[Chord] Aziatix - Slippin Away

Ohhh my days.. This was FREAKING hard to play on guitar! Used chordify.net and it actually gave me the right chords - but the chords were so unfamiliar for me :'(. To simplify it I turned one semi-tone down *phew*. I'll put down both the original and my own modified chords. Here it is:

Original
Gb  Ab  Bbm  Fm
Gb  Ab  Db  Ab

Modified/Simplified
F   G   Am   Em
F   G   C   G

Just repeat the chords throughout the whole song. Now I'm not 100% sure about the second line (ie the one without minors if you can't tell) on both versions, but it still sounds decent to my ears :P. But still let met know if you think it can be improved.

I swear if this wasn't one of my favourite songs of them I wouldn't even think of playing this lol

PS: What the hell? I'm supposed to do my dissertation ==__==||

[Chords] Aziatix - Go

Assalamualaikum and hello~

Oh God, I haven't been here in ages! @_@ Now you might be wondering why I actually came back. Well, lately I've been into playing guitar and I've also become an Aziaddict (a term for Aziatix's fans. woohoo!!) and I have the urge to play their songs on my guitar. But after a few failed attempts of searching for Aziatix's chords, I've started to feel frustrated - until I've stumbled onto Chordify.net and it showed the chords used in the vid - well, sort of. It's not accurate either but it gave me an idea on how to start. So here it is, my first post on chords~ You can play it on piano or any other instruments (that involves chords and melody of course. I don't think drums have them XP). I don't expect anyone to read this since this is for my reference as well (I'm not good in remembering chords for songs until I've played it lots of times), but if there is and the chords sound weird for some reason, do leave a comment so I can know :). Cheers~ Anyways, here are the chords:

[Intro, Verse & Chorus]
G    D    Bm   A


It was easy to figure out the chords than I expected lol. You just repeat the same chords throughout the song. Enjoy~

Everything is messed up straight from the heart

FYI: The title above is a clean version of "Everything is F'ed up" (if u get it lol).

LYRICS:

I'm having the day from hell,
it was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby

[chorus:]
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby

[chorus]

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
'cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

[chorus x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up

Ok, enough with the moody background (which I've changed) and those crappy sad songs. "Gotta pick myself up, where do I start"...it's time for a change. I've removed that person from my friends list, so let's start a new chapter..

events~

I wanted to publish a new post last week, but i kept delaying it because i have weird illnesses... Gastric, low blood, n there's one little lump at the back of my neck (which probably explains y i keep getting headaches..). Anyways, let's just continue with wat i'm gonna write last week!!

25th August...It's not my birthday, but it's definitely the date that I'll make sure to remember for the rest of my life! :D

I went to Kolej Alamanda to break fast with my college friends at one of the warungs (which is just outside of the college). I didn't think many would turn up - but there were. Shockingly O_o. But even with the long table outside, it was still packed. Even some of them had to be separated from us and eat inside.. I'm really sorry guys TT_TT.

The original plan was to break fast in Mid Valley this week, but none of them are free on other days except Friday. But on that day, I'm gonna have dinner with my family..which is for my birthday. They originally planned to make a farewell party on that day... TT.TT

Well, ok, at first I asked my mom about it whether we can change the dinner to an earlier date, and she said it was ok for her. But then my bro won't be free on Thursday. And I thought that it won't be fun if we leave him out of it, so I told them let's just continue with the plan.. After that, my friends and I were almost in a dilemma on how to decide the date. Then Emma told me that we should just break fast at one of the warungs..so we went with that instead. But I really wanted to go to Mid Valley with them...

Anyways, here are the presents that they gave me~

Blanket given by my 'sisters'~ thank u so so much girls! I'll definitely use this on cold days :D

Syimir gave me this~ hehe. He thinks this one's cute (but i think it's ugly XD). Still, it's sweet of him to give me this. Thanks~ (it's even sweeter with his perfume on it lol)

Farisha gave me some chocolates for me to eat on the plane. Hehe, very considerate of her~ Plus, Mu'i, Ja'ar and Azraii gave me duit raya. So cute~ X3 I love u people!! I almost cried..no, really. I did. Especially after I saw Atira's tears welling up in her eyes. I'm like, "Oh, s**t. Please don't cry!!" Then when I was about to get ready, Shiqin shouted to me, "Don't cry! Otherwise I'll cry too!!" Um...ok, nice advice? XD jk~

Seriously though, I mean... there will be at times when you feel like you don't belong here. But then at times like this, you'll wonder - what did I do to deserve all of this love?? I mean, I don't think I contributed much to them. I pulled out of JPK, I don't talk much, and I'm not smart n skilled enough to teach them the subjects that they don't know... So, yeah...it really makes u wonder... But I'm really, really glad to have great friends like them. Again, I love you guys very much!! <3 <3

And yes...I finally let go of my grudge. If I hadn't even glance at him I wouldn't even realize he had wave at me. Like, seriously dude. You have a voice...at least shout "Bye" or "Good luck" or something.. ==___==|| Well, I waved back anyways... When I think about it, it's somewhat stupid of me to get myself in this mess in the first place...

Hehe. But then something weird (but expected) happened on my birthday... Gastric AND low blood pressure ==__==||. Way to start my day... I guess that explains why I keep feeling light-headed + headache this whole time... Anyways, yeah. So the doctor said I couldn't fast n when we got home, my mom straight away toasted some bread n made milo for me (even though it was afternoon. but there was nothing for me to eat except the stuffs you would eat for breakfast..) She already suspected that I got low blood like a loooonnngg time ago - I just didn't want to accept that fact XD. NOW I can say I have low blood... *sigh* why is this happening to me..?

Well, illnesses aside.. We went to Tony Roma's for my birthday dinner~ And yes, my mom forced me to eat a lot on that night (which I did but...it turned out it's actually not good for low-blood people), so I was freaking full.. Thank God we went walking after that. Ezhan and Kakak gave me a trench coat as a present (which I always wanted since..I played a fashion game lol)...actually, more like Kakak recommended Ezhan to buy that one. But he didn't know what a trench coat was - thank God his fiancee was with him XD. He told me to wear it just in case it fits or not. When we got to the store - luckily my parents were experienced with winter clothing.. turns out the size he bought was a size smaller. So we exchanged with a bigger size n walla!

Hee~ thank u guys! :D

So ya, I guess that's about it... omo, last Saturday there was a breaking fast with the whole family at my house. It's not as hyped or loud as it used to be, but it was still fun - especially when we get to see the babies' stunts and all. Aww...cute little munchkins!! X3 But, to my horror...Mama called everyone to sing me n Eli happy birthday. Thank God most of the men and some women went for Terawih at that time... So yeah, move along! XD Oh, and I finally got on my piano for God knows why... Still, it was a great feeling again. Some of my cousins were impressed I could play some of the Playhouse Disney's songs, ie Dibo dibo ding, Little Einsteins n so on~ (yes. I watch Playhouse Disney with my niece n nephew. Got problem with that?!) But...meh. They're just simple melodies. If you're asking me to play a Chopin piece or Alicia Keys song, then I'll definitely flunk out XD.

For toda-ay~ I just got back from Kedah, just to see Mak Tok one last time before departing.. Hm...I wonder why my mind's still not registered that I'm gonna go to UK. lol For God's sake, woman! You're going to UK in another 2 weeks!!!

Over and out...

Of baby-sitting, induction, and visa

Saturday

At the house we were left with Ashaz. Even though I didn't have to help my mom cooking/making Malay desserts n such, I was still left damn tired just by carrying this little rascal ==_==||. His mouth is still not talking, but his hands and his feet just won't stop moving... Even while we carry him he'll try to climb up more! Haiya... But a baby is a baby, and is cute. So I is love him XD.

That evening we finally went to my sister's new house in Shah Alam, where we helped her with the preparations for the doa selamat at that night (a house-warming as well). After the whole thing finished, our maid, Kak Tum and I went to Aunt Mas' house to stay overnight there. Kak Tum wanted to go out with their maid, Kak Su on Sunday, whereas I wanted to attend the induction on that day as well. You know, just to spend time with my friends...probably for the last time.

Sunday

I woke up at 7.30, realizing that my friends involved with the induction were already at INTEC. So I arrived late and missed the opening speech. I had a bit of a wardrobe malfunction because none of my friends brought the yellow jersey for me (which is supposed to be worn by the sophomores)...well, it was my fault that I didn't tell them earlier. So I wore a black t-shirt...turned out that the juniors also wore the same thing. So I looked like a junior myself lol. I thought I'd be really embarassed with all the others asking, "Why aren't you wearing the jersey?" But I guess I didn't care at that time, because all I thought about was trying to have a good time with my friends.

Although I was really looking forward to spend time with them, it turns out that most of my housemates are busy with their own jobs ie some became facilitators, some were taking care of the checkpoints, and a few others didn't come. Thank God Nazirah, Amoy, Yani and Hathira were with me...otherwise I'd be bored to hell! Actually, I spent a lot of time with Nazirah for God knows why. Maybe because we were in separate classes this sem and couldn't talk much, so it's like our revenge for that time.

So yeah. Again, I disappeared in the middle of their post-mortem, because Aunt Mas and the family were already waiting for me in their car. So I just told one of my roommates to send my regards to the others. Though, I wish I could've at least took a photo with them...

After that, I followed Aunt Mas and the others to Shah Alam Mall. Alif (aka ADAM) and Nanith wanted to change their mp3s...or whatever they wanna do over there. We went to Giant to get something for Alif before he went back to Segamat and ate at Pizza Hut. I have to admit...I'm a really slow eater, especially among my family >_<||. But if I eat too fast, my chest would hurt and I'd feel like I'm suffocating. *sigh* I guess I am a black sheep in my family.. (dah la anak accident. anak paling pelik plak tu --_--||). When we got back, Aunt Mas was thinking of letting me and Kak Tum stay there for another night. But it turned out I really can't -- Papa already made an appointment with Fiona to collect our documents and go make our visas straight away.
Monday

Woke up quite early, if I do say so myself XD. We reached the InterStudy's office first to check, sign and collect our necessary documents. Honestly, I'm really grateful we applied through this agency, because when we reached the UK visa application counters, many of the hopeful students weren't really prepared with the necessary documents and such. So my sis and I were relaxed compared to the others....yet so bored. Because we had to wait for like less than 10 people until it was our turn. And for every person's turn, it felt like it lasted for eternity! (Like I said, most of them weren't prepared) but by the time it was our turn, it was only a few minutes and all that was left was taking a picture.

Picture...dang. I'd understand if they ask me to put my thumbs on the scanner, or maybe one hand but...four fingers (right hand first, then the second), then both of the thumbs?? and before the officer told me to do that, she told me to look up at the cctv-like camera for 5 seconds... This is waayyy freaky... But my mom said those who are doing the US visa must have a more hard time than us because, well, you know why. With all the prejudice and racism, plus with their intolerance to muslims. Dang. After that...weird...visa application, we went to Sogo, had lunch, and bought some clothes.

Tuesday

Today, we went to my sister's house again. Apparently she had to go to the office in the afternoon and she asked us to look after her kids. We did but, I think we just slept most of the times with them XD. We were freaking tired with all the travelling on the road from morning 'till evening. So yeah, that's just about it from us.


PS: Oh, I forgot to mention... I am officially in love with...






















































































SE7EN!!! XD



Below is a live performance from him, featuring T.O.P from Big Bang:



That's all from me for today. Salam Ramadhan and happy fasting~

The Tings Tings - We Walk

If you don't know them, they're the ones who sang 'That's Not My Name'. Still don't know? Well...go search them on YouTube ;P. Anyways, this song is unique, as expected from an European group. A getaway for me from all the mainstream songs XD.

Yours and I (Park Bom vs. Jason Mraz)

This is so cute!! I love the songs: Jason Mraz's I'm Yours and Park Bom's You and I, but it never occurred to me that both would go together very well! It's mixed by the previous DJ I mentioned (see the previous post). Enjoy~

Miyavizm~

...oh...em...GEE!!!

It's been so LONG since I'm updated with the J-music world, especially J-Rock. Vamps released 2 singles this year (which are both VERY contrast to each other..), Gackt is involved in another movie project, and Miyavi...MIYAVI!! IS!! MARRIED!!! LAST YEAR!!!!! and guess what? He has a daughter! A FREAKING BABY GIRL!! Only 4 months after his marriage..well, that's expected, but STILL!!!

*ehem* Just so you know, the reason I'm writing in capital letters (aka shouting) is because I'm really surprised, not because of jealousy, hatred bla bla bla. No, not at all. It's because I never expected him to marry so...early? I don't know..it's rare for rockers to marry in their 20s (well, for me la), especially Japanese men when they're all about concentrating on their careers at that particular age..

Anyways, all in all I'm really happy for him. Heck, his wife, Melody, is really pretty! She was a well-known J-pop artist, but retired in 2008 as she wants to focus on becoming a fashion designer. I think she's about the same age as Miyavi, which is yet another surprise, since a married couple usually has a few years of age gap (if not more..). From what I heard from their mutual fans, both seems to have many similarities despite their looks and image. And they seemed to be really happy, especially after they got their first child, Lovelie Miyavi Ishihara. Strange name..I know..but there's a reason behind the name Lovelie, which meant 'The reason of love', or something like that.

I want to post some pics of the happy family but the connection or blogger is messing up --.--+. Really pissed off..

Anyways, Miyavi has released two new songs as well (one in 2009 and another 2010). Here are the two vids respectively. Enjoy~






lol I bet u didn't think I'd listen to these kind of songs. You should have seen or heard my mp3 playlist back when I was 13 or 14! XD Ah, memories~ I think I was much happier back then with my imaginations running wild. Even Kelly Clarkson's "Behind These Hazel Eyes" kept me motivated to write my lotr fanfic. Hehe. Over and out~

PS: Oh, and just to make ur head hurt or spin even more, here's a world tour version of 'Survive' PV. 8D

oh my masik~ masik masik~

lalala~~ u know, ur not the only one who's reading my blog darling. there are other people here as well. Heck, I'm not even asking you to listen to those songs. Who told you to concentrate on that? Hmmm????

So, back to my original business here.. You guys probably never heard of a girl group named Secret (or maybe you do but they don't really stick in your mind). Though I'm really impressed with their 2nd song, Magic. It's really catchy~



At first I thought they mispronounced 'Magic', probably bcoz of Korean slang.. Turns out that they purposedly make it sound like that lol. Magic + Music = Masic, get it?

Anyways, I've been watching almost all of their Magic performances that I can stumble upon, probably for the past few months :P. I just love watching the leader~ (the blonde one), she seems very energetic. She's probably the main dancer in the group as well.

So yup, I guess this'll be my..oh, it's midnight already XD. Ok, then let it my 1st post for today. Over and out~

everything happens for a reason...

If you haven't noticed, i've been posting the same quote up there in YM and FB. XD

But it makes sense.. Everything does happen for a reason. And somewhat the song "Without U" by 2PM has really something to do with my life right now..... No, I'm not talking about what happened last year, I'm talking about NOW!

I ain't gonna write it here though. ANYWAYS! Let's move on to something more serious... why am I not studying INVESTMENT?!?! @_@ The freaking paper is on Wednesday and yet I'm not studying anything!! If I stay at college I'd be taking too many naps..so I thought going home is better. Turns out I just sit at my bed the WHOLE DAY, surfing the net on my laptop.... *sigh* I guess we really can't escape the cyberworld huh? --__--||

Hm..since this blog is supposed to be about music, I'm gonna give a few suggestions for you guys to hear (hell, I don't even know if my readers are gonna care or about this or not, but WHO CARES?!)

* 2AM - 1st Mini Album (Repackaged)
>> I Did Wrong
>> Can't Let You Go Even if I Die

* 2PM - Don't Stop Can't Stop (Mini Album)
>> Without U (original & remix ver.)
>> Maja [As soon as can be(?)] (original & space ver.)

* Alicia Keys - Element of Freedom (Album)
>> Love is Blind
>> Doesn't Mean Anything
>> Try Sleeping with a Broken Heart
>> Wait Til You See My Smile
>> Un-Thinkable (I'm Ready)
>> Put It in a Love Song [feat. Beyonce]

...Hm, this seems pretty cool. Meheh~ 8D
Over and out!

Letters (2nd time i'm doing this :P)

I. Put your iTunes/Ruckus/Napster/etc on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IV. Tag 11 friends who might enjoy doing this.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
La-La-La

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Shiawase ni Narou (Let's Be Happy)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Telephone... o_o??

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
2 Dome no Kanojo

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Perfect Girl (haha, don't we all girls want dat?)

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Moonchild (riighht...)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Kiro

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Melody~

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Ophelia (wha??)

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Fare Well (lol)

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Yume no Tsubasa (night wings???)

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sakura Drops

13. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Over-Rated (HAHAHA!!)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
The Christmas (x kene mengena lgsg --__--||)

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
L.O.V.E (lol nice one~)

16. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
TTL 2 (Time to Love 2)

17. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Got a Little Something for You

18. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Let the Flames Begin (that is so wrong... ==__==||)

19. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I remember you

20. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
DRACULEA ~CICO's Castle~

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Boo~ (bukan yg ngutuk2 eh, boo as in "You are my Boo~")

22. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
G.O.O.D Luv (..dats the worst thing?? O_o)

23. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Stupid (nice...)

24.DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Chocolate Love

25. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Intro (Big Bang's japanese self-titled album)

26. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
CASINO

27. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Letters

Leona Lewis - I See You

Walking through a dream

I see you

My light in darkness breathing of new life

Now I live through you and you through me

Enchanted

I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

I live through your love

You teach me how to see

All that's beautiful

My senses touch your world I never picture

Now I give my hope to you

I surrender

I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life

I offer my love, for you

When my heart was never open

(and my spirit never free)

To the world that you have shown me

But my eyes could not division

All the colours of love and in life ever more

Evermore

(I see me through your eyes)

I see me through your eyes

(Living through life flying high)

Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

I live through your love

I live through your life

I see you...

I see you...

[credits: metrolyrics.com]

I guess I don't need to mention the movie of this song lol. The lyrics are so captivating that I just have to put it here. (well, it IS my blog, so I can do whatever I want with it 8D). Sequel~ Sequel~ Sequel~~~~ X3

*sigh* I wanna try playing this song...

Tae Yang - Wedding Dress (translation)

Some say it's not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There's something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
It's not me (next to you)
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
It's not me (next to you)
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

*source:
http://minsarang.wordpress.com/2009/11/13/lyrics-tae-yang-wedding-dress-kor-rom-eng/
http://community.livejournal.com/yg_bigbang/1381823.html

PS: Honestly, i really don't know which translation is the right one, so I kinda mixed it up... But you get the big picture.

PSS: WAAAHH!!!! This is song is even SADDER!!! TTT_TTT

...I think I'm in the R&B touchy-feely mode. Maybe it's coz I miss my housemates and classmates so much.. Love you guys. Thank u for the great memories...

Park Bom - You and I (translation)

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go
Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze
And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’ll be right here baby

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

PS:...the music video is sweet at first, but the ending was totally sad TT_TT

Something all of us can relate to...

This is dedicated to all teenagers, be it secondary, college or university students.. Let's all go through it together..

huu~ new inspiration! X3

Previously, my inspiration was 2NE1. Now, it's Karina Pasian. I only started recognize her when Park Bom mentioned about her in YG TV, and dang she's talented...and she's my age! O_o

Eh..anyways, one of her songs has really something to do with me.."Baby, Baby". You might think it's some kind of a love song, but it's not. It's about dissing some pathetic guy who doesn't realize a girl's worth. Check the lyrics... (all my FB friends should have read this on my wall :P)

[Chorus]
I ain't her and she ain't me
Why give my love if you can't see that
I ain't giving you whatever you want boy
I ain't another toy in your toy box
(My momma said)
This my love and love ain't free
It's your momma's fault that you can't receive that
It's all good just pick up your face boy
It's all good pick up your face boy

So, as I mentioned in FB, I'll just try to ignore (~~) No matter how much my heart screams, my brain will always dominate what I'm doing. And music like this helps me to keep my feet on earth. So, cheers to the totally single people! ;)

Randomness

Put your ipod, zune, mp3 player, or miscellaneous on shuffle. Whatever the first line of the chorus is in the song - that is your response to the question, no matter what it says. If you don’t know the first line of the chorus, just guess. Post it, no matter how embarrassing it is.

(Example: Your friend tells you there’s something in your teeth.
You say: “Come on baby, don’t fear the reaper” - Blue Oyster Cult)

1.Your boss tells you you’re fired.
You say: I can feel the light, now I see a drawing picture(?) - Zwei, Hikari

2.You realize you have no money in the middle of buying something important.
You say: If I fall and all is lost - Evanescence, Cloud Nine

3.Your boyfriend/girlfriend tells you they love you.
You say: Sorry sorry sorry sorry (XDD) - Super Junior, Sorry Sorry

4. Someone angrily flips you off.
You say: I close my eyes and fly away - Epik High, Track 13 (feat. TBNY) [Map the Human Soul]

5. Someone says you’re a sinner.
You say: It seems as if I'm more into you(???) - Bi (Rain), More Into You (feat. Taewan aka C-Luv)

6.You trip over a curb on the sidewalk and people snicker.
You say: None

7.The cashier throws your money back at you (now that you have it).
You say: You are always gonna be my love, always - Utada Hikaru, First Love

8.Your friend tells you they lost your brand new pet.
You say: When I like it, I don't hide it - Utada Hikaru, Automatic Part II

9.Someone accidentally eats your entire lunch, the only food you had today.
You say: setsunaihodo ni kimi o omotte (instant walkway, you think..??) - L'Arc~en~Ciel, fate

10. You take a nap and wake up in a gas station.
You say: You're like oxygen - SHINee, Love Like Oxygen

11.You get caught shoplifting - whether you meant to steal or not.
You say: FREAKS!! Victims of today praying for death - girugamesh, FREAKS

12.You receive a threatening email from a famous serial killer.
You say: Even though I stray from you, don't you ever stray from me - Tae Yang, Only Look at Me

13.Someone asks you how your day has gone so far.
You say: Now..i cant take it anymore - Bi (Rain), Lack of Space

14.Someone tells you there’s toilet paper trailing on your shoe.
You say: Kowareta tte (It's broken??), Baby it's all right - Bennie K, MY WAY

15.You accidentally spill a scalding hot drink all over a scary old man.
You say: Cheong nun hashida (i don't know if that's the actual lyrics, and i don't know the meaning) - Epik High, Heesaengyang

16.Suddenly you lose a tooth!
You say: None

17.You come home to find robbers in your living room.
You say: Come back to me, baby - Big Bang, You Turn/Wrong Number aka So Beautiful

18.Next, the cops come to your house and say you’re wanted in 5 different states.
You say: Don't let go of that hand - L'Arc~en~Ciel, Neo Universe

19.After the identity theft is cleared up and the cops leave, you drop your cell phone in the toilet.
You say: How about tonight? One night magic - Utada Hikaru, One Night Magic

20.Finally someone you can’t stop thinking about rescues the day by asking you out.
You say: All of my life, I've been in hiding, wishing there was someone just like you - Sarah Brightman, Deliver Me

21.The person who asked you out wants to know how your day went over all.
You say: Everyone let's try, well I don't mind - Monoral, I Don't Mind

-INST.-

I. Put your iTunes/Ruckus/Napster/etc on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IV. Tag 11 friends who might enjoy doing this.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
2003.10.16 (a date?? XDD)

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Scream

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Heaven~~ XDD

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Rainism (i always am)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Swing of lie....?!?! O_o

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
24/7 (ok, not DAT much)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Love & Truth..?

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Sad Tango LOL

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Sunday "after"noon

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Nagwon...? (I don't even know wat dat means)

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
forbidden lover XDDD

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Believe in LOVE

13. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Negai (a request) [Instrumental]

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Flow~~

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Shout at the Devil XD

16. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Kiss the Baby Sky

17. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Riyuu 1 (reason 1) [interlude]....wha? there's no music.. :(

18. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Matador love XDD

19. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Pocketful of Joy

20. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
I love you (to who?? XD)

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Crazy Day lol

22. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Negai (again..but with vocals)

23. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
MILK (??)

24.DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Map The Soul

25. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Kuroi Namida (Black tear in eye)

26. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Chisa Star...?

27. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
-INST.-

Hating them just gives me headache --_--||

Ok, I'm gonna be honest now. I used to be antis of DBSK, SNSD and Super Juniors (I think there were more, but I forgot...). But now, I've become a fan of DBSK, SNSD's "Gee" is stuck in my head and I'm listening to SuJu's new album as I write this.

So I have decided that I will not and never will be an anti to any artist, even Britney Spears. Because then again, they're just humans. It's not like as if they caused the economic crisis nowadays, and they don't kill people. Ok, maybe the announce of them marrying and etc. made fans go suicidal, but that's the FANS' PROB, not THEIRS. Who the heck told them to kill themselves anyways?!?!

If I don't like the artist's image or song, I'll just ignore and say nothing. Take SNSD for example. A few years back people said they don't behave well like criticizing artists such as Tae Yang (his name means 'sun'), and Tiffany went all, "Tae Yang? What kind of name is that?" They probably want to make a joke out of it, but I guess they did it wrongly which made the V.I.Ps (Big Bang's fanclub) really angry. Nowadays though, they became much more popular because of "Gee" as well as Tae Yeon's solo activities. I think they're doing pretty well right now, despite the bashing of their anti-fans and their extreme fanboys (which are psychos).

And SuJu, I think the reason why people hate them were because they used to lip-synch (I think. If I'm wrong please correct me). Or perhaps it's because the number of members are just ridiculous (whoever stuffs 13 people into one group?!). But then again, we can't blame them. It's the company that decides the line-up and number of people in a group.

DBSK...I wonder why I hated them that time.. Probably it's because they used to lip-synch quite a lot, and me and sis actually thought all of them had plastic surgery (well, ok, maybe some of them DID have plastic surgery). But...that's it XD. Now they don't lipsynch anymore, and they're such a group of cute dorks.

So, my conclusion is... it's the COMPANY that should be blamed! Why the heck do they have to decide these groups' images?? Let them decide themselves! And why the heck do they always import foreign composers?!?! So not patriotic... And I hate how the founder pushes BoA through promotions...give her a break man! She's still young!

Edited Playlist

Btw, don't be surprised if my playlist suddenly doesn't auto-play anymore, coz I realized that it can give heart attack to some people (including myself) if they aren't careful with their speakers' volume XD. AND I added a LOT of songs in it X3