events~

I wanted to publish a new post last week, but i kept delaying it because i have weird illnesses... Gastric, low blood, n there's one little lump at the back of my neck (which probably explains y i keep getting headaches..). Anyways, let's just continue with wat i'm gonna write last week!!

25th August...It's not my birthday, but it's definitely the date that I'll make sure to remember for the rest of my life! :D

I went to Kolej Alamanda to break fast with my college friends at one of the warungs (which is just outside of the college). I didn't think many would turn up - but there were. Shockingly O_o. But even with the long table outside, it was still packed. Even some of them had to be separated from us and eat inside.. I'm really sorry guys TT_TT.

The original plan was to break fast in Mid Valley this week, but none of them are free on other days except Friday. But on that day, I'm gonna have dinner with my family..which is for my birthday. They originally planned to make a farewell party on that day... TT.TT

Well, ok, at first I asked my mom about it whether we can change the dinner to an earlier date, and she said it was ok for her. But then my bro won't be free on Thursday. And I thought that it won't be fun if we leave him out of it, so I told them let's just continue with the plan.. After that, my friends and I were almost in a dilemma on how to decide the date. Then Emma told me that we should just break fast at one of the warungs..so we went with that instead. But I really wanted to go to Mid Valley with them...

Anyways, here are the presents that they gave me~

Blanket given by my 'sisters'~ thank u so so much girls! I'll definitely use this on cold days :D

Syimir gave me this~ hehe. He thinks this one's cute (but i think it's ugly XD). Still, it's sweet of him to give me this. Thanks~ (it's even sweeter with his perfume on it lol)

Farisha gave me some chocolates for me to eat on the plane. Hehe, very considerate of her~ Plus, Mu'i, Ja'ar and Azraii gave me duit raya. So cute~ X3 I love u people!! I almost cried..no, really. I did. Especially after I saw Atira's tears welling up in her eyes. I'm like, "Oh, s**t. Please don't cry!!" Then when I was about to get ready, Shiqin shouted to me, "Don't cry! Otherwise I'll cry too!!" Um...ok, nice advice? XD jk~

Seriously though, I mean... there will be at times when you feel like you don't belong here. But then at times like this, you'll wonder - what did I do to deserve all of this love?? I mean, I don't think I contributed much to them. I pulled out of JPK, I don't talk much, and I'm not smart n skilled enough to teach them the subjects that they don't know... So, yeah...it really makes u wonder... But I'm really, really glad to have great friends like them. Again, I love you guys very much!! <3 <3

And yes...I finally let go of my grudge. If I hadn't even glance at him I wouldn't even realize he had wave at me. Like, seriously dude. You have a voice...at least shout "Bye" or "Good luck" or something.. ==___==|| Well, I waved back anyways... When I think about it, it's somewhat stupid of me to get myself in this mess in the first place...

Hehe. But then something weird (but expected) happened on my birthday... Gastric AND low blood pressure ==__==||. Way to start my day... I guess that explains why I keep feeling light-headed + headache this whole time... Anyways, yeah. So the doctor said I couldn't fast n when we got home, my mom straight away toasted some bread n made milo for me (even though it was afternoon. but there was nothing for me to eat except the stuffs you would eat for breakfast..) She already suspected that I got low blood like a loooonnngg time ago - I just didn't want to accept that fact XD. NOW I can say I have low blood... *sigh* why is this happening to me..?

Well, illnesses aside.. We went to Tony Roma's for my birthday dinner~ And yes, my mom forced me to eat a lot on that night (which I did but...it turned out it's actually not good for low-blood people), so I was freaking full.. Thank God we went walking after that. Ezhan and Kakak gave me a trench coat as a present (which I always wanted since..I played a fashion game lol)...actually, more like Kakak recommended Ezhan to buy that one. But he didn't know what a trench coat was - thank God his fiancee was with him XD. He told me to wear it just in case it fits or not. When we got to the store - luckily my parents were experienced with winter clothing.. turns out the size he bought was a size smaller. So we exchanged with a bigger size n walla!

Hee~ thank u guys! :D

So ya, I guess that's about it... omo, last Saturday there was a breaking fast with the whole family at my house. It's not as hyped or loud as it used to be, but it was still fun - especially when we get to see the babies' stunts and all. Aww...cute little munchkins!! X3 But, to my horror...Mama called everyone to sing me n Eli happy birthday. Thank God most of the men and some women went for Terawih at that time... So yeah, move along! XD Oh, and I finally got on my piano for God knows why... Still, it was a great feeling again. Some of my cousins were impressed I could play some of the Playhouse Disney's songs, ie Dibo dibo ding, Little Einsteins n so on~ (yes. I watch Playhouse Disney with my niece n nephew. Got problem with that?!) But...meh. They're just simple melodies. If you're asking me to play a Chopin piece or Alicia Keys song, then I'll definitely flunk out XD.

For toda-ay~ I just got back from Kedah, just to see Mak Tok one last time before departing.. Hm...I wonder why my mind's still not registered that I'm gonna go to UK. lol For God's sake, woman! You're going to UK in another 2 weeks!!!

Over and out...

updates, updates~

mehehe~ I know, it's been so long since I post the last entry. So here I am~~ :D

Let's start with the latest event.. Yesterday my classmates and I went ice-skating in Sunway Pyramid. As usual it was fun (and damn freaking tired!). But something was missing...maybe because the majority of our class couldn't make it. Surprisingly though, many of the Class A guys (as in those who were not my classmates last sem) turned up. And most of them are already pros in ice-skating themselves.

But I'm ashamed of myself...it was my third trip to the ice rim, and yet I was still shaky as I move. Even Ja'ar said it's like it was my first time playing @_@. Meh, whatever... Mozak was really kind though and likes to say encouraging words, ie I've become better bla bla bla, even though I know it was only partly true.. ==__==|| Jen as usual likes to layan Azi and Tira. That gatal guy, haha. Mui, as usual, was really quiet with us. But he and Ja'ar seemed to enjoy themselves, even though it was their first time. It was also the first for Azraii and Syimir. The first learned fast in the ice-skating rim, but I really feel bad for Syimir - he always fell and even got himself bruises and scratches (ouch...). Syahirah (the only Class A girl to join) was really enjoying the ice-skating. She learned a lot faster than all of us combined on our first time!! Probably because she's petite. FYI, small people and athletics are able to learn how to skate faster compared to tall people and the lazy bums (like me). Others that joined were Husin, his girlfriend Izzati, Ulfah, Faezah and Amoy (the last two joined at the last minute). Farhan didn't play and only watched from our resting place, Su and Nazi (both Class A girls) went around and shopping, and Yani and Hathira did the same, only that they didn't shop.

It was great hanging out with the Class A peeps, but somehow it couldn't compare with last sem, when the whole Class D mates turned up to skate. We played for quite a long time and even had our little picnic in between (sian Adam, kene sapu roti utk semua org lol). Su, Afiq and Quchai were with us. Now they're in their own paths...We met Quchai recently and he seemed to be doing okay and Adam got a call from Afiq for the first time. We don't know what happen to Su though.. All in all, we still pray for their successes in life and hope they are and always will do well :).

Now I am at home, forgot to go shower while I write this and just received news from my dear Hong Kong tycoon bro that my toilet is broken... I don't even know which part is broken but I definitely don't wanna check right now.. Anyways, just so you guys know, my sister-in-law is pregnant and it's confirmed it's a boy! *squeaks* They're gonna have a baby shower tomorrow at our Bangi house. What's a baby shower? Basically it's an event where friends come and give gifts to the expected parents, like a stroller, clothes, anything that's in the must-list baby stuffs. There will also be a few games (but I definitely don't wanna be involved..I think I'm gonna be too groggy tomorrow, and I'll be the only teenager in this house). What I'm really waiting for are the cupcakes!! Yum yum~ It's kinda like favours to those who attend the baby shower. We did that for Zahira's akikah as well. But these cupcakes are a lot nicer~ It's from Wondermilk if I'm not wrong. Oh, and just so you know, my sis-in-law is due on June or July~ Hee, I'm so excited to have another nephew! But she'll deliver the baby in Hong Kong, so I doubt I get to see him in his first year :(.

Ooh, ooh! Talking about nephew~ Ashaz Zaman is CHO CUTE!!! X3 I tried to talk to him and he kept smiling (like a ladies' man. haha)! And he's getting chubbier and chubbier... which makes him more CUTE!! But he's a one funny babeh.. he farts and burps a lot (which is good actually), and likes to poop a lot.. hehe, typical Idris baby. His sister is, as usual, VERY talkative. Here are few lists of her funny words~ (btw, we now officially call Zahira, YAYA)

Scene 1:
Mama: "Yaya, kenapa hidung yaya kembang sangat?"
Yaya: "Kene air!"

Scene 2:
Yaya: "Nak kung!" Note: kung = dukung
Wan Chou: "Yaya jalan la."
Yaya: "Kaki Yaya rosak!"

Scene 3
Papa: "Eh, kenapa xleh nampak ni?"
Yaya: "Mata rosak lah tok."

LOL
with that, I end my latest post~

PS: My bro bought a lot of chocolates for us due to Easter Day. Hehehehehehee~~~can't wait to eat 'em ;)

college break (Bandung)

I haven't been here for a while, probably coz I didn't know wat I should write here... Hmmmm.. well, since the break starts, I haven't been doing much except going to FB. Yup, I'm practically doing nothing rite now...

Oh, but on 29th November, my family (me, Eli, Ezhan and my parents) went to Bandung for four days...or should I say 3 and a half days. Ezhan already booked the flight a few months ago, but somewhere in between, the airlines suddenly rescheduled our departure. We were supposed to reach Bandung around day, but after the reschedule thing, we reached there at night ---__---|| so much for low-cost flight..

But, going to Bandung was quite worth it. According to mama, Bandung the Asian's 'Paris'...or something like that (wait, or was it my classmate who said that? :S). On our 1st day (the day after we reach Bandung), the factory outlets that we went to were kinda...lame. Idk, probably coz most of them were made in China and all, and none of them really caught our eyes. So after looking around the first batch of factory outlets, we went to Pasar Baru (which is equivalent to Warta in Bangi). There, my mom bought kain like crazy coz, well, there'll be a special occasion next year~~ Hihi. Anyways, the workers of the fabric shop were nice and even gave us one of those Teh Botol. I guess they already expected that we're gonna be there for hours. For the first time in my life, I actually slept on their couch! Heck, I didn't really like going to those shops in the first place, but it was taking my mom SO long!! And my dad and bro just HAD to buy fabrics for their working pants and leisure shirts!! ==__==||

After that, (thank heavens!) our supir (or driver/tourist guide :P) suggested us to go to this Levi's store, so we went...and DANG!!! They were cheap!! Ok, I'm not used to go to Levi's stores here, but Ezhan said that usually Levi's T-shirts in Malaysia cost like RM80 the cheapest. There though, it costs about RM30+... so it was our first splurge. (I bought 2 shirts! yay~)

On the 2nd day, we went to one of the volcanoes, Gunung Tangkuban Perahu (in Malay, it means 'perahu terbalik'. If u look carefully, it does looks like an upside down boat). We went to the office there where the guide told us about the history of the volcano (such as when it exploded, the difference between the cold water and hot water of the volcano and lots more...). After that, the guide recommended us to go down to see one of the volcano's craters, called Kawah Domas (or Domas Crater). It costs about 250,000 rupiah per guide to go see the crater, and 1 guide can only lead 5 people max. My dad suggested that we, the siblings go down to the kawah.

At first I didn't wanna go, coz I knew it'd be a long journey. But wat da heck, I probably won't come back to Bandung after this. Though, Eli and I only wore sandals, coz we didn't think we were gonna go jungle-trekking and all, but we went anyways. Along the way, Eli slipped a bit and almost twisted her ankle (I'm telling you, the road was quite steep and slippery. Thank God they did stair-like roads..), but the guide was kind enough to massage her feet so she won't feel much pain after that. The guide seemed really experienced and has worked there for 20 years. His nephew, a peddler came along to help him (I think) and was kind with us too. Even when we reached the crater, they gave us a somewhat brief reflexology together with the clay mud. Yes, clay, the one that we girls use to wear clay masks.

So after relaxing with our feets in the hot water from the geyser. Eli bought the filtered clay in a bottle and we set off to leave the crater. The guide told us the story behind the name of the volcano...but it was too long so I didn't remember much. What I do remember is that a boy, who lost his memory about his mother, wanted to marry this beautiful woman. The woman however, turned out to be the boy's mother. The boy refused to believe that she was his mother because she looked so young and beautiful, and forced her to marry him. The ending was somewhat weird though.. after the woman disappeared into a mountain, the boy threw the boat that he made furiously into the air, and landed on top of his head. Well, I guess u know what happened to the boy after that... Hence, the name 'Tangkuban Perahu'.

At the end of the journey, the nephew took out the stuffs that he wants to sell to us ie. keychains, bracelets, tasbihs etc. I didn't buy anything at all from him, but my siblings bought the keychains and bracelet. It was the price of the keychains that surprised my brother. He thought it was just 400 rupiah because the peddler told him "4 ratus". But it turns out to be 400,000 rupiah, which is almost equivalent to RM100+.. So on the journey back to the city mama gave us a lecture (or to be precise, "sound" us) about buying those stuffs and all... So yeah, we learn our lesson.

After that, we continued our shopping journey and finally came to some decent factory outlets. Eli and my parents bought some shoes, but Ezhan and I still couldn't found the shoes we want (and with the limited sizes they could offer, it was especially hard for me to find decent ones...). Only at that night I bought a pair at Matahari (it's like their own Parkson). I admit that it wasn't all fancy-wansy, but at least I could wear that to my lecture. Ooh, and I bought a nice top that only costs me 30,000 rupiah, equivalent to RM10 X3 (it was 70% offer btw).

Then on the third day, we didn't really have time to look around more, so we just went to one Busana factory outlet and The Secret, which is by far the most decent and fancy factory outlet I've seen. At the Busana, we bought Zahira a tudung~~ XDD And Mama bought a few more tudung for other people back at home (probably her sisters). Then at around 2.30 pm, we went to the airport for our check-ins and stuffs.

So yeah, that's about it about Bandung. Oh, by the way, if you guys ever go to Bandung, don't forget to try their Baso (aka meatballs). It's sooo good (especially with noodles and soup)!! X3 There was one time though, I ate this one called Baso Granit. When I saw the dish, I thought it was ok. But when I cut the Baso, there were freaking sambal in there, which was still ok though. But after a while of eating it....dang, my tummy's probably gonna explode. IT WAS GOD-DAMN SPICY AND HOT!!!!! Another lesson learned: Granit = BOMB!! @_@||

Last week before Raya...

The end of Ramadhan is near. I'm happy, yet a bit sad too. Sad because...I don't know, a lot of things happened this past month that really took a toll on me. Backstabbing, anyone? But it has made me stronger and realized what my true goals are.

Happy, because my family will be whole again (my hong kong tycoon bro is coming home with his wife!! yayy~~). We're finally gonna take family pictures after our last one, which was 6 years ago. I hear it won't be as formal as the usual family pics, so can't wait how it'll turn out ;). We'll also celebrate Eli's birthday (which was on the 8th) this Thursday at Tony Roma's. Haven't tried that restaurant yet, so kinda curious if it's good or not.

PS: I suspect that I have a couple new visitors of this blog. Hehehe...welcome to my sanctuary my dearrsss. Enjoy to your hearts' contents while reading my blog~~ (coz it ain't gonna be nice *devilish grin*) Selamat Hari Raya~~~

activities for this weekend..

Yay~ Another holiday this monday X3. Let's see..on Saturday night we're breaking fast at Auntie Mas' house with the whole family tree, and we're gonna make kuih raya this Sunday~ I'm guessing Quaker oats and Famous Amos' chocolate chips are gonna be in the list (nak makan kuih raya, datang umah time cuti raya nnti :P). Not sure about Almond London and pineapple tart..muahaha, i'm so evil talking about kuih raya while everyone else is fasting (fyi, I'm given a vacation by Lord himself XP). Ugh, but i forgot my accounting text book at my college, and i can't find my two cards: Kad Keluar Masuk Pelajar & Kad Aktiviti Kolej --_--|| I'm guessing I have to pay to replace these cards..

wat da hell...?

Oh dear Lord, how long have I not update this blog XDD.

First of all, I would like to thank my friends in college for giving me one of the most memorable birthdays in my life... At midnight, one of my housemates asked me to go out with her to get some water from the dispenser, but I asked, "Ada apa-apa ke??" Coz I was shit scared that they'd throw flour and/or eggs at me. She said no, so I poked my head out of my room first to see what the others are doing, and they were eating some laksa or something. The coast was clear, so I followed her. Then, when we went back into the house, it was dark inside and I saw a few lit candles on a cake, with my housemates singing Happy Birthday song... I seriously wanted to cry, but I like I said, air mata I jual mahal... At that time as well, my class rep wished me as well through sms. Such a sweet guy X3. And not forgetting my classmate Faezah as well.

Then, the next day, my classmates and I were doing our thing before class as usual. All of the sudden, the whole class started to sing Happy Birthday. It was...quite embarrassing, but I was really happy.

Although I didn't get any presents from them, at least they remember my birthday, and they wished me with sincerity...unlike someone --__--||

Talking about him... my feelings for him have decrease. Why? Don't know...maybe it's because of his insensitiveness towards a lady friend that ticks me off.. What I do know is that I still care for him as friend, and sometimes i see him as brother... But lately, we don't send sms-es to each other like we used to. Probably because both of us are always packed with schedules. I'm cool with that of course.

Haha..I feel so stupid back then when I started to get to know him. I thought, "Oh wow, we're already so close in one day. We might become best friends or something." Ya rite... Reality check, I'm not good in talking with guys, and he's always busy yada yada yada. Plus, I never have a best friend..so what makes me think that I can be best friends with an opposite gender, when I never have a best friend with the same gender??? So to hell of daydreaming about our friendships...I got better friends, I got family that rocks my world, and nothing can change that.

What made me decide on the title of this post...is that I have a really weird dream, but I'll only write the conclusion of that dream... His gf told me to stay away from him. Hm...is that a sign? Probably. Heck, I'm not that close with him anymore. So why the bloody hell would I want to stay away from him when I'm already away from him in the first place?

All of this somehow made me realize why I meet this guy who likes me (LIES), but already has a gf, and why I never have a bf in my entire life... I kept asking Him to give me protection after most of my prayers. That made me question - is this the protection that He has given me? If it is, then I'm grateful that He is protecting me from this unknown world called 'couple'. No matter how much my heart screams to have a partner, I just hope He would protect me from this until I've finish my studies, or when the time comes for me to get a husband. This is for my own good. I repeat, THIS IS FOR MY OWN GOOD!!

Oh, I almost forgot. Thanx again to my family who celebrates my birthday last night. We went to Jake's near...Bangsar or Damansara? Haha, I'm bad at geography :P Ooh! And I got a journal from my sis. And it's neat~~ XD Thanx again to my old friends. I miss you guys TT_TT

yes, yes, i forgive you and...

hm...so yeah, I do forgive you. It's not like I hate you for criticizing me and all, because it's a fact XD. Yeah~~ I guess both of us were shallow and dense back then...oh well :P

Btw...i guess I forgot to mention that I'm already back from Chiang Mai last Monday. XDD Meh...but too lazy to talk about it in the blog, coz too lazy to upload ze photos :P.

To answer your question..

..Okay, so I read one of my friend's blogs about the tudung question she asked me last year... Even though it's SO last year, I'm still gonna write a reply to that entry.

When I read back the answers I gave you, I guess I realized how immature I was at that time. Truthfully, when I meant by 'It depends' at that time, means that I would wear tudung when I hang out with friends (aka you guys), but I won't when I'm with my family (yes, I know, it's STILL doesn't makes sense). But we haven't hang out since, so you really don't know what changes I have made since after SPM.

I've worn tudung since the beginning of the year..I don't know how, but I've become more serious and worn tudung everytime I go out (...ok, maybe only twice, but i've learned my mistakes --_--||). But as I grew accustomed to wearing tudung, I then realized what made me not wearing tudung before - my family. Okay, my dad is an exception, since he's been growing up in a religiously strict environment, and Ezhan supported me as well, even asking me, "You x nak try pakai selendang ke??" But my other siblings...GUH! I don't know what the heck their problems are...especially my eldest bro. He kept saying "Buka je la tudung. Don't be like kakak la." Even my other family members were like, "OMG, are you trying to be like your sister?" (FYI, she was like an 'ustazah' when she was in MRSM, but when she graduated from 'U', she's a total different person). And Eli and Mama were like, "Ala...buka je la! Siapa nak ngorat ko??"

...U have no idea how hurtful I've been receiving those kinds of responses/comments, just because I've started wearing tudung, a Hijjab, that's a part of the Holy Islamic rule. It's true that I'm not 100% nice, innocent and oh-so-religious like other people, but is it wrong for me to decide what I wanna wear?? Do you have any idea that I've been trying to wear tudung since a long time ago, but then these - THESE obstacles were in my way.

You probably won't understand why it takes me a long time to finally wear tudung, when you just have to put it over your head; or why I'm so hurtful by listening to those comments when I should just be ignorant and do my own thing...because your family's not like that at all. I was easily influenced by my siblings, taking up the latest styles, buying expensive facial washes, going to Coffee Bean, and the list goes on... No, you probably won't understand, since you don't have a sibling who's only had 5 or 6 years of education in Malaysia; or a sibling who thought that some of them veiled women are just covering up the devil side of them, so might as well just expose yourself just to be 'true' to yourself.

Just to be precise with the answer to your question again about whether I'm gonna wear tudung at U - YES, I'm going to wear it, and NO, I'm NOT going back to those days. Even though I'm going to UiTM's Shah Alam campus, the so-called 'world social class' campus - I won't change my ways. And just to be precise with you again, I still love my siblings and family, even though they threw negative comments at me - with or without realizing it. I hope that answers your questions and such. Hopefully we can chat again soon - or maybe later, since I'll be entering college life this 27th --_--||

Yet another unfortunate event...

OMG...it hasn't even been one week! My cousin was robbed yesterday! O_O And it was on 9am....9 A. M!!! ON FREAKIN DAYLIGHT!!

She lived in an apartment (yes, apartment people!!) in kota damansara all alone, and she works through laptop (she hasn't got an office yet). She said that usually she would let the sliding door in her room opened, just to let in more vantilation (is that how you spell it??).

But when she turned away from her laptop, there was a knife pointing at her arm. There were two of them. One of them asked her where her jewellery, money, etc. were, and she just showed them where they were. Then, they led her to an empty room and told her to face the wall. They covered her with a quilt from the bed and took everything outside. In the middle of it, she was praying and just stood there without moving.

One of the thieves came back and, strangely, asked her if she wants the keys. She said, "Up to you la." (Her mind was blank at that time. Wat do you expect?). But the thief just threw the keys at her and said, "Sorry."....SORRY?!?!?! WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?!?! "Sorry that I broke into your house?" or "Sorry that I'm stealing your stuffs?" or "Sorry that I put a quilt on top of you and threaten you with a knife?!?!" ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?! You people should just DIE and ROT IN HELL!! Or, even better, let BOTH of your hands CUT OFF so that you can live in MISERY!!!

...Okay, I'm done talking shit about those sons of bitches. ^_^ FYI, those two robbers are actually Malay. Screw you...

PS: Tomorrow, I'll be going to Chiang Mai with my family...I know, weird time to go, but we already booked the flight before the robbery at our house happened, so we had no choice but to go (Otherwise, those stupid AA staffs will burn the money). Even my dad wasn't in the mood to go and thought of cancelling it...eh, wat da heck. We'll try and relax ourselves there...

One of my wishes finally came true..

In another two days - ok, scratch that - one day PLUS, my family and I will be departing for Umrah, so that means no computer/handphone/music/PSP for 9 days for me. SO... I would like to apologize to those whose feelings I have hurt (but never realized it) as well as for my mistakes and wrong doings, or just any stuffs that I do that just ticks you off. Hopefully I will become a better person when I come back...of course, I don't think I can give up on the electronic stuffs XDD. And that my family and I will arrive there, do the ibadat, and return home...safely.

Insya-Allah, I will pray for everyone's success in whatever everyone's doing or will be doing. Assalamualaikum...

PS: I heard the temperature there is 40 degree celcius PLUS...hopefully we can survive there ==__==||

Another bun!! Another bun!!!

Ehem ehem!! Attention to all people who have been reading this blog loyally...my sis is preggers again!! XD

Um..ya, kinda unexpected, because we thought the next one would be from my bro first. But then again, we can't blame them - it just happens, even though they were on birth control. Ah well, that just shows that we can't go against the nature of life. But all of us are excited and happy for her n hubby nonetheless.

I chatted with her just now, and she once asked zahira, "Zahira nak adik?" and she was like "Nanak!" (it's "tak nak", for those who don't understand). But she asked again, n the toddler said, "Nak". Even till now that's her reply...I guess it's high-time for her to have a friend.

Boy or girl, I don't mind...at least I'm not like SOMEONE who wants a boy (and it's not even his) so that he can pollute the baby's mind with Liverpool. But judging from Tuk E's reaction (my dad btw) he was like "Wah, lagi satu cucu!" but Wan (Mama) was like "Mampus la aku..." XDD I can't wait!! And this one's also a december baby!! X3

ugh...turn off the Baby Volume already!!

So for today's main event, Auntie Mas arranged for the whole family to gather at Uncle Jali's house for high tea to see his granddaughter. Papa, though, went to play golf, and God knows what Ezhan's doing today (probably dating).

We went to pick up Kakak from 1 Utama - she went there to have Zahira play with Ryan (Son of Kak Shara - she's Kakak's close friend) in the baby playground there. Abang Bad was having an exam (jeez, even workers have paper exams just to naik pangkat). We reached her house and waited for her to finish her lunch (which Mama brought from home). At the same time, Mama picked up Kak Ema (Auntie Bedah's maid) to help Kak Tum clean up Kakak's house. After that, we left the maids there and went to Auntie Mas' house, where Auntie Nana, Wan and Mak Su were already there.

Auntie Mas lent us some of her Jubahs and telekung (i think). We were only there for a while and went straight to Uncle Jali's house. Auntie Bedah's family was already there with Auntie Ani and Uncle Jali, together with their granddaughter, Shania (apparently, she was doing her 'work', or making 'cake' as Auntie Ani said XD).

Then, Uncle Rem and his family came - apparently Nina was with them and Arin just got out of the hospital yesterday (Nina had 4 days of holiday due to Pesta Sukan ape ntah.. And Arin had dengue fever) Apparently Nina revealed that there were 2 guys in her school that were fighting over her XDD Uncle Rem and Auntie Liza seemed like they wanna throw up...she's quite open with her parents though. But all of us were happy to hear that she didn't want to change to another school, coz the MRSM in Langkawi is one of the elite schools - if she does though, I'm gonna slap her face.

The baby...was so small! Okay, maybe I'm being a bit biased since I'm used to big babies like Zahira, but seriously! She looks so...fragile. Okay, I'm gonna shut up ==__==||

Another strange thing about this baby, is that she doesn't cry much. She cries only for a while, then there'll be a pause..then cry...then pause. So it's kinda like a play/pause button XD. The TOTAL opposite to Zahira...who was - as usual - clingy to her mom. Everytime her mom just wants to go get more food or go into the toilet, she'll suddenly start to cry unless we distract her with something (like fishies in aquarium). Man...she's so jakun. But I don't blame her, since she doesn't see her parents much at day, so she really wants their attention...at least that's what Mama said.

Crazy days!!

A lot has been happening for the past few days. On Saturday, we went to Auntie Mas' house since she invited the whole family there. She stayed at Abang's house at Hong Kong and was really grateful for Kak Dian's hospitality there.

After all the hoo-haa there, Mama, Auntie Mas and watashi went to the An-Nuur shop to get Mama's customized 'tudung Ekin', whereas the other family members (Abang, Kak Dian, Papa, Eli, Ezhan, Kakak's family) went to Kakak's new house to plan further about the renovation there.

After we went to An-Nuur, Nanith called Auntie Mas to pick her up at school. She went to this TV9/ntv7 studio with the other kids to meet Nabil (the 2nd Raja Lawak). After that, Auntie Mas showed us the new link house she bought, probably for her children in the near future. It was quite huge; not only the height, but also the wideness of the house. Though, it costed RM500grand+
--_--|| Kakak only bought hers RM400grand, and it's 5,000 sq.ft. semi-D...

So we went back to Auntie Mas' house and saw that the others were already back. We chit-chat more and Abang invited Auntie Mas and her family to dinner with us at Tarbush, a Middle-east restaurant, at Starhill. Yes, people, Starhill, where all the perasan rich people go to (but the area around it were like hawau XD). And I'm tellin' ya...the food there were TASTY!! With the beef, chicken, kebab, dipped with garlic sauce plus with the Lemon Na' na (..ok, that's actually my drink, which is lemon with freshmint). Even when I woke up in the morning, I could still feel the food in my tummy..

The next day, Wan invited us to have lunch at her house, and Auntie Mas was invited as well. So, again, the hoo-haas. And Zahira as usual wanted to stick with her mom like a baby koala bear. After a while though, she started to play with Nanith.. I always thought Zahira is really tall for her age (which she is, actually) but looking at her next to Nanith, she looks so CUTE! (in terms of size as well)

But Kakak had a total bummer. She had to be at the office in the evening and she's really pissed off.

Anyway, this evening we sent Abang and Kak Dian to the airport. Strangely, Kak Dian ate three, THREE huge parts of roast chicken, together with the ulam + rice. Then, she ate the papaya and had the time to eat ais krim potong before we depart. And they even told us that they'd buy KFC after they checked in...it's weird to think that she eats a lot, coz she's so skinny and has low blood pressure!

Meh...so, that's all I'll have to say for now. Over and OUT! ^_^V

PS: Utada's Come Back To Me actually came out in Mix FM this morning!! ToT I'M SO HAPPY FOR HER!!!

REUNION!! 8D

Yay!! The whole family is under one roof (for now)!

So yeah, my Hong Kong tycoon bro is back with Kak Dian (his ever-so-crazy wife XD), and Eli's back for her Study Week (study la konon...). Ezhan and Kakak (with her own family) are pretty obvious why they're here, since they live in Selangor area.

Let's start from yesterday... I told Mama, "Nak bawa juga ke si kenik ni (Zahira)?" I was afraid that she would cry when she see Abang and Kak Dian as we were about to pick them up from the airport, just like last time, but Mama said bawa je la. Alas, history repeats itself, as she was clinging on to me for life. Mama was driving, but she kept looking at the back saying, "Eza, pujuk la die!" Abang was like, "Ma, you're driving. Look at the road!"

So Abang practically had a migraine throughout the journey from KLIA to Bangi, and Kak Dian tried her best to calm her down like showing her the chick chocolate (yes, chick as in little chicken). But she still cries. Though I had a feeling that she cried crocodile tears...she barely had tears in her eyes!! *grunt grunt* Habis basah baju aku kene air liur/tear/hingus die...

As we finally, finally reached home, I passed her to Kak Tum and felt so RELIEVED! I took a breather for a while and changed my clothes. We had evening tea and ate all the cakes that Mama had frozen (the ones that she made herself).

Before dinner, as everyone else were praying (it's that time of month for me), Kak Tum asked me to check on the Power Juicer (new one X3) since she was afraid that she might assembled it wrongly. And may I say, how easy it was to use that juicer. You don't need to slice the fruits (well we were making orange juice, so of course the oranges had to be peeled) so you just put the whole thing into it. And may I say how practical yet very quiet it was? It's not your usual juice blender that makes a lot of noise that you can't even hear yourself talking. So anyways, even though you add air gula into it, you can actually taste the difference.

So juices aside, we had a blast at dinner as usual. Though I didn't eat much, because of the chocolates that Kak Dian bought (it's near Easter holiday, so she bought chocolates over there like crazy --__--||), and I ate a lot of it for the evening tea.

For today...nothing much happened, except that Zahirah still freaked out when Abang and Kak Dian got back from their medical check-ups. She's really slow with strangers. So those who have met her should know better. But after a while she seemed to get along with especially Kak Dian, but she's still scared when she was carried by her.

So yeah, that's about it for now. Sorry that I didn't update much about my life, since I had nothing much to say before ^_^||

A day with grandma and aunt

Today, our main mission was to visit Wan's (my grandma) house in Keramat, KL. But before that, we went to Pasar Tanglin (is that the name??) to get back the vegetables we left behind last time. The guy there remembered Mama and gave the vegetables to her for free (so nice~). After buying more vegetables, we finally went off. Aunt Bedah called Mama and said that she was on the way to Wan's house as well. Apparently Uncle Hatta's in Vietnam right now, so she used the driver to her advantage to get to Wan's house (as usual XD).

We stopped by at Uncle Jalil's MayFirst shop after that to give him the grocery stuffs Mama bought for him. After buying medic-oils from him, we left and finally reached Wan's house (on the way we saw Aunt Bedah's driver waiting under a tree. Poor guy). I went into the house first and greeted Wan. At first I didn't realize Aunt Bedah was there, until I saw her sitting on the floor at one corner, checking out a handphone. Even Mama didn't realize she was there.

Turns out that the blue, Nokia handphone she was holding was for Wan. Uncle Hatta got no. 5 in a golf competition and got the handphone as a prize. And since it's high-time for Wan to have a newer and better handphone (she has eye problems), Aunt Bedah gave it to her. Wan said it was better than having to buy another one since Uncle Jalil or Uncle Jali (I forgot which one...or was it someone else...?) wanted to buy one for her.

So all three of them sat and talked for a while, while we drank the coconut my mom bought back at the pasar. After that, we went lunch together to this...I don't know how to describe it, but it's like the stalls/restaurants at normal highway resting places. They only had nasi campur, but I and Mama didn't feel like eating nasi (I haven't eaten KFC for a long time T_T). But we ate there anyways since Wan was the one who recommended it (kesian pula kat dia nanti...). The food was okay, nothing special. Mama's paying the bill today. But she said it was quite expensive for a nasi campur restaurant, since she had to pay RM30 (i don't know if that's the normal price for other nasi campur restoran). Then again, they gave free sweets and bananas. No wonder why Uncle Jalil loves to go there.

We went back to Wan's house, and stayed there for quite a while. It was funny listening to Mama and Aunt Bedah talking about their husbands, especially the part where they would only listen to their friends like medicine or good restaurants, instead of listening to their own wives and/or kids.

Eg: Papa heard a restaurant called Subway, where they sell sandwiches. He said, "It's really good!" But thing is, my siblings and I have already went there ages ago XD. And Jaya Jusco behind Wan's house, Mama already asked him to come with us since there's a lot of restaurants there. He didn't want to. But then he went there with his friends and said, "Oh, there were many restaurants there!"... Yes, Pa, we know that already. We went there at the opening week. In Aunt Bedah's case, Uncle Hatta kept buying or being given many kinds of medicines, just because his friends said they're good. He would eat the first few pills. But after that, they're just decorations up in the shelves... See how funny Malaysian fathers can be?

We stayed there for like...3..4 hours?? But it was fun, though. Man, it's been a long time since we had proper family reunions. I so missed Mama's and all the aunties' united voices (especially when they're screaming/screeching/laughing XDD)

New bun in the family!!

Yay!! Kak Surini has delivered a baby girl! X3 My mom and I just paid a visit to her ward. She delivered the baby two days ago through caesarian. She tried to deliver normally, but the baby won't come out. The doctor even tried to use vacuum. =__=|| Maybe the baby was too comfortable in mommy's womb.

According to Abang Shahrul (the husband and my cousin), the baby didn't cry at all when she came out. She was just like (o_o) XD. But the baby's sho CUUUTTEE!! Though none of us get to hold her, probably coz we're scared since she's still small (i mean, if it's zahira, then it's a different story, coz she was big). Hehe...all that's left is Abang and abang Shahrizal... The American dudes!

My future...I wonder...

At first, I was in a bit of dilemma, because I was confused like...should I take actuarial science? Maybe finance? Or accounting? Should I take diploma or pre-U? Wat da heck do I really want?! My parents n sis once said that at my level, I shouldn't take diploma. But what's wrong with diploma? Why do they say it's wasting my time, when I knew that I really do want to do those actuarial or quantitative science, which is only available in diplomas?? *sigh* I almost felt like I want to burst out, until my bro came back yesterday (out of the blue --_--|| he never calls that he'd be back or not).

He said, "Actuarial science in UiTM is the most distinguished. The products from that U and course would get 5 digits for their pay slips." Well, he already told me about it, since the sister of his friend took that course and got RM10000+ for her first job, which got me interested in the first place. Then my mom kept saying I should do accounting, but I thought, "Eli kan buat accounting. We don't need another accountant in the family!" Okay, lame excuse, and I know that accountants have also nice digits in their pay slips. But I do notice that all of my siblings...never study the same course. And none of them follow my parents. Heck, even my cousins mostly study different courses. So I don't want to follow any of their footsteps. I want to do what I want to do, Goddamnit! >_<|| So, again, thank God my bro was here yesterday. His explanations have really convinced my whole family, and my mom was like, "Ah, ok la. At least kat UiTM free education." =__=|| And my sis, "Ha, nanti Eza kerja dapat pay slip kasi la kakak sikit!" ==____==|||| Hehe, but at least they support me. But another dilemma...should I apply to go to Japan or not?... Coz I'm sure I'm not qualified to go to English-speaking countries. My first bro, who was the only one among my siblings to study overseas, said, "You don't need to choose based on the courses that you want. Just go there to get experience." Japan mainly has engineering courses but...I don't want to do engineering. Even my sis said I'm not engineering material type (watever dat is...but u get the point). And I don't want to go back to those science stuffs...unless if I have to. And even though I'm learning Japanese, the Kanji (Chinese characters) are tough like HELL! Even my teacher said there are around 3000@2000 kanjis to hafal for Japanese!!! @_@ And if that ain't enough, if I really do want to study science stuffs there, I have to learn the science terms in Japanese. @@___@@ *sigh* Well, all we can do is just wait right now. My parents kept asking me what my friends have chosen, but I was like, "I also don't know..." But I do know that TK wants to do TESL or nutrition, coz they don't involve maths much. And Fatin wants to do farmasi, since she likes chemistry stuffs. So...whatever courses that are given to us, let's just do our best!! XD