events~

I wanted to publish a new post last week, but i kept delaying it because i have weird illnesses... Gastric, low blood, n there's one little lump at the back of my neck (which probably explains y i keep getting headaches..). Anyways, let's just continue with wat i'm gonna write last week!!

25th August...It's not my birthday, but it's definitely the date that I'll make sure to remember for the rest of my life! :D

I went to Kolej Alamanda to break fast with my college friends at one of the warungs (which is just outside of the college). I didn't think many would turn up - but there were. Shockingly O_o. But even with the long table outside, it was still packed. Even some of them had to be separated from us and eat inside.. I'm really sorry guys TT_TT.

The original plan was to break fast in Mid Valley this week, but none of them are free on other days except Friday. But on that day, I'm gonna have dinner with my family..which is for my birthday. They originally planned to make a farewell party on that day... TT.TT

Well, ok, at first I asked my mom about it whether we can change the dinner to an earlier date, and she said it was ok for her. But then my bro won't be free on Thursday. And I thought that it won't be fun if we leave him out of it, so I told them let's just continue with the plan.. After that, my friends and I were almost in a dilemma on how to decide the date. Then Emma told me that we should just break fast at one of the warungs..so we went with that instead. But I really wanted to go to Mid Valley with them...

Anyways, here are the presents that they gave me~

Blanket given by my 'sisters'~ thank u so so much girls! I'll definitely use this on cold days :D

Syimir gave me this~ hehe. He thinks this one's cute (but i think it's ugly XD). Still, it's sweet of him to give me this. Thanks~ (it's even sweeter with his perfume on it lol)

Farisha gave me some chocolates for me to eat on the plane. Hehe, very considerate of her~ Plus, Mu'i, Ja'ar and Azraii gave me duit raya. So cute~ X3 I love u people!! I almost cried..no, really. I did. Especially after I saw Atira's tears welling up in her eyes. I'm like, "Oh, s**t. Please don't cry!!" Then when I was about to get ready, Shiqin shouted to me, "Don't cry! Otherwise I'll cry too!!" Um...ok, nice advice? XD jk~

Seriously though, I mean... there will be at times when you feel like you don't belong here. But then at times like this, you'll wonder - what did I do to deserve all of this love?? I mean, I don't think I contributed much to them. I pulled out of JPK, I don't talk much, and I'm not smart n skilled enough to teach them the subjects that they don't know... So, yeah...it really makes u wonder... But I'm really, really glad to have great friends like them. Again, I love you guys very much!! <3 <3

And yes...I finally let go of my grudge. If I hadn't even glance at him I wouldn't even realize he had wave at me. Like, seriously dude. You have a voice...at least shout "Bye" or "Good luck" or something.. ==___==|| Well, I waved back anyways... When I think about it, it's somewhat stupid of me to get myself in this mess in the first place...

Hehe. But then something weird (but expected) happened on my birthday... Gastric AND low blood pressure ==__==||. Way to start my day... I guess that explains why I keep feeling light-headed + headache this whole time... Anyways, yeah. So the doctor said I couldn't fast n when we got home, my mom straight away toasted some bread n made milo for me (even though it was afternoon. but there was nothing for me to eat except the stuffs you would eat for breakfast..) She already suspected that I got low blood like a loooonnngg time ago - I just didn't want to accept that fact XD. NOW I can say I have low blood... *sigh* why is this happening to me..?

Well, illnesses aside.. We went to Tony Roma's for my birthday dinner~ And yes, my mom forced me to eat a lot on that night (which I did but...it turned out it's actually not good for low-blood people), so I was freaking full.. Thank God we went walking after that. Ezhan and Kakak gave me a trench coat as a present (which I always wanted since..I played a fashion game lol)...actually, more like Kakak recommended Ezhan to buy that one. But he didn't know what a trench coat was - thank God his fiancee was with him XD. He told me to wear it just in case it fits or not. When we got to the store - luckily my parents were experienced with winter clothing.. turns out the size he bought was a size smaller. So we exchanged with a bigger size n walla!

Hee~ thank u guys! :D

So ya, I guess that's about it... omo, last Saturday there was a breaking fast with the whole family at my house. It's not as hyped or loud as it used to be, but it was still fun - especially when we get to see the babies' stunts and all. Aww...cute little munchkins!! X3 But, to my horror...Mama called everyone to sing me n Eli happy birthday. Thank God most of the men and some women went for Terawih at that time... So yeah, move along! XD Oh, and I finally got on my piano for God knows why... Still, it was a great feeling again. Some of my cousins were impressed I could play some of the Playhouse Disney's songs, ie Dibo dibo ding, Little Einsteins n so on~ (yes. I watch Playhouse Disney with my niece n nephew. Got problem with that?!) But...meh. They're just simple melodies. If you're asking me to play a Chopin piece or Alicia Keys song, then I'll definitely flunk out XD.

For toda-ay~ I just got back from Kedah, just to see Mak Tok one last time before departing.. Hm...I wonder why my mind's still not registered that I'm gonna go to UK. lol For God's sake, woman! You're going to UK in another 2 weeks!!!

Over and out...

GP Basic - Game

Introducing new Korean girl group~ XD This youngest girl group just debuted on 13th August with their MV (music video), Game.




Below in their MV teaser contains the members' names:



Notice how young these girls look? Well get this - all the members are 14 years old except for the youngest, Janey (in case you don't know which one IS the youngest) who's only 12 years old... Dang, that's a strange age distribution O_O. Anyways, I'm sure many of you are shocked by how young they are, since the song sounds *ehem* too mature for their age. For me though - well, I'd rather judge their live performance than their age. Here's their debut performance today at SBS Inkigayo:



Yup. They're good as I expected d(^_^)b. Personally I feel that the theme of the song (from the sound to the dance moves) is inappropriate for them. Still, they're very talented, and you have to admit that Janey looks really cute when she raps XD. Plus, these girls are quite pretty, especially when they didn't wear much make-up for their performance.

Many netizens said these girls should "go back to school", well I say this - keep rockin' it girls! You're already at par with your seniors (if not more talented), just need a little more training and you'll be there ;)

PS: Seriously, these people should give them a break. It's just a debut, and we're not sure yet if they're gonna do another promotion. They might take a break for a while. Who knows? :S

Oh to the Em to the Gee...

http://elijojo8989.blogspot.com/2010/08/dont-talk-with-strangerseven-through.html

Again, I'm referring to a blog post from my sister, who published just a few minutes ago.. If haven't read her post, then DO IT! Otherwise you probably won't understand what I'm talking about here.

Okay, seriously, these girls (especially the young ones) are so easily manipulated and very.. VERY dense. How can they trust these guys when they have only met online?? Sure they're very smooth with sweet words, but it's just that - they're just WORDS. And these guys buy them drinks and stuffs that these girls want?? Then let me ask them this - why don't you ask your boyfriends to buy you a BUNGALOW HOUSE??? Or even better - a FERRARI sports car?!

Some people defend these girls, saying, "Oh, they're still young. They don't know which is right and which is wrong. They're going through the phase of puberty." Then they start blaming the parents for not giving good education.. For me though, let's be straightforward...

THESE GIRLS ARE IDIOTS!!! They can't think for themselves???? What are they - PRE-SCHOOL STUDENTS??!! For God's sake people, they're old enough to think! They have BRAINS!! It's because they have gone through puberty they can use their brains PROPERLY!! If you're saying that these girls are too young to understand, then what about the other girls at their age, who are not following the same footsteps?? Are you saying that these girls have NO BRAINS too?!

What the hell - I've been going through that phase too. It didn't took me long to realize that I shouldn't talk to strangers. It didn't took me long to realize that just because I befriended many chatters online, that doesn't mean I want to meet them in person. It didn't took me long to realize that I shouldn't give my phone number to a stranger I don't even know or recognize. And what age did I realize all of those? At the age of 13-15...and these girls are like, what - 16 year olds?! Even a 19-year-old can't even THINK for herself?!

Excuse me, but maybe the main reason for this is probably because she has a dysfunctional family etc. etc. Like HELLO! There's no such thing as perfect family! "Oh, she has family problems. That explains why. It's the parents that should be blamed." PLEASE LA! It's because she has a dysfunctional family that she should be able to THINK, that she should be able to MATURE.

Just so you know, most of these idiot, good-for-nothing girls are Malays. MALAYS for God's sake! You think I'm proud of that?! Have you ever heard any other races like the Chinese or Indian doing the same thing?? NO! It's the Malays that do these! And they are Muslims... MUSLIM!! For God's sake, girls... If you have no one else to go to, go to GOD! And what I really mean here is, PRAY! Pray to God to lead you to a righteous path. Pray to God to shield you from harm. Pray to God to give you a strong heart... Is it so freakin' hard to pray and ask God for a way?? And that is our job as a human being - pray and ask God for help!

And another thing...some people also blame that these girls have been on the computer for way too long or too frequently. Well guess what - ME TOO! I'm also on the computer 24/7, but am I meeting someone I shouldn't meet? NO! Definitely not! What's the use of getting an education in school, let alone an Islamic education[in which the ustaz(ah) would always say, "Don't do this, don't do that. Don't follow ur desires. Don't go against ur parents."], if we're not gonna use it well in our daily lives?? Heck, even my mom was worried that my sis and I would turn out like them - but are we? NO! Why? Because we can THINK for ourselves!

It's the Ramadhan night, and I know I shouldn't be b****ing about here. But I really can't stand it. Maybe we're near to the end of the world. Or maybe these girls really have no brains. Right. I'm gonna stop now. Over and out..

Of baby-sitting, induction, and visa

Saturday

At the house we were left with Ashaz. Even though I didn't have to help my mom cooking/making Malay desserts n such, I was still left damn tired just by carrying this little rascal ==_==||. His mouth is still not talking, but his hands and his feet just won't stop moving... Even while we carry him he'll try to climb up more! Haiya... But a baby is a baby, and is cute. So I is love him XD.

That evening we finally went to my sister's new house in Shah Alam, where we helped her with the preparations for the doa selamat at that night (a house-warming as well). After the whole thing finished, our maid, Kak Tum and I went to Aunt Mas' house to stay overnight there. Kak Tum wanted to go out with their maid, Kak Su on Sunday, whereas I wanted to attend the induction on that day as well. You know, just to spend time with my friends...probably for the last time.

Sunday

I woke up at 7.30, realizing that my friends involved with the induction were already at INTEC. So I arrived late and missed the opening speech. I had a bit of a wardrobe malfunction because none of my friends brought the yellow jersey for me (which is supposed to be worn by the sophomores)...well, it was my fault that I didn't tell them earlier. So I wore a black t-shirt...turned out that the juniors also wore the same thing. So I looked like a junior myself lol. I thought I'd be really embarassed with all the others asking, "Why aren't you wearing the jersey?" But I guess I didn't care at that time, because all I thought about was trying to have a good time with my friends.

Although I was really looking forward to spend time with them, it turns out that most of my housemates are busy with their own jobs ie some became facilitators, some were taking care of the checkpoints, and a few others didn't come. Thank God Nazirah, Amoy, Yani and Hathira were with me...otherwise I'd be bored to hell! Actually, I spent a lot of time with Nazirah for God knows why. Maybe because we were in separate classes this sem and couldn't talk much, so it's like our revenge for that time.

So yeah. Again, I disappeared in the middle of their post-mortem, because Aunt Mas and the family were already waiting for me in their car. So I just told one of my roommates to send my regards to the others. Though, I wish I could've at least took a photo with them...

After that, I followed Aunt Mas and the others to Shah Alam Mall. Alif (aka ADAM) and Nanith wanted to change their mp3s...or whatever they wanna do over there. We went to Giant to get something for Alif before he went back to Segamat and ate at Pizza Hut. I have to admit...I'm a really slow eater, especially among my family >_<||. But if I eat too fast, my chest would hurt and I'd feel like I'm suffocating. *sigh* I guess I am a black sheep in my family.. (dah la anak accident. anak paling pelik plak tu --_--||). When we got back, Aunt Mas was thinking of letting me and Kak Tum stay there for another night. But it turned out I really can't -- Papa already made an appointment with Fiona to collect our documents and go make our visas straight away.
Monday

Woke up quite early, if I do say so myself XD. We reached the InterStudy's office first to check, sign and collect our necessary documents. Honestly, I'm really grateful we applied through this agency, because when we reached the UK visa application counters, many of the hopeful students weren't really prepared with the necessary documents and such. So my sis and I were relaxed compared to the others....yet so bored. Because we had to wait for like less than 10 people until it was our turn. And for every person's turn, it felt like it lasted for eternity! (Like I said, most of them weren't prepared) but by the time it was our turn, it was only a few minutes and all that was left was taking a picture.

Picture...dang. I'd understand if they ask me to put my thumbs on the scanner, or maybe one hand but...four fingers (right hand first, then the second), then both of the thumbs?? and before the officer told me to do that, she told me to look up at the cctv-like camera for 5 seconds... This is waayyy freaky... But my mom said those who are doing the US visa must have a more hard time than us because, well, you know why. With all the prejudice and racism, plus with their intolerance to muslims. Dang. After that...weird...visa application, we went to Sogo, had lunch, and bought some clothes.

Tuesday

Today, we went to my sister's house again. Apparently she had to go to the office in the afternoon and she asked us to look after her kids. We did but, I think we just slept most of the times with them XD. We were freaking tired with all the travelling on the road from morning 'till evening. So yeah, that's just about it from us.


PS: Oh, I forgot to mention... I am officially in love with...






















































































SE7EN!!! XD



Below is a live performance from him, featuring T.O.P from Big Bang:



That's all from me for today. Salam Ramadhan and happy fasting~

Surprised, Shocked, Unexpected, etc (Puan K, 2010)

I guess many of friends already know this but - I've been accepted to Brunel University in UK! It's west of London and near to a town called Uxbridge (no, not the one in US). Plus, it's just less than 15 minutes away from Heathrow-London airport :). (Okay, I'm not that good in geography, so if you're confused on where the heck these places are, look in the map aka GOOGLE it). Strangely though, I don't feel the anticipation like I did with Belfast. Why? Because I'm tired of putting my hopes up too high - in other words, Belfast has taken it all away... :'(. Actually I did got an acceptance letter from the Queen's University, but due to the riot that happened in Northern Ireland (which is where Belfast is), it really blew up my chances to go there... No wonder why my brother and his wife gave me hints that they're against me going there... Of course, that's not the only reason why, but that is the main one... So yeah, I just let my parents choose a university for me.

I just realized that Actuarial Science is not for me... I just don't get insurance stuffs --_--||. Thus, the agency that I applied through suggested to my dad to apply for Brunel and recommended Mathematics and Statistics with Management Bsc as my course. I guess Management makes more sense to me...although Ili did point out, "You'll have to read a lot for Management, even more than Insurance." *sigh* I seriously hate reading and memorizing subjects...But, oh well. I've learned bits of the business world back in school, so I'll try taking up the challenge.