Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Start of Part 2!

Next week msk blk kolej... Cam cepat sgt je masa berlalu. Huu... Idk, I think i'm sheety scared of this sem coz:

1. I won't be the same house as my previous housemates anymore..juz when I'm starting to get to know them TT_TT. And just when I'm starting to get used to Blok A, the girls have to be moved to Blok B...and I heard it's a damn old building compared to the first..

2. I'll be in the same house with most of my classmates...but I don't know if we're gonna be in the same wavelength. Other girls from different classes will be our housemates as well, and I don't know much...

3. Our beloved class CSD12D (or in short, class D) is no more...we're gonna go to separate classes from now on. Though as far as I know, most of my classmates (including myself) have registered into class A. Then again, we don't know how the original residents of Class A are like...

4. I don't know how our subjects are going to be... It usually gets tougher from one semester to another. Let's do our best *fingers cross*

5. Lecturers... I seriously gonna miss our previous lecturers, especially Pn. Huzaimah TT_TT

6. Scholarship...GAH!!! I haven't even finish half of the essay!!! >__<

Over and out....

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

college break (Bandung)

I haven't been here for a while, probably coz I didn't know wat I should write here... Hmmmm.. well, since the break starts, I haven't been doing much except going to FB. Yup, I'm practically doing nothing rite now...

Oh, but on 29th November, my family (me, Eli, Ezhan and my parents) went to Bandung for four days...or should I say 3 and a half days. Ezhan already booked the flight a few months ago, but somewhere in between, the airlines suddenly rescheduled our departure. We were supposed to reach Bandung around day, but after the reschedule thing, we reached there at night ---__---|| so much for low-cost flight..

But, going to Bandung was quite worth it. According to mama, Bandung the Asian's 'Paris'...or something like that (wait, or was it my classmate who said that? :S). On our 1st day (the day after we reach Bandung), the factory outlets that we went to were kinda...lame. Idk, probably coz most of them were made in China and all, and none of them really caught our eyes. So after looking around the first batch of factory outlets, we went to Pasar Baru (which is equivalent to Warta in Bangi). There, my mom bought kain like crazy coz, well, there'll be a special occasion next year~~ Hihi. Anyways, the workers of the fabric shop were nice and even gave us one of those Teh Botol. I guess they already expected that we're gonna be there for hours. For the first time in my life, I actually slept on their couch! Heck, I didn't really like going to those shops in the first place, but it was taking my mom SO long!! And my dad and bro just HAD to buy fabrics for their working pants and leisure shirts!! ==__==||

After that, (thank heavens!) our supir (or driver/tourist guide :P) suggested us to go to this Levi's store, so we went...and DANG!!! They were cheap!! Ok, I'm not used to go to Levi's stores here, but Ezhan said that usually Levi's T-shirts in Malaysia cost like RM80 the cheapest. There though, it costs about
RM30+... so it was our first splurge. (I bought 2 shirts! yay~)

On the 2nd day, we went to one of the volcanoes, Gunung Tangkuban Perahu (in Malay, it means 'perahu terbalik'. If u look carefully, it does looks like an upside down boat). We went to the office there where the guide told us about the history of the volcano (such as when it exploded, the difference between the cold water and hot water of the volcano and lots more...). After that, the guide recommended us to go down to see one of the volcano's craters, called Kawah Domas (or Domas Crater). It costs about 250,000 rupiah per guide to go see the crater, and 1 guide can only lead 5 people max. My dad suggested that we, the siblings go down to the kawah.

At first I didn't wanna go, coz I knew it'd be a long journey. But wat da heck, I probably won't come back to Bandung after this. Though, Eli and I only wore sandals, coz we didn't think we were gonna go jungle-trekking and all, but we went anyways. Along the way, Eli slipped a bit and almost twisted her ankle (I'm telling you, the road was quite steep and slippery. Thank God they did stair-like roads..), but the guide was kind enough to massage her feet so she won't feel much pain after that. The guide seemed really experienced and has worked there for 20 years. His nephew, a peddler came along to help him (I think) and was kind with us too. Even when we reached the crater, they gave us a somewhat brief reflexology together with the clay mud. Yes, clay, the one that we girls use to wear clay masks.

So after relaxing with our feets in the hot water from the geyser. Eli bought the filtered clay in a bottle and we set off to leave the crater. The guide told us the story behind the name of the volcano...but it was too long so I didn't remember much. What I do remember is that a boy, who lost his memory about his mother, wanted to marry this beautiful woman. The woman however, turned out to be the boy's mother. The boy refused to believe that she was his mother because she looked so young and beautiful, and forced her to marry him. The ending was somewhat weird though.. after the woman disappeared into a mountain, the boy threw the boat that he made furiously into the air, and landed on top of his head. Well, I guess u know what happened to the boy after that... Hence, the name 'Tangkuban Perahu'.

At the end of the journey, the nephew took out the stuffs that he wants to sell to us ie. keychains, bracelets, tasbihs etc. I didn't buy anything at all from him, but my siblings bought the keychains and bracelet. It was the price of the keychains that surprised my brother. He thought it was just 400 rupiah because the peddler told him "4 ratus". But it turns out to be 400,000 rupiah, which is almost equivalent to RM100+.. So on the journey back to the city mama gave us a lecture (or to be precise, "sound" us) about buying those stuffs and all... So yeah, we learn our lesson.

After that, we continued our shopping journey and finally came to some decent factory outlets. Eli and my parents bought some shoes, but Ezhan and I still couldn't found the shoes we want (and with the limited sizes they could offer, it was especially hard for me to find decent ones...). Only at that night I bought a pair at Matahari (it's like their own Parkson). I admit that it wasn't all fancy-wansy, but at least I could wear that to my lecture. Ooh, and I bought a nice top that only costs me 30,000 rupiah, equivalent to RM10 X3 (it was 70% offer btw).

Then on the third day, we didn't really have time to look around more, so we just went to one Busana factory outlet and The Secret, which is by far the most decent and fancy factory outlet I've seen. At the Busana, we bought Zahira a tudung~~ XDD And Mama bought a few more tudung for other people back at home (probably her sisters). Then at around 2.30 pm, we went to the airport for our check-ins and stuffs.

So yeah, that's about it about Bandung. Oh, by the way, if you guys ever go to Bandung, don't forget to try their Baso (aka meatballs). It's sooo good (especially with noodles and soup)!! X3 There was one time though, I ate this one called Baso Granit. When I saw the dish, I thought it was ok. But when I cut the Baso, there were freaking sambal in there, which was still ok though. But after a while of eating it....dang, my tummy's probably gonna explode. IT WAS GOD-DAMN SPICY AND HOT!!!!! Another lesson learned: Granit = BOMB!! @_@||

Monday, November 16, 2009

Tae Yang - Wedding Dress (translation)

Some say it's not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There's something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
It's not me (next to you)
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
It's not me (next to you)
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.


*source:
http://minsarang.wordpress.com/2009/11/13/lyrics-tae-yang-wedding-dress-kor-rom-eng/
http://community.livejournal.com/yg_bigbang/1381823.html

PS: Honestly, i really don't know which translation is the right one, so I kinda mixed it up... But you get the big picture.

PSS: WAAAHH!!!! This is song is even SADDER!!! TTT_TTT


...I think I'm in the R&B touchy-feely mode. Maybe it's coz I miss my housemates and classmates so much.. Love you guys. Thank u for the great memories...

Park Bom - You and I (translation)

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go
Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze
And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’ll be right here baby

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..


PS:...the music video is sweet at first, but the ending was totally sad TT_TT

Saturday, October 17, 2009

gotta move on already...

Well...as you all can see, I've deleted my previous post. When I read it again, I feel like my heart is breaking again, and somewhat stupid. So deleting it is the only way to ease my mind... And it did. I need to move on and get myself back into shape. (gambatte, michiyo!! er, or should it be sayuri? :S )

Meh, anyways, it seems that I'm really outdated with the k-pop world. So when I look into allkpop.com...I was shocked to see that there are more boy bands and girl bands debuting ==__==||. I knew Rain was gonna release his first boy band, MBLAQ (perhaps the hottest boyband I've ever seen *drool*), but I never thought that there'll be THAT many groups debuting, ie BEAST, SECRET, f(x), etc.

Jeez, people, enough is enough. I already have problems in keeping up with my current fav artists and I definitely don't need additional ones..

...I should be concentrating on my assignment and studies ---_____---||. Well, over and out!

Friday, October 16, 2009

Something all of us can relate to...



This is dedicated to all teenagers, be it secondary, college or university students.. Let's all go through it together..

Monday, October 5, 2009

huu~ new inspiration! X3

Previously, my inspiration was 2NE1. Now, it's Karina Pasian. I only started recognize her when Park Bom mentioned about her in YG TV, and dang she's talented...and she's my age! O_o

Eh..anyways, one of her songs has really something to do with me.."Baby, Baby". You might think it's some kind of a love song, but it's not. It's about dissing some pathetic guy who doesn't realize a girl's worth. Check the lyrics... (all my FB friends should have read this on my wall :P)

[Chorus]
I ain't her and she ain't me
Why give my love if you can't see that
I ain't giving you whatever you want boy
I ain't another toy in your toy box
(My momma said)
This my love and love ain't free
It's your momma's fault that you can't receive that
It's all good just pick up your face boy
It's all good pick up your face boy

So, as I mentioned in FB, I'll just try to ignore (~~) No matter how much my heart screams, my brain will always dominate what I'm doing. And music like this helps me to keep my feet on earth. So, cheers to the totally single people! ;)

Thursday, October 1, 2009

the most stressful week ever...

So, as I mentioned in one of my entries, I had no choice but to take Public Speaking (Malay) as my co-curriculum. I don't hate my instructor. In fact, I respect her... But I'd rather go marching in the middle of the field with the sun right above my head than doing all these assignments she has given us --___--||

Why? Because I'm lazy - 'nuff said. And it's freaking hard to find sources/info about the topic we're supposed to present, which is about Dr. Fazley as a public speaker. Every time we Google his name, gossips about him pops up instead of useful info like his products or his speeches. This is a group work...and I have yet to finish my individual work, which is about commenting a film. Okay, I'll ciao first. Ja ne~~

Friday, September 18, 2009

Biggest bummer of the day...

Note to self..and everyone else.... As a customer/consumer, when you're not satisfied with the services/products, complain straightaway. Why? Coz, for example, u'd end up having a bad haircut...*explodes* AGH!!! MENYAMPAH NYE!!! XO

Ugh..that REALLY adds up to my lists of bende2-yang-sakit-hati-sampai-pening-kepala-gile!!! >_<|| So, I did one of the craziest things I've ever done in my life: cutting my own hair lol But i only cut a bit, whereas Eli did the rest (like doing the layers n stuff). It's still senget, but at least it's better than before...oh well, I'm wearing veil anyways XD. But I seriously need repair after raya..

I lurve 2NE1~~ X3 They're my counsellors...

Love the fanmade remix~



Here's the original version (live) with 'Pretty Boy' at the beginning...

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Last week before Raya...

The end of Ramadhan is near. I'm happy, yet a bit sad too. Sad because...I don't know, a lot of things happened this past month that really took a toll on me. Backstabbing, anyone? But it has made me stronger and realized what my true goals are.

Happy, because my family will be whole again (my hong kong tycoon bro is coming home with his wife!! yayy~~). We're finally gonna take family pictures after our last one, which was 6 years ago. I hear it won't be as formal as the usual family pics, so can't wait how it'll turn out ;). We'll also celebrate Eli's birthday (which was on the 8th) this Thursday at Tony Roma's. Haven't tried that restaurant yet, so kinda curious if it's good or not.

PS: I suspect that I have a couple new visitors of this blog. Hehehe...welcome to my sanctuary my dearrsss. Enjoy to your hearts' contents while reading my blog~~ (coz it ain't gonna be nice *devilish grin*) Selamat Hari Raya~~~

Friday, September 4, 2009

What's your name's hidden meaning?? (random :P)

This is so true... XD




You Are Gracious and Amicable



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.



You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.


activities for this weekend..

Yay~ Another holiday this monday X3. Let's see..on Saturday night we're breaking fast at Auntie Mas' house with the whole family tree, and we're gonna make kuih raya this Sunday~ I'm guessing Quaker oats and Famous Amos' chocolate chips are gonna be in the list (nak makan kuih raya, datang umah time cuti raya nnti :P). Not sure about Almond London and pineapple tart..muahaha, i'm so evil talking about kuih raya while everyone else is fasting (fyi, I'm given a vacation by Lord himself XP). Ugh, but i forgot my accounting text book at my college, and i can't find my two cards: Kad Keluar Masuk Pelajar & Kad Aktiviti Kolej --_--|| I'm guessing I have to pay to replace these cards..

Monday, August 31, 2009

...i...feel.....blur...meheh! 8D ok, i'm going psycho now... accounting's really not for me, coz i'd go psycho... Am I the only one who thinks that Calculus is much easier than accounting?? Yes? Then I am officially a weirdo...

Friday, August 28, 2009

wat da hell...?

Oh dear Lord, how long have I not update this blog XDD.

First of all, I would like to thank my friends in college for giving me one of the most memorable birthdays in my life... At midnight, one of my housemates asked me to go out with her to get some water from the dispenser, but I asked, "Ada apa-apa ke??" Coz I was shit scared that they'd throw flour and/or eggs at me. She said no, so I poked my head out of my room first to see what the others are doing, and they were eating some laksa or something. The coast was clear, so I followed her. Then, when we went back into the house, it was dark inside and I saw a few lit candles on a cake, with my housemates singing Happy Birthday song... I seriously wanted to cry, but I like I said, air mata I jual mahal... At that time as well, my class rep wished me as well through sms. Such a sweet guy X3. And not forgetting my classmate Faezah as well.

Then, the next day, my classmates and I were doing our thing before class as usual. All of the sudden, the whole class started to sing Happy Birthday. It was...quite embarrassing, but I was really happy.

Although I didn't get any presents from them, at least they remember my birthday, and they wished me with sincerity...unlike someone --__--||

Talking about him... my feelings for him have decrease. Why? Don't know...maybe it's because of his insensitiveness towards a lady friend that ticks me off.. What I do know is that I still care for him as friend, and sometimes i see him as brother... But lately, we don't send sms-es to each other like we used to. Probably because both of us are always packed with schedules. I'm cool with that of course.

Haha..I feel so stupid back then when I started to get to know him. I thought, "Oh wow, we're already so close in one day. We might become best friends or something." Ya rite... Reality check, I'm not good in talking with guys, and he's always busy yada yada yada. Plus, I never have a best friend..so what makes me think that I can be best friends with an opposite gender, when I never have a best friend with the same gender??? So to hell of daydreaming about our friendships...I got better friends, I got family that rocks my world, and nothing can change that.

What made me decide on the title of this post...is that I have a really weird dream, but I'll only write the conclusion of that dream... His gf told me to stay away from him. Hm...is that a sign? Probably. Heck, I'm not that close with him anymore. So why the bloody hell would I want to stay away from him when I'm already away from him in the first place?

All of this somehow made me realize why I meet this guy who likes me (LIES), but already has a gf, and why I never have a bf in my entire life... I kept asking Him to give me protection after most of my prayers. That made me question - is this the protection that He has given me? If it is, then I'm grateful that He is protecting me from this unknown world called 'couple'. No matter how much my heart screams to have a partner, I just hope He would protect me from this until I've finish my studies, or when the time comes for me to get a husband. This is for my own good. I repeat, THIS IS FOR MY OWN GOOD!!

Oh, I almost forgot. Thanx again to my family who celebrates my birthday last night. We went to
Jake's near...Bangsar or Damansara? Haha, I'm bad at geography :P Ooh! And I got a journal from my sis. And it's neat~~ XD Thanx again to my old friends. I miss you guys TT_TT

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

heavy...heavy...headache!!! @_@

Gah!! This is the last thing I need for a 1 week vacation.. A heavy headache with a bit of cold (i can't say it's a flu, coz i don't see any phlegm..) If this still continues until tomorrow, I seriously need to see the doctor again...

Oh, more info - our UiTM MPP blog stated that we'd still have the 1 week Raya break, but there'll be no 'study week'...well gud luck to us TT_TT

Saturday, July 11, 2009

First week of my college life (after MMS)

Jeez...now I know how it feels like how frustrating it is on the first week. There were barely any lecturers present! The only classes that are present with the assigned lecturers are Calculus I, Economics and Computer Programming... We don't know our BEL (English) lecturer, ustaz(ah), etc. etc. The first week, especially the FIRST DAY, was practically a waste of time. Hell, I think the whole class are screaming "GIVE US FREAKING ASSIGNMENTS!!!"

At least the lecturers that we've known so far are cool. I was quite surprised though that there are also non-Malay lecturers in UiTM. Our Economics lecturer is Mr. Gan (you can guess which race he's from). What's more surprising is that he's worked in UiTM for 34 years!! Guess that shows that UiTM ain't racist after all. But he's really nice and always make great examples out of the topics we learned (like if a roti canai costs RM0.50, how much would you eat in a month?).

So far our only assignment is Calculus, but it was so little that I finished it right away when I got into the bus, right after class! So yeah, I'm hell bored here. GIVE ME FREAKING ASSIGNMENTS!!!

Oh, and we had Co-Curriculum speech last Saturday and... May I say it again? How SAD our campus life is? They have like 108 co-curriculur activities, but they can only provide us, Kolej Alamanda students, only ONE activity: Perbahasan Awam...aka Public Speaking in MALAY. @_@ I was going to enter English Debate or something since Ezhan advised me so, but they only have that MALAY PUBLIC SPEAKING!!! Ugh...well, it's just Co-Curriculum, so might as well stick to it if I want to get my diploma...

That's the story of my first week people.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

*clap clap* Alamanda *clap clap* Alamanda *clap clap* AlaMANda~~~ XD

This might sounds crazy from a girl who has never - i repeat - NEVER lived in a hostel before....

I LOVE COLLEGE LIFE!! 8D I don't know why, but...but...i just enjoy it! I have great roommates, the place is nice (it's an apartment converted to college actually) and - well - good exercising (especially when the freaking lift is almost overloaded by those oh-so-smart asses!! Nanti kene stuck padan muka...). And - yeah, well, the guys are kinda good-looking ^_^|| (hey, I'm a girl. 'Nuff said) And ZOH MY FREAKING DARLING GOD, one of the seniors is - is - *sigh* (started to daydream)

...Er..anyway, when I checked online at uitm website on the day before the registration day, they changed the venue of registration from the main campus to Kolej Alamanda in KL...yes, KL, at Jalan Klang Lama. Imagine a campus life with no field to play soccer, no court to play badminton etc. etc...only to see traffic jams on the road and clothes hung by students being flown away...yes, a sad campus life indeed. So here's a brief pic of the college (courtesy of vandyke from panoramio.com).



If you notice, the college has two blocks. Block B is entirely dominated by girls, whereas Block A has girls on the upper floors and boys on the lower floors (yes, I'm in Block A, and I'm SHIT scared, damnit!!)

BUT, many staffs, even the PM (aka Penolong Mahasiswa, the seniors) said that the colleges is the most luxurious one out of all other colleges in Malaysia, and I can't agree more. I bet u guys will start cursing me or something but...JENG JENG JENG~~~ Each room has its own bathroom!! XD Oh, oh, and instead of having a dorm or wing, we have a house...u know, the normal apartment house and all. And each house has three rooms - Room A is for 6 people, Room B for 4, and Room C for 2. And in the 'living room', we have our study tables! That's also where we would iron our clothes, plus a 'powder room'. So yeah, it's quite luxurious for a government college if you ask me..

In this college students are from three faculties - Faculty of Health Science, Faculty of Business of Management (Business Studies & Banking), and Faculty of Computer Sciences and Mathematics (Actuarial Science). I'll let you guess which faculty has the most students....

For BM students (Business), their classes are in the same building (both Blocks are connected from the basements to Level 3), so they're stuck in that building for the rest of their campus life (just kidding). For HS (Health Science), they go to the Jalan Othman campus, where the labs are. And for us, CS (u guess it), we got Beringin campus or something...

The HS students were supposed to be the only students staying in Kolej Alamand
a, but since there were so many people wanting the BM and CS courses, the management had no choice but to stuff us into the college as well. We're the first batch of our faculties to be there, so yeah...we don't really have guidance. Even our seniors who'd be staying with us were also blank about the surroundings. Anyways, us HS and CS students have to take our respective buses to our respective buildings, and the bus will wait for us about 6+ in the morning....even though our lecture starts 8.30am the earliest ==__==||.

PHOTOS TIME!! These are my roommates~~

Sha
(She usually doesn't wear tudung, but she just looks cute in this pic! X3 Oh, and she's also the craziest one, which just lifts up the atmosphere in the room XD)

Syakira
(She's a really great friend and...probably the most alim one in the room(?). 2nd craziest XD)


I don't have the picture of my other roommate, so I'll upload it here some other time ^_^ All of my roommates are really cool (and crazy, which just makes it even better since I'm quiet :P), and we're surprisingly quite co-operative.

And NEXT is our most loveable and sporting PMs:


...Meh, not so clear, but everyone was gathering at the front to take pics of them. So I had no choice but to depend on my height....


Abg Shafie
(The cute PM!! Even though he didn't win the Cutest PM Award :P)

Izzah (our new friend) with
Abg Thoha (he's not a PM actually, but he's the Vice YDP of the Student Council, so it's really an honor to have him with us
^_^)

I actually took a picture with Abg Thoha, but I looked really ugly --_--|| Oh, and I only have a solo pic of Abg Shafie. I'll bluetooth more pics from my friend's handphone.

Dang, both him and Abg Shafie were like celebrities that night! Most of the girls want to take pictures with them - even asking their numbers! (ok well, I'm one of them, but I only asked for his email!) Thank God there were only few of us remaining (the majorities went back home).

There'll be about 2 of them staying with us as well, but the majority are all from the main campus :( I'm gonna miss them. Hopefully we could meet again (but I don't know what to say to them other than 'Assalamualaikum, Kak/Abg'). Thank you for the sweet memories you guys have given me. I really appreciate all of your hard work...

So, that concludes my 51st entry... DANG, I've gone over 50 already?!?! O_O Woohoo!! Uh, ya, anyway, hopefully I can update my blog often so that I won't forget what I'm going through. Peace out!!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.

2)
Italicize those you intend to read.

3) Underline the books you
LOVE (or just make the font bigger)



1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2.
The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4.
Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5. To Kill A Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6. The Bible
7. Wuthering
Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women - Louisa M. Alcott
12. Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19. The Time Traveler's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33.
The Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen

36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39.
Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell
42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stoker
73. The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75. Ulysses - James Joyce
76. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78. Germinal - Emile Zola
79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80. Possession - AS Byatt
81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87. Charlotte's Web - EB White
88. The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94. Watership Down - Richard Adams
95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98. Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo


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Got it from my friend's blog. Apparently none of the books that I haven't read here are the ones that I intend to read :P

yes, yes, i forgive you and...

hm...so yeah, I do forgive you. It's not like I hate you for criticizing me and all, because it's a fact XD. Yeah~~ I guess both of us were shallow and dense back then...oh well :P

Btw...i guess I forgot to mention that I'm already back from Chiang Mai last Monday. XDD Meh...but too lazy to talk about it in the blog, coz too lazy to upload ze photos :P.

Monday, June 15, 2009

To answer your question..

..Okay, so I read one of my friend's blogs about the tudung question she asked me last year... Even though it's SO last year, I'm still gonna write a reply to that entry.

When I read back the answers I gave you, I guess I realized how immature I was at that time. Truthfully, when I meant by 'It depends' at that time, means that I would wear tudung when I hang out with friends (aka you guys), but I won't when I'm with my family (yes, I know, it's STILL doesn't makes sense). But we haven't hang out since, so you really don't know what changes I have made since after SPM.

I've worn tudung since the beginning of the year..I don't know how, but I've become more serious and worn tudung everytime I go out (...ok, maybe only twice, but i've learned my mistakes --_--||). But as I grew accustomed to wearing tudung, I then realized what made me not wearing tudung before - my family. Okay, my dad is an exception, since he's been growing up in a religiously strict environment, and Ezhan supported me as well, even asking me, "You x nak try pakai selendang ke??" But my other siblings...GUH! I don't know what the heck their problems are...especially my eldest bro. He kept saying "Buka je la tudung. Don't be like kakak la." Even my other family members were like, "OMG, are you trying to be like your sister?" (FYI, she was like an 'ustazah' when she was in MRSM, but when she graduated from 'U', she's a total different person). And Eli and Mama were like, "Ala...buka je la! Siapa nak ngorat ko??"

...U have no idea how hurtful I've been receiving those kinds of responses/comments, just because I've started wearing tudung, a Hijjab, that's a part of the Holy Islamic rule. It's true that I'm not 100% nice, innocent and oh-so-religious like other people, but is it wrong for me to decide what I wanna wear?? Do you have any idea that I've been trying to wear tudung since a long time ago, but then these - THESE obstacles were in my way.

You probably won't understand why it takes me a long time to finally wear tudung, when you just have to put it over your head; or why I'm so hurtful by listening to those comments when I should just be ignorant and do my own thing...because your family's not like that at all. I was easily influenced by my siblings, taking up the latest styles, buying expensive facial washes, going to Coffee Bean, and the list goes on... No, you probably won't understand, since you don't have a sibling who's only had 5 or 6 years of education in Malaysia; or a sibling who thought that some of them veiled women are just covering up the devil side of them, so might as well just expose yourself just to be 'true' to yourself.

Just to be precise with the answer to your question again about whether I'm gonna wear tudung at U - YES, I'm going to wear it, and NO, I'm NOT going back to those days. Even though I'm going to UiTM's Shah Alam campus, the so-called 'world social class' campus - I won't change my ways. And just to be precise with you again, I still love my siblings and family, even though they threw negative comments at me - with or without realizing it. I hope that answers your questions and such. Hopefully we can chat again soon - or maybe later, since I'll be entering college life this 27th --_--||

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Yet another unfortunate event...

OMG...it hasn't even been one week! My cousin was robbed yesterday! O_O And it was on 9am....9 A. M!!! ON FREAKIN DAYLIGHT!!

She lived in an apartment (yes, apartment people!!) in kota damansara all alone, and she works through laptop (she hasn't got an office yet). She said that usually she would let the sliding door in her room opened, just to let in more vantilation (is that how you spell it??).

But when she turned away from her laptop, there was a knife pointing at her arm. There were two of them. One of them asked her where her jewellery, money, etc. were, and she just showed them where they were. Then, they led her to an empty room and told her to face the wall. They covered her with a quilt from the bed and took everything outside. In the middle of it, she was praying and just stood there without moving.

One of the thieves came back and, strangely, asked her if she wants the keys. She said, "Up to you la." (Her mind was blank at that time. Wat do you expect?). But the thief just threw the keys at her and said, "Sorry."....SORRY?!?!?! WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?!?! "Sorry that I broke into your house?" or "Sorry that I'm stealing your stuffs?" or "Sorry that I put a quilt on top of you and threaten you with a knife?!?!" ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?! You people should just DIE and ROT IN HELL!! Or, even better, let BOTH of your hands CUT OFF so that you can live in MISERY!!!

...Okay, I'm done talking shit about those sons of bitches. ^_^ FYI, those two robbers are actually Malay. Screw you...

PS: Tomorrow, I'll be going to Chiang Mai with my family...I know, weird time to go, but we already booked the flight before the robbery at our house happened, so we had no choice but to go (Otherwise, those stupid AA staffs will burn the money). Even my dad wasn't in the mood to go and thought of cancelling it...eh, wat da heck. We'll try and relax ourselves there...

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Friendship...I wonder

Yay! I have my own laptop! :D Um, okay, this is SO off topic, but just wanna inform you. Heck, it was my bro's old laptop anyways, and he bought it second-hand XP. Anyways, back to the topic.

IDIOT'S GUIDE TO Friendship for Teens is right next to me. Why the heck was it next to me in the first place? Because I've been reading since yesterday - especially when I read a blog that's been waging a war with another. I even remember there was a fight between two of my closest friends (but they're back together, which makes me wonder even more --_--||), hence the book itself was lying on my desk...maybe my sis was reading it before, but meh...

So all these about having best friends really bugs me. I'll tell you my own experience - I never have a best friend. No, seriously, I don't. Even in the book, there can only be ONE best friend for each of us, but who the heck is my best friend?? I mean, if I'm talking about one of my friends, each of them already has their own best friend, which makes me go back to square one. Yet among the best friends that I know of, they always have conflict with each other. It can be from the smallest things to the biggest. I guess the reason why I never have a best friend in the first place was I'm scared of being back-stabbed. Never in my life will I see some backstabbing among my friends, but it happened slowly. One of them is because of misunderstanding, where this person thinks she's helping her friend, whereas the other thinks her friend is too much. (Yes, you know who you are. I'm just glad you guys are over it. If you're not, I swear I'll slap both of you in the faces).

Another, is because I moved houses/schools too much, especially when I was in primary. The maximum number of years I'd be in a primary school is just two - TWO years!! What do you expect of me trying to understand the word 'BEST FRIEND'?! Okay, fine, people said that you'll find your best friend when you've become a teen - but I see none. I mean, I thought I've found one in Form One, but then we moved classes. Then I thought I've found one in Form Two, but then in recess time we secluded ourselves a bit to our respective groups. And when that person moved out of school in Form Four, I found myself quiet, silent, and lonely. I realized that I need a chatterbox friend to help me gear up for my day. But even now, I haven't contact her yet, because I don't know what I should say to her. It's really frustrating...

Okay, the reason why I started this entry in the first place was - how the heck am I gonna make friends in college?! Sure, there are some guides in that book, but I don't even know if I can seriously follow or understand what I'm supposed to do when I'm there, especially when none of my friends are in the same university/campus with me @_@. (Ugh, Eli's so lucky to have her BFF with her) Another thing, I heard that the people there are like...how do you describe it...'world socialites'?? I mean, I'm used to people that are like very soleh/solehah type of people, or just some average people who know their limits. But these people who bleached their hair and pierced their ear more than one?? I don't know ==__==|| I guess I'm just gonna get used to it...

SO, the moral of the story is...ah, wat da hell. I'll just close this up. END OF STORY.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

I hope you people are DEAD and rot in HELL

On 5th June, around 6.15 am, I suddenly woke up at the sound of noise...which later I found out that it was my mom knocking on my brother's door. She told him to call the police - coz we were robbed by 4 masked men.

Our maid, Kak Tum, was frying bananas in the wet kitchen, which is outside. She heard an alarm coming from one of our neighbours' house. She thought, "Eh, jangan2 la rumah kitorg kene masuk pencuri." And guess what - she suddenly saw 4 heads - 2 of them with long knives/daggers that's about more than 1 metre, 1 with a knife, and 1 with a huge scissor-like thing that can cut off a fence. She screamed, but it was brief, because one of them pointed a knife at her, saying, "Diam! Nanti saya bunuh kamu." They told her to lead them to my parents' room, so she did. But before they went up, they cut off the wire of lamp in Kak Tum's room, and went to the guest room. They cut off the wire of tv in that room as well.

They went up with the tong gas (sorry, don't know in english), and I think one of them went into Eli's room. Thank God Eli was sleeping in my room. Otherwise, God knows what they'll do to her. And thankfully that man only found her pencil case, which he left it outside. They went into my parents' room and told my mom to wake up. She thought it was a dream so she sat up. Then, she realized Kak Tum was at her side, and their arms were tied - Kak Tum with my dad's belt, and my mom with one of the wires.

One of them said, "Mana duit, mana duit!" My mom pointed at her dressing table. She told them to just take anything they want, just don't hurt them and her kids (which is us), but the biggest guy (probably the boss) threw one of my mom's tudung at her, telling her to shut up. They asked where the children and her husband were. She answered that my father went for solat, but she didn't say anything about us. Kak Tum was already shaking with fear and trauma. They stole money (including the Rial currency, which my mom didn't change yet after we got back from Umrah), gold jewellery (they can differentiate between original and fake ones. wtf?!), handphones (including my maid's), watches (again, they only took the originals) and my dad's camera. It lasted about 10 minutes until they left. Kak Tum freed herself (their hands were tied at the front, not at the back) and freed my mom. My mom went straight away to my brother's room.

She woke us up as well and told me to call my dad - only to realize that he didn't bring his phone and was taken by the robbers as well. My dad came back about 5 minutes after the incident. The police from Bangi were already in the area, so they came to check on the house. Other neighbours who went to surau also came when they heard the news, right after they visited the other house that were almost robbed. The robbers at that other house didn't manage to steal anything because Uncle Madnan was screaming his lungs out at the balcony of his son's room until he lost his voice. So they were safe.

Then, the police from Kajang (bigger station) came and interviewed my mom and Kak Tum. Honestly, I can't tell you how scared my mom was, but Kak Tum was more traumatized and was really pale throughout the day. The neighbours, especially the women, came to check on us. One of them even bought some kuih for us. I'm really glad we have thoughtful neighbours like them. Even my mom's whole family came, with some of them stayed until around 10 or 11 pm.

All of us were just glad that my mom and Kak Tum were safe and unhurt. Some of my family joked about me and my siblings in the house not waking up even in the middle of the commotion, but we seriously didn't notice at all. Though our cousin just now said it might've been worse if they caught us as well, because me and Eli - well, you get the picture, since both of us are young women and God knows what they'll do to us, and another is because Ezhan's a guy. Yes, it's even worse if they knew there's a guy present in the house as they'll be more aggressive - heck, I don't even wanna think what'll they do to him if they knew he was here.

Now, all of us are more alert. My dad finally decided to put an alarm system with cctv. Every time I pray, I pray that all of us are safe from harm, and that the robbers should be given heavy punishment, like having their hands cut off. I don't get why the government doesn't allow that kind of rule. Look at Saudi Arabia, they don't have robbers or thieves! It's all thanks to that rule that the country's peaceful and has no crime rates. I seriously hope the special crime team just kill them off by shooting at their head. They're better off dead at the side of the road.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Alhamdulillah~~

I finally got Actuarial Science in Shah Alam and will start this 27th June. Most of my friends have gone to their respective universities/matriks and already gone through the orientations...and this quite scares me a bit O_O||. According to one of my classmates, who've gone to UiTM in Kuantan (if I'm not wrong), only slept for like...what, 3-4 hours?!?! >_<|| She didn't even have time to even take a shower or even eat! I really wonder how I can survive there...especially since I'm such a heavy sleeper @_@

Apart from that, I find it funny that my mom and sis were more excited than me when they heard I got actuarial science... Of course I'm excited, but at the same time I'm nervous about college life there.

Friday, May 22, 2009

I'm BACK!!! XD

Dear Lord...I'm so happy to be back in Malaysia. Syukur Alhamdulillah....

The Umrah journey was..quite unexpecting. I mean...well, let's just say that I have mixed feelings for it. Don't get me wrong. I love visiting Masjidil Haram, the Kaabah, makam2 Rasulullah and his fellow friends etc. But staying in Makkah for 5 days and Madinah for 3 days...it just made me realized how grateful I should be that my country's weather is not as dry as Saudi Arab...IT WAS FREAKING DRY!!!!!

On the first day, we reached Jeddah at about 1 or 2 am (Arab local time..it's 5 hours earlier than Malaysia time) and went off to Makkah. There, we ate supper/breakfast and went straight to do umrah. It was really tiring and was certainly unexpected, especially with so many people doing the umrah as well. The next day (or should I say later that day), we went to Tana'im to start our next umrah, but on the way back, I started to have bleeding nose --_--|| Just my luck... So my parents told me to stay in the hotel.

On the third day, we went for the third umrah (or for me, it was the second). My dad was curious about me skipping the second umrah, even though I did the niat and all, so he asked the ustaz that was in charge of our group at dinner. Little did we know, I'm still in debt to do another umrah. Otherwise, we have to pay the dam RM350+ to slay a lamb....yes, imagine how HUGE it is if I didn't do another umrah. Thank goodness the next day we quickly did the umrah, which means it was the fourth for my family, but the third for me. But ustaz said it's already enough because we only have five days in Makkah.

My dad, who never thought of doing it in his previous visits here, was somewhat encouraged to touch Hajarul Aswad while doing tawaf sunat after knowing that one in our group had done it, so he tried about three times. Luckily, when it was Isyak time, he solat right in front of it. It was thanks to a couple of Arab men who called him to sit next to them. When he came back, the smell of Hajarul Aswad on his sleeve and right hand spread throughout the room. And boy, it smelled really nice. I couldn't remember the last time he was that excited on achieving something.

So the next day we went off to Madinah. It was about 480km from Makkah to Madinah, equivalent to 5 hours of journey on bus. It was damn long, so we stopped at this one small masjid. I was expecting more from Saudi Arab but...it seems that even our country, a third world country, is even better than that first or second world country (May Allah bless you, Tun Dr. Mahathir). The public toilets were even worse than ours!! I don't mean to exaggerate here, but keep that in mind if you are about to go Umrah or Haji.

Even in Madinah, we thought we were going to sleep in 5-star hotel. But according to ustaz, their 5-star hotels are like our 3 or 4-star hotels. And yes, he was right. And our room was considered a suite, but to us, it's just like a normal room. But at least it was better than the hotel in Makkah where we stayed. According to ustaz, it was said that the dusts in Madinah can heal any sickness. In fact, when we arrived there, the air smelled better (though I can't blame Makkah because it was under construction at that time). But when I got into the hotel, I was suddenly attacked by flu. Jeez....first the bleeding nose, now the flu... Thank God my mom brought many tissue pockets.

The food that was served in Makkah was better than in Madinah. But my mom said, "Would you rather have better food or better bed?", because we can always buy kebabs. Talking about kebabs, be it in Makkah or Madinah, they're not bad at all. They're not as oily as ours - in fact, there was a lot of herbs and veggies put into them (that explains why so many Arabians don't have blood pressure or cholesterol problems, no matter how fat they are). And the ice-creams....DANG!!! It's the kind where I would really call them ice-cream, because it's made out of fresh cream. In Makkah, we had mixed flavour, one cup for 2 Rial (RM2...and it's quite a lot for a RM2 ice-cream!) In Madinah I the vanilla/chocolate ice-cream once, hence the stupid flu.

Strangely though, there were a lot of import food in Arab, with most of them from Europe. I guess they're quite quality-control when it comes to food, hence since they're living in the desert.

But one thing that ticks me off there, are the people. Not the Arabians (they're quite nice if you ask me), but the foreigners, especially the Pakistan people. I thought our people are a bit rude, but boy, they're one of the most uncivilised people I'd ever seen! Okay, I know that not all Pakistanis are like that, but seriously - who would take their wudu' from the zam zam drinking water place?? Who would sleep in a masjid for so long like a sleeping buddha?? Who would shoo you away from them when there's a lot of space next to them?! And who the HELL would push you every time they walked past you or when we're supposed to queue to get the air zamzam?!?! I'm talking about those Pakistani old ladies, people!!! Grr...I'll stop here, even though there's more to it than you could ever imagine.

So there you have it, for now. I'm still having the stupid flu, and it really ticks me off since I haven't been sick for a long time. I enjoyed the ibadat, even though it was tiring, but I definitely didn't enjoy the weather and some of the foreign people there. Thank you God for giving our country the peace that we need, and thank you God for giving us the perfect weather. Amin...

PS: I forgot to mention that all of my sickness were mostly based on the pill I took. I was supposed to have, er, that time of month, so I took the 'family perancang' pill. I think the girls will understand what I'm saying ;)

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

One of my wishes finally came true..

In another two days - ok, scratch that - one day PLUS, my family and I will be departing for Umrah, so that means no computer/handphone/music/PSP for 9 days for me. SO... I would like to apologize to those whose feelings I have hurt (but never realized it) as well as for my mistakes and wrong doings, or just any stuffs that I do that just ticks you off. Hopefully I will become a better person when I come back...of course, I don't think I can give up on the electronic stuffs XDD. And that my family and I will arrive there, do the ibadat, and return home...safely.

Insya-Allah, I will pray for everyone's success in whatever everyone's doing or will be doing. Assalamualaikum...

PS: I heard the temperature there is 40 degree celcius PLUS...hopefully we can survive there ==__==||

Thursday, May 7, 2009

You got the FIRE!

Okay, it's a little late for me to announce them, but here I go:

2NE1's Fire MV!!!


Street ver. (aka Dance ver.)



Can you spot the 'special' guest??


Space ver. (aka Individual ver.)




I don't know which one I like the best...'cause both MVs are just great!! The song is definitely different - Teddy (the composer) did well in experimenting with reggae beats. And I admit that they're not one of the best-looking girl groups..but at least they have one thing other groups don't have - plastic-free faces, attitude and PURE talent!! Minzy is not ur typical cute Maknae (which I like), Sandara definitely slapped her antis on the faces, Bom is attractive, and CL just ROCKS!

But, like any other MVs/groups, there are still some imperfections. I wish that they didn't digitalized Sandara's voice in her parts - it just makes me wonder how her voice sounds like :( And I wish Bom's face would just relax and not be too tensed in her parts. I think they concentrate a lot on CL, but I don't blame them since it is their first single. I hope the YG composers would concentrate on them as a group in the future.

Whatever it is, I wish them the best, and hopefully they would win #1 in every K-charts as well as winning the best rookie/new group. ;)

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

"We're Just Friends"



This should remind ourselves that we shouldn't play around and just be 'friends', because human temptations can come anytime, especially when we're alone..well, not really, since there'll be a third party.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Another bun!! Another bun!!!

Ehem ehem!! Attention to all people who have been reading this blog loyally...my sis is preggers again!! XD

Um..ya, kinda unexpected, because we thought the next one would be from my bro first. But then again, we can't blame them - it just happens, even though they were on birth control. Ah well, that just shows that we can't go against the nature of life. But all of us are excited and happy for her n hubby nonetheless.

I chatted with her just now, and she once asked zahira, "Zahira nak adik?" and she was like "Nanak!" (it's "tak nak", for those who don't understand). But she asked again, n the toddler said, "Nak". Even till now that's her reply...I guess it's high-time for her to have a friend.

Boy or girl, I don't mind...at least I'm not like SOMEONE who wants a boy (and it's not even his) so that he can pollute the baby's mind with Liverpool. But judging from Tuk E's reaction (my dad btw) he was like "Wah, lagi satu cucu!" but Wan (Mama) was like "Mampus la aku..." XDD I can't wait!! And this one's also a december baby!! X3

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Decided!!...yet still in dilemma

..For other stuffs XDD Um..yeah, so I decided to just go with actuarial science. They (my bro n sis) might have a point that I'd get bored with quantitative science...Why? Because I freaking love maths and calculating, so I love challenging calculations (weird, I know, but somehow I never get angered with Add Maths, so that proves it..) Plus, it's a field where not many people are in, so it's quite unique~~ X3

Anyways, apart from that....I'm having problems with my fiction for God's sake! =__=|| I'm having problem on...what should I write next??? Even though I've reached chapter 10, I somehow felt like chapter 7's a bit weird and wanted to repair it...but I just got stuck!! So anyone (you know who you are), ideas are welcomed...especially when the protagonist was about to meet the F4 for the first time...

PS: Not the F4 that has Oguri Shun or HyunJoon or watever their names are. I just like to nickname my 4 OCs like that XP

Friday, May 1, 2009

Yet...another dilemma...

Okay...so I got offered diploma in quantitative science course in uitm...though I'm not sure which campus yet. But...everyone kept saying that I should go for actuarial science instead TT_TT I'm so confused!! I mean, both courses have mathematics, and I love maths but... Okay, let me make a comparison between the two.

Quantitative Science:
1. It's more towards computer subjects
2. According to the course outline, there's only basic maths in semester 1, and will only start learning calculus in semester 2.
3. There's no practical, thus there are elective subjects available.
4. The programmes are more spread out, so this course is more relaxing.

Actuarial Science:
1. It's more towards insurance/bank/business subjects (it even has basic entrepreneurship)
2. Right from semester 1 there's already calculus
3. There's a practical in semester 6, so no elective subjects available (except, maybe, in semester 4).
4. The programmes are mostly stuffed into semester 3 and semester 5, so that means not much relaxing to do in this course.

...I'm seriously confused. I mean, sure Diploma in Actuarial Science is a good training for me, but I'm afraid that it's too challenging for me. My sis and mom said I can do it, but...I don't know...Ugh!! This is so not me! >_<|| I seriously need some help... TT_TT

Monday, April 27, 2009

Kehehe

I sometimes wonder how some people, including people from the West got into my blog (XDD Oooh, I'm so popular!).

I don't mind if you're one of my friends, one of my followers, or just one of those who's just interested in reading or just for fun.

But if you're stalking me for other/sinister/evil reasons, then please note that you're just wasting your time. I will only write about MY life and my fav artists. You know who you are, so don't bother to find more information about that particular someone. X3

PS: Should I post my stories here? :S Sorry, I'm just rambling to myself XD

Balik kampung~~

The last time we went back to Kedah was like...what, last raya?? =__=|| So we decided to visit Mak Tuk before we go to Umrah (which is on 14th May) last Friday. As usual, Papa speed up throughout the journey, but not so much anymore, since Mama warned him that if he's gonna speed up like F1 racer then he'll go back alone.

Then, the worst thing happened to us. We stopped in Ipoh as Papa wanted to do Jumaat prayers, so Mama just left him there and she drove around to find the flower pots shop she saw, but we couldn't find the shop. So we went back - only to get lost in the city. We searched for like an hour or so for the mosque, but we didn't realize there were actually two mosques in the city. So after all the cursings and misdirections (I was, of course, not much of a help, since I have no sense of direction), Mama finally stopped at Balai Polis and asked them the directions. They kinda laughed and one of them showed her the directions. Ugh... so many 'One-way's. But Melaka was worse... Now I love the cities Selangor, Johor and Kedah more (though Alor Setar is changing to more one-ways as well --__--||)

There was nothing much happened in Kedah...except that the next day we went back to our old home in UUM, Sintok. Nothing much changed there, but there were some constructions of new faculty buildings. But Mama and Papa kept recalling about my incident... I don't think any of my friends know about this. lol

Back when I was 9, which was when we were still living in UUM, there was a Mental Arithmetic class for kids, so I entered it. One day, I went to the class as usual, but I didn't realize the class was cancelled because I was absent at the previous class. But Abang Zahid (our driver at that time) had left already, and I was stuck there alone (except that there was a cleaning lady). Then, I decided to walk back home... I didn't realize I took the wrong turn... So I just continued walking 3.1 km, without even thinking that I should ask someone for help. Then, as I reached to a gate, two guys on a motorbike were coming my way and stopped as they saw me. Luckily they were one of the campus guards, judging by the walky-talky. One of them sent me home...that was my first time riding on a motorbike....

*sigh* I have such a weird childhood ===____===||| Since then my family would still talk about it and either wonder "Why didn't you ask someone for help??" or "How da heck did you go that far?!?!".. since I'm kinda like the weakest in the family, so they didn't quite believe that I actually walked 3.1 km.

I actually kinda miss my old homes, but I think I'm just gonna stick to Bangi for now ^__^||.

PS: Oh, and I just realize that I've gotten FATTER than before. There was a tailor in Sg. Petani, where my uncle and his family lived, and Mama have sent some kain to tempah for raya (which is like so lama lagi), and I think the tailor used the same measurement of me as before for my kain...but when I tried it on, it was ketat siot. But oh well. I actually wanted to put on weight, so I was quite happy. XDD

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Tengok wayang....

God. Mama and Kak Tum are still in the dining room - watching a maid from next 2 houses giving food to one or two workers. Kak Tum and Kak Min (next door neighbour's maid) once saw the maid hugging and kissing one of them as they said their goodbyes. At first Mama didn't believe her - but now that she's seeing it with her own eyes, she can't stop watching while eating. -_-|| To me it's kinda like a waste of time. Might as well report it to the owner.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

If you think I'm that, so be it. I don't give a damn

For people that hate stereotypes: If you think people should just shut up and stop, put this on your profile. (BOLD the ones you are.)

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, So I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I MUST have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I MUST be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.
Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
Im a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I MUST be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I MUST do weed and steal stuff.
I'm a PUNK so I MUST only wear black and date only other punks.
I'm ASIAN so I MUST be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I MUST be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA.
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect.
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black.
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE so I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse.
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I MUST be homosexual.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.
I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep.
I'm SCOTTISH so I MUST have ginger hair and wear a skirts (It's actually called a kilt).
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm an ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I MUST be a HOMOPHOBE.
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser.
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy.
I CHAT, I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan.
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion.
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love SLASH, so I MUST be GAY.
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast.
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish.
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s.
I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times.
I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.
I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian.
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too.
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp.
I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist.
I'm a PERFECTIONIST so I MUST check everything ten times, then burst into tears at one mistake.
I DON’T LIKE to talk about my personal life so I MUST be having problems.
I like FIRE so I MUST be an arsonist.
I'm a CUTTER so I MUST want to commit SUICIDE.
I have been to THERAPY so I MUST be crazy.
I have been ABUSED, so I MUST be an abuser

ugh...turn off the Baby Volume already!!

So for today's main event, Auntie Mas arranged for the whole family to gather at Uncle Jali's house for high tea to see his granddaughter. Papa, though, went to play golf, and God knows what Ezhan's doing today (probably dating).

We went to pick up Kakak from 1 Utama - she went there to have Zahira play with Ryan (Son of Kak Shara - she's Kakak's close friend) in the baby playground there. Abang Bad was having an exam (jeez, even workers have paper exams just to naik pangkat). We reached her house and waited for her to finish her lunch (which Mama brought from home). At the same time, Mama picked up Kak Ema (Auntie Bedah's maid) to help Kak Tum clean up Kakak's house. After that, we left the maids there and went to Auntie Mas' house, where Auntie Nana, Wan and Mak Su were already there.

Auntie Mas lent us some of her Jubahs and telekung (i think). We were only there for a while and went straight to Uncle Jali's house. Auntie Bedah's family was already there with Auntie Ani and Uncle Jali, together with their granddaughter, Shania (apparently, she was doing her 'work', or making 'cake' as Auntie Ani said XD).

Then, Uncle Rem and his family came - apparently Nina was with them and Arin just got out of the hospital yesterday (Nina had 4 days of holiday due to Pesta Sukan ape ntah.. And Arin had dengue fever) Apparently Nina revealed that there were 2 guys in her school that were fighting over her XDD Uncle Rem and Auntie Liza seemed like they wanna throw up...she's quite open with her parents
though. But all of us were happy to hear that she didn't want to change to another school, coz the MRSM in Langkawi is one of the elite schools - if she does though, I'm gonna slap her face.

The baby...was so small! Okay, maybe I'm being a bit biased since I'm used to big babies like Zahira, but seriously! She looks so...fragile. Okay, I'm gonna shut up ==__==||

Another strange thing about this baby, is that she doesn't cry much. She cries only for a while, then there'll be a pause..then cry...then pause. So it's kinda like a play/pause button XD. The TOTAL opposite to Zahira...who was - as usual - clingy to her mom. Everytime her mom just wants to go get more food or go into the toilet, she'll suddenly start to cry unless we distract her with something (like fishies in aquarium). Man...she's so jakun. But I don't blame her, since she doesn't see her parents much at day, so she really wants their attention...at least that's what Mama said.

Friday, April 17, 2009

Happy birthday dear Okasan~~ X3

16th April. It was my mother's birthday. We celebrated at Victoria Station for dinner.. well, not much actually happened, but she did get a diamond ring from my sis (she looked at Papa and said, "Ha, Pa, tengok!" Meaning: "You have to buy me one also" XD)

Hm.. well the food was ok, but just dat.

On Tuesday, Mama, Eli and I went to Alamanda to watch Talentime. The story was simple, but very interesting. In this movie, Yasmin Ahmad focused more onto the racial problems between Indians and Malay, but it was really funny watching the Indians making jokes. But dang~~ The Indian protagonist was damn good-looking! Even Eli agrees!! Though, the female protagonist (the one from Amazing Race Asia, as well as younger sister of Vincent AF1) doesn't seem fit here, coz she seems...old. But what's funny was when Adibah Noor's character saw her, she said, "Betul ke dia ni Form 5? Nampak cam mak orang je..." XDD

Well, it was a good movie nonetheless. But my mom wasn't quite fond of it because the ending was hanging - it didn't even mention who won the Talentime, or what happened to Mahesh (it's actually his real name! lol) and Melur. Nonetheless, it was really another masterpiece of Yasmin Ahmad. And compared to the previous movies, it involves many musical backgrounds. The song 'O Re Piya (My love)' really caught my attention, that I even looked at the translation lyrics intentively.