Leona Lewis - I See You

Walking through a dream

I see you

My light in darkness breathing of new life

Now I live through you and you through me

Enchanted

I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

I live through your love

You teach me how to see

All that's beautiful

My senses touch your world I never picture

Now I give my hope to you

I surrender

I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life

I offer my love, for you

When my heart was never open

(and my spirit never free)

To the world that you have shown me

But my eyes could not division

All the colours of love and in life ever more

Evermore

(I see me through your eyes)

I see me through your eyes

(Living through life flying high)

Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

I live through your love

I live through your life

I see you...

I see you...

[credits: metrolyrics.com]

I guess I don't need to mention the movie of this song lol. The lyrics are so captivating that I just have to put it here. (well, it IS my blog, so I can do whatever I want with it 8D). Sequel~ Sequel~ Sequel~~~~ X3

*sigh* I wanna try playing this song...

AVATAR!! (and other stuffs) 8D

AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!! It's been such a LONG TIME since I FEEL LIKE THIS!! BEST GILER MOVIE AVATAR TU SIOT! Ok, maybe I'm a bit overreactive, but STILL!! The last time I feel like this was when Lord of the Rings was all the rage (still a loyal fan, tq X3). At first I didn't know the director was the same guy who directed Titanic. Great storyline, great effects, great...everything!! Although there are a few questions about the movie n all, but all in all, it satisfies this fantasy-fanatic mind *HUGE GRIN* (I'm sensing some 'idea-bunnies' in my head for my story. mehehehe~~)

PS: I still can't face him in person... I don't know, there's practically no reason anymore not to even greet him, but I just can't look him in the eye anymore. Oh well, like Abang said, "No matter how nice you are to everyone, they're still gonna talk behind your back." So, MY advice to myself, "Love Allah, family, TRUE frenz, and last but not least...YOURSELF!!" 8D So love yourselves, PEOPLE!! Coz ya ain't goin nowhere if ya don't love yourself.

Over and out...

Someone just searched my name on Google... creepy o_o

PS: I haven't touch my statistics homework, and there'll be a calculus quiz tomorrow...nice ^_^

New housemates, new classmates, new life..

..but that doesn't mean I stopped hanging out with my old housemates ;). So I like said in one of my previous posts, I was sheet-y scared of how my college life's going to be with all the change of roommates, change of class and all that. Turns out though, it ain't so bad as I thought (yes, i know. I should've think positive instead at that time ==__==).

Ehem, anyways...my housemates turn out to be crazy as well (it's a compliment dearies, plz don't take it too hard), but their craziness is different than my old housemates were, how should I say it...more girly? lol coz my old housemates were more brutal and tomboy-ish. Nonetheless, they still make me laugh - DAMN hard! LOL I especially enjoy being in the same house with my classmates - Azi, Ulfah, Hathira, Faezah and Juliana. Crazy things happened to us in the past 2 weeks (flooded bathroom, unattached toilet seat, etc etc), but it was also filled with laughter, especially when we talk about ourselves and the pasts. Hehe, I'm glad I'm in the same house as you guys. 8D

Like I said though, I never forget my old housemates. Although there was a bit conflict and misunderstanding between us, it was already solved yesterday. At first I thought Sha had change into a different person, and I was Goddamn scared for her - but it looks like she's still the same old sweet Sha I recognize. So glad to have you back gurl!! TT^TT Syakira and Syaza r still the same, though I could sense that their house was quieter than last sem...probably cuz every room has one emptied bed, literally. One moved to UiTM Puncak Alam, another plans to enter politeknik, and the last one is moi, but I sometimes fill up that bed from time to time, usually to accompany Syakira when the other two are out. And I guess the saying "The further apart you are, the closer your hearts are" (or something like that) really implies here. I think I've grown closer with my housemates compared to last sem..

Next, my classmates. At first, it was first class, totally, highly, uber AWKWARD!! SERIOUSLY!! We were in our own pack doing our own thing while waiting for the lecturer, and there was barely any communication at all among us!! But thankfully, the gap between us became smaller - slowly but surely - and we started talking to each other like pals. And..hm, I'm not even sure if I should call it 'admire' or 'crush', but someone did caught my attention. Ah well...only time will tell. I'm tired of keeping my hopes up, and I definitely don't want history to repeat itself.

Ahh, and another interesting topic... Last Thursday, most of the former CSD12D-ians went to rock climbing in Shah Alam, along with a few friends from other class. We already planned to go there since last week, so we were excited. However, I might wanna remind those who plan to rock climb - don't wear shoes aka go barefoot. I noticed my friends who did that have climbed up faster than those who wore shoes (and I'm among them, unfortunately --__--), and succeeded in reaching the top. Probably coz we'd have better gripping with our feet and we can even climb our way up even if our feet aren't on the rocks.

After that we had an early dinner in Burger King (which is just a few walks away from the rock climbing place) and celebrated my classmate, Nazmi's birthday. Each of us offered to buy him at least one item of food/beverage, but somehow one of us bought a set instead, so he had TWO sets of meals. To our shock, he succeeded on finishing them, but we chipped in a bit for his sake. lol

Lastly, this morning I went to my first co-curriculum class for this sem, and it was Public Speaking. No, not that Malay one.. The ENGLISH one!! Like FINALLY!! I've longed to enter that course ever since I entered college! I had to start over from scratch though - like, if I have continued the Malay one, I would've been a level higher, whereas for this one I have to start over in level one - but it was worth it. The lecturer is cool too. He graduated last year with a degree in law (I seriously salute him...) and he was in the Malaysian debate team, whom won third place in an international debate competition. (Again, I salute him..)

But, as usual, something happened that made the lecturer disappointed. There was supposed to be around twenty people in that class, but only six of us turned up (and only one guy turned up. you know who you are...). All of us were shocked by the attendance, and the lecturer couldn't continue his lesson because of that (even though it was supposed to be just introduction, but eh...I was hoping we could get on with the lesson).

So yeah..I guess that's about it. Only two weeks and a lot has happened already. Can't wait what the future might bring us ;). To those who took Matriculations, happy holidays! Enjoy it while it lasts!! XD

PS: Mama Papa xde...blk Kedah :(. Thank God my older siblings are here...over and out... Oh, did I mention my 3-weeks old nephew is 5 kg now? 8D

Yes, I was burned, but I call it a lesson learned...

"Forgivenesss and tolerance increase the honour and respect of their owners. Be forgiving so that Allah will cherish you"

Prophet Muhammad SAW

...I think I've learned my lesson from that particular saying, especially from the honourable Prophet SAW himself... True, Allah loves those who are forgiving...so I decided to just leave the past behind. I told my brother, Ezhan, my new year's resolution is to forget and ignore that person totally... But I think I'm gonna change that.

I'm gonna forget and forgive his mistakes...but that doesn't mean i forgive him 8D

PS: ni pun sbb i terbaca kat laptop ex-housemate punye wallpaper. kalau x jgn harap la i nak maafkan dia. wakakaka! oh, and the title is an excerpt frm Alicia Keys - Lesson Learned (feat John Mayer). Do listen to that song, it's rly nice and an eye-opening :D