gotta move on already...

Well...as you all can see, I've deleted my previous post. When I read it again, I feel like my heart is breaking again, and somewhat stupid. So deleting it is the only way to ease my mind... And it did. I need to move on and get myself back into shape. (gambatte, michiyo!! er, or should it be sayuri? :S )

Meh, anyways, it seems that I'm really outdated with the k-pop world. So when I look into allkpop.com...I was shocked to see that there are more boy bands and girl bands debuting ==__==||. I knew Rain was gonna release his first boy band, MBLAQ (perhaps the hottest boyband I've ever seen *drool*), but I never thought that there'll be THAT many groups debuting, ie BEAST, SECRET, f(x), etc.

Jeez, people, enough is enough. I already have problems in keeping up with my current fav artists and I definitely don't need additional ones..

...I should be concentrating on my assignment and studies ---_____---||. Well, over and out!

Something all of us can relate to...

This is dedicated to all teenagers, be it secondary, college or university students.. Let's all go through it together..

huu~ new inspiration! X3

Previously, my inspiration was 2NE1. Now, it's Karina Pasian. I only started recognize her when Park Bom mentioned about her in YG TV, and dang she's talented...and she's my age! O_o

Eh..anyways, one of her songs has really something to do with me.."Baby, Baby". You might think it's some kind of a love song, but it's not. It's about dissing some pathetic guy who doesn't realize a girl's worth. Check the lyrics... (all my FB friends should have read this on my wall :P)

[Chorus]
I ain't her and she ain't me
Why give my love if you can't see that
I ain't giving you whatever you want boy
I ain't another toy in your toy box
(My momma said)
This my love and love ain't free
It's your momma's fault that you can't receive that
It's all good just pick up your face boy
It's all good pick up your face boy

So, as I mentioned in FB, I'll just try to ignore (~~) No matter how much my heart screams, my brain will always dominate what I'm doing. And music like this helps me to keep my feet on earth. So, cheers to the totally single people! ;)

the most stressful week ever...

So, as I mentioned in one of my entries, I had no choice but to take Public Speaking (Malay) as my co-curriculum. I don't hate my instructor. In fact, I respect her... But I'd rather go marching in the middle of the field with the sun right above my head than doing all these assignments she has given us --___--||

Why? Because I'm lazy - 'nuff said. And it's freaking hard to find sources/info about the topic we're supposed to present, which is about Dr. Fazley as a public speaker. Every time we Google his name, gossips about him pops up instead of useful info like his products or his speeches. This is a group work...and I have yet to finish my individual work, which is about commenting a film. Okay, I'll ciao first. Ja ne~~

Biggest bummer of the day...

Note to self..and everyone else.... As a customer/consumer, when you're not satisfied with the services/products, complain straightaway. Why? Coz, for example, u'd end up having a bad haircut...*explodes* AGH!!! MENYAMPAH NYE!!! XO

Ugh..that REALLY adds up to my lists of bende2-yang-sakit-hati-sampai-pening-kepala-gile!!! >_<|| So, I did one of the craziest things I've ever done in my life: cutting my own hair lol But i only cut a bit, whereas Eli did the rest (like doing the layers n stuff). It's still senget, but at least it's better than before...oh well, I'm wearing veil anyways XD. But I seriously need repair after raya..

I lurve 2NE1~~ X3 They're my counsellors...

Love the fanmade remix~



Here's the original version (live) with 'Pretty Boy' at the beginning...

Last week before Raya...

The end of Ramadhan is near. I'm happy, yet a bit sad too. Sad because...I don't know, a lot of things happened this past month that really took a toll on me. Backstabbing, anyone? But it has made me stronger and realized what my true goals are.

Happy, because my family will be whole again (my hong kong tycoon bro is coming home with his wife!! yayy~~). We're finally gonna take family pictures after our last one, which was 6 years ago. I hear it won't be as formal as the usual family pics, so can't wait how it'll turn out ;). We'll also celebrate Eli's birthday (which was on the 8th) this Thursday at Tony Roma's. Haven't tried that restaurant yet, so kinda curious if it's good or not.

PS: I suspect that I have a couple new visitors of this blog. Hehehe...welcome to my sanctuary my dearrsss. Enjoy to your hearts' contents while reading my blog~~ (coz it ain't gonna be nice *devilish grin*) Selamat Hari Raya~~~