events~

I wanted to publish a new post last week, but i kept delaying it because i have weird illnesses... Gastric, low blood, n there's one little lump at the back of my neck (which probably explains y i keep getting headaches..). Anyways, let's just continue with wat i'm gonna write last week!!

25th August...It's not my birthday, but it's definitely the date that I'll make sure to remember for the rest of my life! :D

I went to Kolej Alamanda to break fast with my college friends at one of the warungs (which is just outside of the college). I didn't think many would turn up - but there were. Shockingly O_o. But even with the long table outside, it was still packed. Even some of them had to be separated from us and eat inside.. I'm really sorry guys TT_TT.

The original plan was to break fast in Mid Valley this week, but none of them are free on other days except Friday. But on that day, I'm gonna have dinner with my family..which is for my birthday. They originally planned to make a farewell party on that day... TT.TT

Well, ok, at first I asked my mom about it whether we can change the dinner to an earlier date, and she said it was ok for her. But then my bro won't be free on Thursday. And I thought that it won't be fun if we leave him out of it, so I told them let's just continue with the plan.. After that, my friends and I were almost in a dilemma on how to decide the date. Then Emma told me that we should just break fast at one of the warungs..so we went with that instead. But I really wanted to go to Mid Valley with them...

Anyways, here are the presents that they gave me~

Blanket given by my 'sisters'~ thank u so so much girls! I'll definitely use this on cold days :D

Syimir gave me this~ hehe. He thinks this one's cute (but i think it's ugly XD). Still, it's sweet of him to give me this. Thanks~ (it's even sweeter with his perfume on it lol)

Farisha gave me some chocolates for me to eat on the plane. Hehe, very considerate of her~ Plus, Mu'i, Ja'ar and Azraii gave me duit raya. So cute~ X3 I love u people!! I almost cried..no, really. I did. Especially after I saw Atira's tears welling up in her eyes. I'm like, "Oh, s**t. Please don't cry!!" Then when I was about to get ready, Shiqin shouted to me, "Don't cry! Otherwise I'll cry too!!" Um...ok, nice advice? XD jk~

Seriously though, I mean... there will be at times when you feel like you don't belong here. But then at times like this, you'll wonder - what did I do to deserve all of this love?? I mean, I don't think I contributed much to them. I pulled out of JPK, I don't talk much, and I'm not smart n skilled enough to teach them the subjects that they don't know... So, yeah...it really makes u wonder... But I'm really, really glad to have great friends like them. Again, I love you guys very much!! <3 <3

And yes...I finally let go of my grudge. If I hadn't even glance at him I wouldn't even realize he had wave at me. Like, seriously dude. You have a voice...at least shout "Bye" or "Good luck" or something.. ==___==|| Well, I waved back anyways... When I think about it, it's somewhat stupid of me to get myself in this mess in the first place...

Hehe. But then something weird (but expected) happened on my birthday... Gastric AND low blood pressure ==__==||. Way to start my day... I guess that explains why I keep feeling light-headed + headache this whole time... Anyways, yeah. So the doctor said I couldn't fast n when we got home, my mom straight away toasted some bread n made milo for me (even though it was afternoon. but there was nothing for me to eat except the stuffs you would eat for breakfast..) She already suspected that I got low blood like a loooonnngg time ago - I just didn't want to accept that fact XD. NOW I can say I have low blood... *sigh* why is this happening to me..?

Well, illnesses aside.. We went to Tony Roma's for my birthday dinner~ And yes, my mom forced me to eat a lot on that night (which I did but...it turned out it's actually not good for low-blood people), so I was freaking full.. Thank God we went walking after that. Ezhan and Kakak gave me a trench coat as a present (which I always wanted since..I played a fashion game lol)...actually, more like Kakak recommended Ezhan to buy that one. But he didn't know what a trench coat was - thank God his fiancee was with him XD. He told me to wear it just in case it fits or not. When we got to the store - luckily my parents were experienced with winter clothing.. turns out the size he bought was a size smaller. So we exchanged with a bigger size n walla!

Hee~ thank u guys! :D

So ya, I guess that's about it... omo, last Saturday there was a breaking fast with the whole family at my house. It's not as hyped or loud as it used to be, but it was still fun - especially when we get to see the babies' stunts and all. Aww...cute little munchkins!! X3 But, to my horror...Mama called everyone to sing me n Eli happy birthday. Thank God most of the men and some women went for Terawih at that time... So yeah, move along! XD Oh, and I finally got on my piano for God knows why... Still, it was a great feeling again. Some of my cousins were impressed I could play some of the Playhouse Disney's songs, ie Dibo dibo ding, Little Einsteins n so on~ (yes. I watch Playhouse Disney with my niece n nephew. Got problem with that?!) But...meh. They're just simple melodies. If you're asking me to play a Chopin piece or Alicia Keys song, then I'll definitely flunk out XD.

For toda-ay~ I just got back from Kedah, just to see Mak Tok one last time before departing.. Hm...I wonder why my mind's still not registered that I'm gonna go to UK. lol For God's sake, woman! You're going to UK in another 2 weeks!!!

Over and out...

Of baby-sitting, induction, and visa

Saturday

At the house we were left with Ashaz. Even though I didn't have to help my mom cooking/making Malay desserts n such, I was still left damn tired just by carrying this little rascal ==_==||. His mouth is still not talking, but his hands and his feet just won't stop moving... Even while we carry him he'll try to climb up more! Haiya... But a baby is a baby, and is cute. So I is love him XD.

That evening we finally went to my sister's new house in Shah Alam, where we helped her with the preparations for the doa selamat at that night (a house-warming as well). After the whole thing finished, our maid, Kak Tum and I went to Aunt Mas' house to stay overnight there. Kak Tum wanted to go out with their maid, Kak Su on Sunday, whereas I wanted to attend the induction on that day as well. You know, just to spend time with my friends...probably for the last time.

Sunday

I woke up at 7.30, realizing that my friends involved with the induction were already at INTEC. So I arrived late and missed the opening speech. I had a bit of a wardrobe malfunction because none of my friends brought the yellow jersey for me (which is supposed to be worn by the sophomores)...well, it was my fault that I didn't tell them earlier. So I wore a black t-shirt...turned out that the juniors also wore the same thing. So I looked like a junior myself lol. I thought I'd be really embarassed with all the others asking, "Why aren't you wearing the jersey?" But I guess I didn't care at that time, because all I thought about was trying to have a good time with my friends.

Although I was really looking forward to spend time with them, it turns out that most of my housemates are busy with their own jobs ie some became facilitators, some were taking care of the checkpoints, and a few others didn't come. Thank God Nazirah, Amoy, Yani and Hathira were with me...otherwise I'd be bored to hell! Actually, I spent a lot of time with Nazirah for God knows why. Maybe because we were in separate classes this sem and couldn't talk much, so it's like our revenge for that time.

So yeah. Again, I disappeared in the middle of their post-mortem, because Aunt Mas and the family were already waiting for me in their car. So I just told one of my roommates to send my regards to the others. Though, I wish I could've at least took a photo with them...

After that, I followed Aunt Mas and the others to Shah Alam Mall. Alif (aka ADAM) and Nanith wanted to change their mp3s...or whatever they wanna do over there. We went to Giant to get something for Alif before he went back to Segamat and ate at Pizza Hut. I have to admit...I'm a really slow eater, especially among my family >_<||. But if I eat too fast, my chest would hurt and I'd feel like I'm suffocating. *sigh* I guess I am a black sheep in my family.. (dah la anak accident. anak paling pelik plak tu --_--||). When we got back, Aunt Mas was thinking of letting me and Kak Tum stay there for another night. But it turned out I really can't -- Papa already made an appointment with Fiona to collect our documents and go make our visas straight away.
Monday

Woke up quite early, if I do say so myself XD. We reached the InterStudy's office first to check, sign and collect our necessary documents. Honestly, I'm really grateful we applied through this agency, because when we reached the UK visa application counters, many of the hopeful students weren't really prepared with the necessary documents and such. So my sis and I were relaxed compared to the others....yet so bored. Because we had to wait for like less than 10 people until it was our turn. And for every person's turn, it felt like it lasted for eternity! (Like I said, most of them weren't prepared) but by the time it was our turn, it was only a few minutes and all that was left was taking a picture.

Picture...dang. I'd understand if they ask me to put my thumbs on the scanner, or maybe one hand but...four fingers (right hand first, then the second), then both of the thumbs?? and before the officer told me to do that, she told me to look up at the cctv-like camera for 5 seconds... This is waayyy freaky... But my mom said those who are doing the US visa must have a more hard time than us because, well, you know why. With all the prejudice and racism, plus with their intolerance to muslims. Dang. After that...weird...visa application, we went to Sogo, had lunch, and bought some clothes.

Tuesday

Today, we went to my sister's house again. Apparently she had to go to the office in the afternoon and she asked us to look after her kids. We did but, I think we just slept most of the times with them XD. We were freaking tired with all the travelling on the road from morning 'till evening. So yeah, that's just about it from us.


PS: Oh, I forgot to mention... I am officially in love with...






















































































SE7EN!!! XD



Below is a live performance from him, featuring T.O.P from Big Bang:



That's all from me for today. Salam Ramadhan and happy fasting~

New housemates, new classmates, new life..

..but that doesn't mean I stopped hanging out with my old housemates ;). So I like said in one of my previous posts, I was sheet-y scared of how my college life's going to be with all the change of roommates, change of class and all that. Turns out though, it ain't so bad as I thought (yes, i know. I should've think positive instead at that time ==__==).

Ehem, anyways...my housemates turn out to be crazy as well (it's a compliment dearies, plz don't take it too hard), but their craziness is different than my old housemates were, how should I say it...more girly? lol coz my old housemates were more brutal and tomboy-ish. Nonetheless, they still make me laugh - DAMN hard! LOL I especially enjoy being in the same house with my classmates - Azi, Ulfah, Hathira, Faezah and Juliana. Crazy things happened to us in the past 2 weeks (flooded bathroom, unattached toilet seat, etc etc), but it was also filled with laughter, especially when we talk about ourselves and the pasts. Hehe, I'm glad I'm in the same house as you guys. 8D

Like I said though, I never forget my old housemates. Although there was a bit conflict and misunderstanding between us, it was already solved yesterday. At first I thought Sha had change into a different person, and I was Goddamn scared for her - but it looks like she's still the same old sweet Sha I recognize. So glad to have you back gurl!! TT^TT Syakira and Syaza r still the same, though I could sense that their house was quieter than last sem...probably cuz every room has one emptied bed, literally. One moved to UiTM Puncak Alam, another plans to enter politeknik, and the last one is moi, but I sometimes fill up that bed from time to time, usually to accompany Syakira when the other two are out. And I guess the saying "The further apart you are, the closer your hearts are" (or something like that) really implies here. I think I've grown closer with my housemates compared to last sem..

Next, my classmates. At first, it was first class, totally, highly, uber AWKWARD!! SERIOUSLY!! We were in our own pack doing our own thing while waiting for the lecturer, and there was barely any communication at all among us!! But thankfully, the gap between us became smaller - slowly but surely - and we started talking to each other like pals. And..hm, I'm not even sure if I should call it 'admire' or 'crush', but someone did caught my attention. Ah well...only time will tell. I'm tired of keeping my hopes up, and I definitely don't want history to repeat itself.

Ahh, and another interesting topic... Last Thursday, most of the former CSD12D-ians went to rock climbing in Shah Alam, along with a few friends from other class. We already planned to go there since last week, so we were excited. However, I might wanna remind those who plan to rock climb - don't wear shoes aka go barefoot. I noticed my friends who did that have climbed up faster than those who wore shoes (and I'm among them, unfortunately --__--), and succeeded in reaching the top. Probably coz we'd have better gripping with our feet and we can even climb our way up even if our feet aren't on the rocks.

After that we had an early dinner in Burger King (which is just a few walks away from the rock climbing place) and celebrated my classmate, Nazmi's birthday. Each of us offered to buy him at least one item of food/beverage, but somehow one of us bought a set instead, so he had TWO sets of meals. To our shock, he succeeded on finishing them, but we chipped in a bit for his sake. lol

Lastly, this morning I went to my first co-curriculum class for this sem, and it was Public Speaking. No, not that Malay one.. The ENGLISH one!! Like FINALLY!! I've longed to enter that course ever since I entered college! I had to start over from scratch though - like, if I have continued the Malay one, I would've been a level higher, whereas for this one I have to start over in level one - but it was worth it. The lecturer is cool too. He graduated last year with a degree in law (I seriously salute him...) and he was in the Malaysian debate team, whom won third place in an international debate competition. (Again, I salute him..)

But, as usual, something happened that made the lecturer disappointed. There was supposed to be around twenty people in that class, but only six of us turned up (and only one guy turned up. you know who you are...). All of us were shocked by the attendance, and the lecturer couldn't continue his lesson because of that (even though it was supposed to be just introduction, but eh...I was hoping we could get on with the lesson).

So yeah..I guess that's about it. Only two weeks and a lot has happened already. Can't wait what the future might bring us ;). To those who took Matriculations, happy holidays! Enjoy it while it lasts!! XD

PS: Mama Papa xde...blk Kedah :(. Thank God my older siblings are here...over and out... Oh, did I mention my 3-weeks old nephew is 5 kg now? 8D

Another bun!! Another bun!!!

Ehem ehem!! Attention to all people who have been reading this blog loyally...my sis is preggers again!! XD

Um..ya, kinda unexpected, because we thought the next one would be from my bro first. But then again, we can't blame them - it just happens, even though they were on birth control. Ah well, that just shows that we can't go against the nature of life. But all of us are excited and happy for her n hubby nonetheless.

I chatted with her just now, and she once asked zahira, "Zahira nak adik?" and she was like "Nanak!" (it's "tak nak", for those who don't understand). But she asked again, n the toddler said, "Nak". Even till now that's her reply...I guess it's high-time for her to have a friend.

Boy or girl, I don't mind...at least I'm not like SOMEONE who wants a boy (and it's not even his) so that he can pollute the baby's mind with Liverpool. But judging from Tuk E's reaction (my dad btw) he was like "Wah, lagi satu cucu!" but Wan (Mama) was like "Mampus la aku..." XDD I can't wait!! And this one's also a december baby!! X3

ugh...turn off the Baby Volume already!!

So for today's main event, Auntie Mas arranged for the whole family to gather at Uncle Jali's house for high tea to see his granddaughter. Papa, though, went to play golf, and God knows what Ezhan's doing today (probably dating).

We went to pick up Kakak from 1 Utama - she went there to have Zahira play with Ryan (Son of Kak Shara - she's Kakak's close friend) in the baby playground there. Abang Bad was having an exam (jeez, even workers have paper exams just to naik pangkat). We reached her house and waited for her to finish her lunch (which Mama brought from home). At the same time, Mama picked up Kak Ema (Auntie Bedah's maid) to help Kak Tum clean up Kakak's house. After that, we left the maids there and went to Auntie Mas' house, where Auntie Nana, Wan and Mak Su were already there.

Auntie Mas lent us some of her Jubahs and telekung (i think). We were only there for a while and went straight to Uncle Jali's house. Auntie Bedah's family was already there with Auntie Ani and Uncle Jali, together with their granddaughter, Shania (apparently, she was doing her 'work', or making 'cake' as Auntie Ani said XD).

Then, Uncle Rem and his family came - apparently Nina was with them and Arin just got out of the hospital yesterday (Nina had 4 days of holiday due to Pesta Sukan ape ntah.. And Arin had dengue fever) Apparently Nina revealed that there were 2 guys in her school that were fighting over her XDD Uncle Rem and Auntie Liza seemed like they wanna throw up...she's quite open with her parents though. But all of us were happy to hear that she didn't want to change to another school, coz the MRSM in Langkawi is one of the elite schools - if she does though, I'm gonna slap her face.

The baby...was so small! Okay, maybe I'm being a bit biased since I'm used to big babies like Zahira, but seriously! She looks so...fragile. Okay, I'm gonna shut up ==__==||

Another strange thing about this baby, is that she doesn't cry much. She cries only for a while, then there'll be a pause..then cry...then pause. So it's kinda like a play/pause button XD. The TOTAL opposite to Zahira...who was - as usual - clingy to her mom. Everytime her mom just wants to go get more food or go into the toilet, she'll suddenly start to cry unless we distract her with something (like fishies in aquarium). Man...she's so jakun. But I don't blame her, since she doesn't see her parents much at day, so she really wants their attention...at least that's what Mama said.

REUNION!! 8D

Yay!! The whole family is under one roof (for now)!

So yeah, my Hong Kong tycoon bro is back with Kak Dian (his ever-so-crazy wife XD), and Eli's back for her Study Week (study la konon...). Ezhan and Kakak (with her own family) are pretty obvious why they're here, since they live in Selangor area.

Let's start from yesterday... I told Mama, "Nak bawa juga ke si kenik ni (Zahira)?" I was afraid that she would cry when she see Abang and Kak Dian as we were about to pick them up from the airport, just like last time, but Mama said bawa je la. Alas, history repeats itself, as she was clinging on to me for life. Mama was driving, but she kept looking at the back saying, "Eza, pujuk la die!" Abang was like, "Ma, you're driving. Look at the road!"

So Abang practically had a migraine throughout the journey from KLIA to Bangi, and Kak Dian tried her best to calm her down like showing her the chick chocolate (yes, chick as in little chicken). But she still cries. Though I had a feeling that she cried crocodile tears...she barely had tears in her eyes!! *grunt grunt* Habis basah baju aku kene air liur/tear/hingus die...

As we finally, finally reached home, I passed her to Kak Tum and felt so RELIEVED! I took a breather for a while and changed my clothes. We had evening tea and ate all the cakes that Mama had frozen (the ones that she made herself).

Before dinner, as everyone else were praying (it's that time of month for me), Kak Tum asked me to check on the Power Juicer (new one X3) since she was afraid that she might assembled it wrongly. And may I say, how easy it was to use that juicer. You don't need to slice the fruits (well we were making orange juice, so of course the oranges had to be peeled) so you just put the whole thing into it. And may I say how practical yet very quiet it was? It's not your usual juice blender that makes a lot of noise that you can't even hear yourself talking. So anyways, even though you add air gula into it, you can actually taste the difference.

So juices aside, we had a blast at dinner as usual. Though I didn't eat much, because of the chocolates that Kak Dian bought (it's near Easter holiday, so she bought chocolates over there like crazy --__--||), and I ate a lot of it for the evening tea.

For today...nothing much happened, except that Zahirah still freaked out when Abang and Kak Dian got back from their medical check-ups. She's really slow with strangers. So those who have met her should know better. But after a while she seemed to get along with especially Kak Dian, but she's still scared when she was carried by her.

So yeah, that's about it for now. Sorry that I didn't update much about my life, since I had nothing much to say before ^_^||

New bun in the family!!

Yay!! Kak Surini has delivered a baby girl! X3 My mom and I just paid a visit to her ward. She delivered the baby two days ago through caesarian. She tried to deliver normally, but the baby won't come out. The doctor even tried to use vacuum. =__=|| Maybe the baby was too comfortable in mommy's womb.

According to Abang Shahrul (the husband and my cousin), the baby didn't cry at all when she came out. She was just like (o_o) XD. But the baby's sho CUUUTTEE!! Though none of us get to hold her, probably coz we're scared since she's still small (i mean, if it's zahira, then it's a different story, coz she was big). Hehe...all that's left is Abang and abang Shahrizal... The American dudes!