buy one, but we wondered when will our parents stick to one place. They've moved houses 22 times since they were married! And ever since Ezhan mentioned it, I've also realized... As long as we have lived since we were born, we never live in one house more than 5 years. It will always be like..moving things and stuffs yet again. And yet Mama said she doesn't mind moving to another house again --_--||. Honestly, if her siblings hear this, I'd bet they'll start cursing again, since it was always them who helped us carrying things, cleaning the new house etc. etc.

But then Mama thought they have another option of investing on it, like rent it to other people, or maybe just sell it off again. But the place was so nice~~

After that, we went to Jam Tyre to take the Rio car back. As we waited for the workers to do the finishing touches on it, we sat in Jam's (the tauke of the place) office and listen to him talk about his past experience and all. He was more talking to Ezhan and was advising him about taking up a new business and all XD. And Ezhan was just all smiles but was listening to him intentively. FYI, Jam is actually a Bangla Muslim who married to 2 Malay women (yes people, he has TWO wives). So we saw his 2nd wife with him at that time. She seemed quite pleasant, plus she was pregnant (I don't know why..I have the tendency of admiringly looking at pregnant women. Maybe it's because I respect them, or that there's actually new lives in those bellies of theirs)

We went lunch at Nilai Spring Resort. Mama and Papa ordered mee, whereas me and Ezhan ordered western. Strangely, Mama and Papa got theirs first. Mama even finished before mine came, and Papa was almost finished when Ezhan got his. Mine (which was chicken) was great! It was crispy yet juicy. Ezhan's (which was lamb) wasn't that great though. The lamb wasn't marinated enough so it was liat. He had to use his hands to split off the meat to small pieces.

Thus, we went home and went to our respective rooms.

Oh, wow. I just realized I've already posted more than 20 entries! Yay for me! XD

Mary had a lamb~~

2009-04-05T05:24:00.000-07:00

Every time I have a muse to write something, I just suddenly felt a bit gothic/mosher especially after listening to Evanescence's Lose Control (yes, it has the lyrics 'Mary had a lamb').

Anyways, I decided to write down that 'something' due to the weird dream I had a few nights ago. Kind of like Harry Potter-ish, but I think it's more dark, gothic, more fantasy-like and more international, yet the people will think more modern instead of looking at the non-magical people and things like aliens. And somehow Ben Barnes and Rain were in that dream for God knows why. XD

Synopsis:

In Japan, there lived an orphan Muslim girl and her grandfather, together with her aunt and the aunt's family. A twist of events occured on her seventeenth birthday, as she realized that her family is a group of famous magicians and her Grandfather was one of the Great Sentinels. It was fate that chose her to inherit the Grandfather's former title, but is it possible for a girl? She had no choice but to enter a school in which the chosen ones in her family had studied. There, she met the current candidates as Great Sentinels. Apparently she was almost too late, since four candidates were already chosen and there was only one seat left. She had to fight for that title, fight through all the bullying that were thrown at her, and fight for her family's pride...

...8DD I think it's lame. What do you think?

PS: You can expect a bit like Hana Yori Dango in this story.

A day with grandma and aunt

2009-04-01T06:53:00.000-07:00

Today, our main mission was to visit Wan's (my grandma) house in Keramat, KL. But before that, we went to Pasar Tanglin (is that the name??) to get back the vegetables we left behind last time. The guy there remembered Mama and gave the vegetables to her for free (so nice~). After buying more vegetables, we finally went off. Aunt Bedah called Mama and said that she was on the way to Wan's house as well. Apparently Uncle Hatta's in Vietnam right now, so she used the driver to her advantage to get to Wan's house (as usual XD).

We stopped by at Uncle Jalil's MayFirst shop after that to give him the grocery stuffs Mama bought for him. After buying medic-oils from him, we left and finally reached Wan's house (on the way we saw Aunt Bedah's driver waiting under a tree. Poor guy). I went into the house first and greeted Wan. At first I didn't realize Aunt Bedah was there, until I saw her sitting on the floor at one corner, checking out a handphone. Even Mama didn't realize she was there.

Turns out that the blue, Nokia handphone she was holding was for Wan. Uncle Hatta got no. 5 in a golf competition and got the handphone as a prize. And since it's high-time for Wan to have a newer and better handphone (she has eye problems), Aunt Bedah gave it to her. Wan said it was better than having to buy another one since Uncle Jalil or Uncle Jali (I forgot which one...or was it someone else...?) wanted to buy one for her.

So all three of them sat and talked for a while, while we drank the coconut my mom bought back at the pasar. After that, we went lunch together to this...I don't know how to describe it, but it's like the stalls/restaurants at normal highway resting places. They only had nasi campur, but I and Mama didn't feel like eating nasi (I haven't eaten KFC for a long time T_T). But we ate there anyways since Wan was the one who recommended it (kesian pula kat dia nanti...). The food was okay, nothing special. Mama's paying the bill today. But she said it was quite expensive for a nasi campur restaurant, since she had to pay RM30 (i don't know if that's the normal price for other nasi campur restoran). Then again, they gave free sweets and bananas. No wonder why Uncle Jalil loves to go there.

We went back to Wan's house, and stayed there for quite a while. It was funny listening to Mama and Aunt Bedah talking about their husbands, especially the part where they would only listen to their friends like medicine or good restaurants, instead of listening to their own wives and/or kids.

Eg: Papa heard a restaurant called Subway, where they sell sandwiches. He said, "It's really good!" But thing is, my siblings and I have already went there ages ago XD. And Jaya Jusco behind Wan's house, Mama already asked him to come with us since there's a lot of restaurants there. He didn't want to. But then he went there with his friends and said, "Oh, there were many restaurants there!"... Yes, Pa, we know that already. We went there at the opening week. In Aunt Bedah's case, Uncle Hatta kept buying or being given many kinds of medicines, just because his friends said they're good. He would eat the first few pills. But after that, they're just decorations up in the shelves... See how funny Malaysian fathers can be?

We stayed there for like...3..4 hours?? But it was fun, though. Man, it's been a long time since we had proper family reunions. I so missed Mama's and all the aunties' united voices (especially when they're screaming/screeching/laughing XDD)

The 31st!! You guess it!!

2009-03-31T05:20:00.000-07:00

Baskin Robbins~ 31! (Big Bang's CF XD) Okay, I know it's American product and all, but we only buy it every 31st day, since there's only 31% discount at that time (so in a way, we're actually having profits from that XD). Anyways, we bought Green Tea (to Eli's delight), Strawberry, Jamoca Nuts, and my fav...World Class Chocolate!! X3 It's been a while since I ate that yummy ice cream...but I can't eat it more than 2 scoops, 'cause it's too rich (no, I'm not on a diet or anything. It just gives me headache) Well, that's just about the interesting stuff happened today :)

A day in two houses and IKEA

2009-03-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

Our mission today was to go to IKEA to buy my room a new chair, since the old one is like so sad. But before that, we went to Aunt Bedah's house in Taman Tun to get some stuffs. Since my mom was afraid she might have the kidney stone again, she asked her sis (who still has kidney stones despite having been lasered before) to give her one Ural powder thingy which they drink to clean their urinatory system... But she gave like six boxes. Turns out that her doctor gave her one long box of them. XD

Other than that, we were quite shocked all of her daughters (my cousins) were at home. I mean, Kak Shareen (Kakak) I understand la, since she works from home. So they told us that Kak Shakeera (Adik) has an exam tomorrow (exclusively for bank workers...I don't know why), so she took a leaf to study; and Syamira (Baby, same age as me) had school holiday. At that time Adik and Baby were making macaroni & cheese (which were tasteless...they said so themselves, 'til Adik put a lot of white pepper into her bowl but still tasteless), so we actually stayed there for 2 hours, listening to our mothers talking + gossiping.

And Kakak and Aunt Bedah showed us a brilliant idea: put fruits like strawberries, oranges etc. into the freezer, and you just eat it like that after they're frozen. It's like eating ice-cream, but it's definitely much healthier. We actually ate the frozen strawberries until they were less than 1/4 than before. XD Other than that, Kakak said blending it with ice-cream will make a delicious smoothie... I think Eli would like that idea, VERY much.

We said our goodbyes and finally went to IKEA. So we just looked around and, as usual, we stopped at the cafeteria to have lunch. We were already targeting the meatballs, but it looks like they didn't have them. They sent those meatballs back because of their low quality... I really respect that, but I was so sad there were no meatballs. :'( So I just ordered the chicken leg and my mom the salmon.

After that, we looked around more and my mom was fond of the bowls that were made in Turkey (since there were so many dishes made in China, and we are now currently lacking in soup bowls). Then, we suddenly bumped into Aunt Maizanah and Uncle Aziz (we stayed at their home in Kelantan once). They invited us to their son's flat, where they're staying for a while, after we done our shopping.

At their home, we stayed yet another 2 hours, while I listen to the three of them talking + gossips (yet again XD). But I took notice of a cat, which is as huge as Garfield (mostly because of its fur, which is long), and I think that's its name actually lol. So most of the time I actually play with that cat. So BUSHY!! X3 And quite manja, I'd say.

We FINALLY went home after that. And guess what, I actually assemble the chair by myself... Ok, it wasn't that hard, but still!

Other than that, I bought 2 cherry-scented candles from IKEA. I remember there were flower-scented ones like lavender the last time I went there... Ah well. But I noticed there were other...weird scents, like cheesecake, black forest cake, and laundry =__=||| Where the heck did they get those ideas??

Oh by the way, I finally saw the freak's face in his friendster, and he's quite ugly if you ask me XDD

F@#% yourself man XD

2009-03-29T09:41:00.000-07:00

OMFG! He actually said the 'f' word to me via SMS! Bahahah!! 8D Now i know why TK likes these kinds of stuffs...it's quite fun. But most importantly, I can now enjoy...

Lolli lolli~ Oh lolliPOP~~

Lolli lolli~ Oh lolliPOP~~

(Sandara's part aka the intro)

Conclusion: I think that he mistook me for a hoe. Well too bad, who told you to pick me, son of a b!&(#? (hey, he deserves that title ok, coz his mom did not influence him much) You know, why don't you just get yourself a girl who's dumber and a hoe so that you can just waste your precious time, precious money and precious energy on stupid sms-es and phone calls by just asking, "Tgh wat pe???" But, as Utada said,

"Girls, you know we got it BETTER than the boys." - Poppin' (strictly NC-17)

PS: Don't ask, both songs were suddenly in my head when I wrote the 1st para and conclusion respectively.

GET A LIFE ALREADY!!!!!

2009-03-29T06:07:00.000-07:00

Great. I was already into Lollipop song, and now someone ruined my mood...

Yesterday, some stranger out of nowhere suddenly asked me to be his friend, n said that he found my number frm the cendekia magazine. I thought it was just one of those people who just likes to SMS, so I said ok no prob. He asked me if he was disturbing me. I was about to go to sleep at that time, but I told him it's ok. Then, he suddenly called me. He told me, "Takpe la. Tak nak ganggu." I was like...apsal tibe2??? Just say that through sms je la!! But watever.

So today, he suddenly sms-ed me, "Selamat pagi" ....Anyways, after that it started ok. We asked each other what the other one is doing and all. Then came Maghrib, and he suddenly sms, "Wei.. Mandi.. Dah Maghrib". I was like....ok, fine. Then suddenly, just now, he asked me he wants a coloured pic of mine! WTF??!!! He even said gambar cendekia tu x cukup, coz black & white =__=||

Enough is enough. I told him off...but he doesn't seem to get it....and asked me more abt my background --_--|| I'm just gonna ignore him for now...

Lolli~lolli~lollipop OH~ lolli pop pop~~ (CL's and GD's part X3)

lolli lolli lollipop oh~

2009-03-29T05:15:00.000-07:00

Finally...the YG girl group has finally shown up!! Looks like Yang Hyun Suk decided to keep the members to 4 instead of 5. Well, who cares, coz they ROCK in this CF with Big Bang!! And here's the full version of the song:

From left to right (and from youngest to oldest): Gong Minji (supposedly the best dancer in the group), CL (Chaerim) the rapper, Park Sandara the one who sings the intro, and Park Bom the one who sings the chorus (no, they're not related, just happen to have the same family name). The group's official name is now changed to "21 (2NE1)", due to the same name with another artist, "21 (toanyone)". Well, we can't blame Yang Hyun Suk since he's a busy man

I can't wait for their official debut!!! X3

My power has risen!!!

2009-03-27T07:18:00.000-07:00

We went to get my new glasses after I checked my power a few days ago. Like...my GOD! My left eye has risen from 150 to 175, which is ok. But my right...250 to 300! I didn't realize my eyes have a huge gap of powers =__=||. Oh well, at least I got the glasses that I want. But, then I realized that I look more serious with these glasses XD. Maybe people will think that I'm hot-tempered or something.

New bun in the family!!

2009-03-23T01:15:00.000-07:00

Yay!! Kak Surini has delivered a baby girl! X3 My mom and I just paid a visit to her ward. She delivered the baby two days ago through caesarian. She tried to deliver normally, but the baby won't come out. The doctor even tried to use vacuum. =__=|| Maybe the baby was too comfortable in mommy's womb.

According to Abang Shahrul (the husband and my cousin), the baby didn't cry at all when she came out. She was just like (o_o) XD. But the baby's sho CUUUTTEE!! Though none of us get to hold her, probably coz we're scared since she's still small (i mean, if it's zahira, then it's a different story, coz she was big). Hehe...all that's left is Abang and abang Shahrizal... The American dudes!

Hating them just gives me headache --_--||

2009-03-22T05:26:00.000-07:00

Ok, I'm gonna be honest now. I used to be antis of DBSK, SNSD and Super Juniors (I think there were more, but I forgot...). But now, I've become a fan of DBSK, SNSD's "Gee" is stuck in my head and I'm listening to SuJu's new album as I write this.

So I have decided that I will not and never will be an anti to any artist, even Britney Spears. Because then again, they're just humans. It's not like as if they caused the economic crisis nowadays, and they don't kill people. Ok, maybe the announce of them marrying and etc. made fans go suicidal, but that's the FANS' PROB, not THEIRS. Who the heck told them to kill themselves anyways?!?!

If I don't like the artist's image or song, I'll just ignore and say nothing. Take SNSD for example. A few years back people said they don't behave well like criticizing artists such as Tae Yang (his name means 'sun'), and Tiffany went all, "Tae Yang? What kind of name is that?" They probably want to make a joke out of it, but I guess they did it wrongly which made the V.I.Ps (Big Bang's fanclub) really angry. Nowadays though, they became much more popular because of "Gee" as well as Tae Yeon's solo activities. I think they're doing pretty well right now, despite the bashing of their anti-fans and their extreme fanboys (which are psychos).

And SuJu, I think the reason why people hate them were because they used to lip-synch (I think. If I'm wrong please correct me). Or perhaps it's because the number of members are just ridiculous (whoever stuffs 13 people into one group?!). But then again, we can't blame them. It's the company that decides the line-up and number of people in a group.

DBSK...I wonder why I hated them that time.. Probably it's because they used to lip-synch quite a lot, and me and sis actually thought all of them had plastic surgery (well, ok, maybe some of them DID have plastic surgery). But...that's it XD. Now they don't lipsynch anymore, and they're such a group of cute dorks.

So, my conclusion is... it's the COMPANY that should be blamed! Why the heck do they have to decide these groups' images?? Let them decide themselves! And why the heck do they always import foreign composers?!?! So not patriotic... And I hate how the founder pushes BoA through promotions...give her a break man! She's still young!

Edited Playlist

2009-03-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

Btw, don't be surprised if my playlist suddenly doesn't auto-play anymore, coz I realized that it can give heart attack to some people (including myself) if they aren't careful with their speakers' volume XD. AND I added a LOT of songs in it X3

Asian Artists Debut in America (BoA & Utada)

2009-03-21T06:27:00.001-07:00

Nowadays, it looks like Asian artists are more daring to have a try in America. Utada Hikaru, BoA, even Wonder Girls. I won't be surprised if Big Bang wants to do the same, but they want to concentrate their market in Japan first.

Rain has done his debut in the movie Speed Racer, so this year he'll be the main character in Ninja Assassin. Mehehe...me and sis can't wait to see the movie. X3

So back to music news. BoA's self-titled english album is already out after Eat You Up single's success.

Tracklisting:
1. I Did It For Love feat. Sean Garrett
2. Energetic
3. Did Ya
4. Look Who's Talking
5. Eat You Up
6. Obsessed
7. Touched
8. Scream
9. Girls On Top
10. Dress Off
11. Hypnotic Dance Floor

My review: I'm quite surprised that there aren't any ballad songs in this album, especially since BoA has such a nice voice. Not even one, single R&B song is present...just plain upbeat songs that are similar to those songs you hear in english radios and typical like Britney Spears' songs (I'm not surprised, coz Look Who's Talking was written by her). So yeah, it's quite boring. And I don't like the english version of Girls On Top, just because. Tracks that I like though are Did Ya and Eat You Up, I'm telling you, this girl has more potential than what she has to offer.

Next one is Utada, who decided to try again in America's music scene after her failure with her Exodus album, which only sold around 55,000. Her new album is called

Tracklisting:
1. On and On
2. Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence - FYI
3. Apple and Cinnamon
4. Taking My Money Back
5. This One (Crying Like a Child)
6. Automatic Part II
7. Dirty Desire
8. Poppin'
9. Come Back To Me
10. Me Muero

My review: This is WAY better than Exodus. Probably because Utada feels tired in experimenting songs, and just want to do mainstream ones (she said so in an interview). And compared to Exodus, she wrote and composed all the songs with the help of others. She has mentioned that it'll be hard for her to express herself if she doesn't write and compose all the songs. When I listen to Come Back To Me, the lead single of this album, I just knew that she's gonna make it. Even music critics think the same as well (heck, Ne-Yo even praised her as the most talented person he ever worked with). My favourite tracks are the first five tracks and, of course, Come Back To Me. They sound similar to her older works, which I love and miss. What's funny are the tracks like Dirty Desire coz...well, the title says it all XD. But then again, you never know what's going on in her head. All I can say is, GO HIKKI!!!

All in all, these two ladies are very talented in their own ways. Don't you agree?

Music from the heart

I think I'm "Ugly"!

TAG~~

The Artist

BOYBAND FEVER!! XD

Everything is messed up straight from the heart

TAG (no. 2)

A message to myself..a reminder..

Girls' Day - Nothing Lasts Forever (Eng/Rom/Hangul) + performance

Maybe you do not like something, and that's good for you...

TAG

D-day!!

events~

GP Basic - Game

Oh to the Em to the Gee...

Of baby-sitting, induction, and visa

Surprised, Shocked, Unexpected, etc (Puan K, 2010)

feeling low....

Another blog i'm STALKING! XD

The Tings Tings - We Walk

Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye [Translation]

Gummy - As a Man [translation]

Yours and I (Park Bom vs. Jason Mraz)

Miyavizm~

Mashup and new fav groups!

HIKMAH BERTUDUNG...BAGI YANG TIDAK MENGERTI - Blog - MuslimSocial.com

Templates~ Templates~

Y

If....

oh my masik~ masik masik~

everything happens for a reason...

Letters (2nd time i'm doing this :P)

updates, updates~

Leona Lewis - I See You

AVATAR!! (and other stuffs) 8D

New housemates, new classmates, new life..

Yes, I was burned, but I call it a lesson learned...

Start of Part 2!

college break (Bandung)

Tae Yang - Wedding Dress (translation)

Park Bom - You and I (translation)

gotta move on already...

Something all of us can relate to...

huu~ new inspiration! X3

the most stressful week ever...

Biggest bummer of the day...

I lurve 2NE1~~ X3 They're my counsellors...

Last week before Raya...

What's your name's hidden meaning?? (random :P)

activities for this weekend..

wat da hell...?

heavy...heavy...headache!!! @_@

First week of my college life (after MMS)

*clap clap* Alamanda *clap clap* Alamanda *clap clap* AlaMANda~~~ XD

yes, yes, i forgive you and...

To answer your question..

Yet another unfortunate event...

Friendship...I wonder

I hope you people are DEAD and rot in HELL

Alhamdulillah~~

I'm BACK!!! XD

One of my wishes finally came true..

You got the FIRE!

"We're Just Friends"

Another bun!! Another bun!!!

Decided!!...yet still in dilemma

Yet...another dilemma...

Kehehe

Balik kampung~~

Tengok wayang....

If you think I'm that, so be it. I don't give a damn

ugh...turn off the Baby Volume already!!

Happy birthday dear Okasan~~ X3

Crazy days!!

Randomness

-INST.-

REUNION!! 8D

The highest epik of all time..

...uuhhhh...

Mary had a lamb~~

clap clap Alamanda clap clap Alamanda clap clap AlaMANda~~~ XD